For my mother.

A mother's love determines how

We love ourselves and others.

There is no sky we'll ever see

Not lit by that first love.

Stripped of love, the universe

Would drive us mad with pain;

But we are born into a world

That greets our cries with joy.

How much I owe you for the kiss

That told me who I was!

The greatest gift--a love of life--

Lay laughing in your eyes.

Because of you my world still has

The soft grace of your smile;

And every wind of fortune bears

The scent of your caress.

Thankyou, Mommy, for everything. Je t'aime. :)

Mummy darhling,

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gotta listen to this song. It's so nice.
'Nways, Mummy, thanks for bringing me into this world. I love you!

what a feelin'

the feeling that you're brain froze. I know, it's like again!
I'm sitting here, wanting to do something, yet not knowing what I want to do. Sitting here, thinking about something, but not knowing what I'm thinking about. Lastly, but terribly the worst, I can't understand myself. I'm trying to decide something very important, as Jon would say, "a life and death situation" that seriously is not that serious. Yea, and I can't seem to get my answer.

The funniest thing was when I told Jon my head "wasn't frozen anymore" he replied, "let me guess, you defrosted in the microwave." LOL. That was so lame Jon, but at least it made me laugh. I don't feel like I can laugh anymore. The weather is totally taking out all my energy. =\
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One the other hand, I got my mother to act young again..

I love you Mummy!

and everything is right again?

Yea riightt.
You think you can solve my problems. But gosh, don't even try.
Thanks for caring though. =)
It'll never be the same again. It's just unexplainable.
And impossible.
The point is, I've given up. So yea! You won.
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My week so far.
Guardians angels. =) oh yea, it's back.
Pity though, I haven't received a thing from my guardian angel. =(
and about cheerleading.. bummers! Sarah can't make it to the Sports Day.
My gosh, we have to cheer lead without her. =\

We had a major switch of seatings today. All the juniors went to Room 3! Oh, peace and quiet. hahaa. And for Room 2, where I am, Haresh and Shaun left. =) And I finally begged Mr Fransis to let me switch with Isaac. =D It wasn't hard to convince Isaac. So yea, Grace Kam! Don't worry Chanelle, I'll miss you.

Just before Celine left to go to Room 3, she came to hug me and Chanelle. While she was hugging me, Mr Fransis came in. And he was like, "aww. Farewell is it? Hug me." And Celine actually hugged him. And Mr Fransis said, "Don't miss us to much. Don't cry okay?" LOL. I couldn't stop laughing!

And the seniors room almost flooded. =( Bryant and Calvin were cleaning it, and my goodness, I was so frustrated cause they don't know how to clean! haha. I was about to take off my socks and help then but then they promised they'll clean properly. tsk tsk.

Other than that, the day was pretty normal.
ooh, and thank gosh, Chorch is back. I was about to die. kidding. =D
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oh and yes. Birthday woman and man. No, sorry, not couples. haha.
So yea..

Happy Belated Birthday Mr Fan!
Thanks for being such a great principle. Somehow, no matter how high your position is in the school, I seem so close to you. I've never talked to my prnciple so much in my whole entire life. hahaa! Hope you enjoyed the lunch!

and...

Happy Birthday Mommy darhling!
Thanks for being such a great mom. The only one I'll ever have! And the best that I could ever have. Thanks for guiding me, scolding me (I mean, I learn from mistakes riight?) and for cooking and washing for me. =D

"Mom cares so much that sometimes, she forgets to say "I love you."
She shows it all the time, but I'm too much of an idiot to see it."

God Bless You! <3

Cassia and Sila are coming in one week. oh yea!
Other than that, my sis is sick and can't come to school tomorrow. =(