July Update #1

Hello to my readers! It's been a while since I've actually written what's been going on in my life so you're much due for a proper update. First things first, the new blogger in draft is really... odd? I'm staring at this strange screen that looks completely different. But it has a pretty nice, with a sort of simple, orderly, sophisticated look.

Speaking of looks, my website will be going through a major change sometime at the end of the month or early next month. Once I get my MacBook, arrive in Maine, and have my sister around to help. I'll be using Joomla CMS instead, so lookout for something involving lots of pictures and colors.

Anyhow, it's a little less than three weeks before I fly to Maine. I recently purchased my suitcases, and have been packing ever since, or more like, my mother has been packing ever since.

So I've been meeting up with some people, spending some quality time before I leave. :) Had lunch with Naomi and went handbag shopping, which was pretty amusing because I can't speak Malay and Naomi isn't the type that goes shopping for bags. (Btw, all the best in Brunei!) Also went out for lunch with Ms. Cath and Roberts as well as suitcase shopping. Dropped by at ALC to visit Uncle Kevin and all the rest. Had dinner at Ry's house last night. :)

Lastly, tomorrow is a very special day for a lot of people. Shoutout to two of my very amazing friends who all are celebrating their birthday tomorrow: Pom and Bee!

Pom, you are the sweetest girl alive. I will never forget your endless stories, matchmaking skills, random hyper moments, planning the Christmas party, moving school moments I've had with you. Thank you for accompanying me at awkward moments, for listening, and making me laugh. ♥

And to my Bee, I'm so sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you, but I trust you had a good time. Thank you for never failing to be a pain in the butt, for being that someone I could torture when I... needed to torture someone, for trying hard, for putting up with me, and for just being you. I will never forget the time when we had a major argument concerning your stupid computer charger and how Chanelle had to put a boundary of highlights to separate us. Gosh, I'm gonna miss youuu. ♥

Till later. Hopefully I get a chance to meet up with y'all Malaysian before I leave.

February 20th babies

Okay, so evidently June is a popular month and all the babies come out on the 20th of February. HAHA. So today is such a special day for so many people, that I had to have a special post just for it. (Or more like, for one special person.)

Anyway, so happy birthday to all you 20th February babies: Marcus, Mercedes, Nathaniel Sanjeevi, Wendy, JACKIE ♥, and of course...

SARRAAAHHHH! :)

What can I say? I've known you for almost 5 years, we've spent our teen years together, watching each other grow up spiritually and physically. (If we did even grow. HAHA.) You know me the best. I can't hide anything from you. You have the loudest voice ever, the most addictive laugh, and the biggest smile.

So anyway, this post is a big thank you for being the best friend I could ever wish for. I could list the amount of things we've been through together, but that would disrupt the secretiveness. :P Just thinking of them makes me smile and laugh out loud. 10 years down the road, I'm pretty sure our "Remember when" conversations would go on forever.

I hope you have a blast of a birthday and don't go bumping into any glass doors, or knocking down glass cups, or dealing with anything made of glass, my dear bimbo. HAHA, I love youu. :)
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EDIT: There's a new edition to the ever growing big family. Yesterday, my cousin gave birth to a girl, making her my second cousin once removed. (Or something like that.) So welcome into the world, baby Qistina Anees. :)

Blissful Glee

Visited my website yesterday to see that it was snowing! :) Made my day.

My December so far has been busy and productive. I haven't had a day when I could drop on the sofa and go, "I'm so bored." Nahh, no such thing as being bored when you have such an eventful life like I do. :P

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

First day of my intern job at VOGA Kitchen. Arrived at 9.30am, work only starts at 10am. Walked around, waited. Colleagues arrived, and I had to explain like 5 times who I was and what I was doing there. Waited for my boss for 1 and a half hours doing nothing. -.- She arrived, and gave me a huge stack of interior designing books to read.

Went to lunch with the colleagues which has got to be an experience to remember. They could only speak very limited English, so here I am, eating lunch with them and not understanding a thing they were saying. They occasionally asked me a few questions, all centering around where I was from, how old I am, and the language I can speak. Which happens to be only English, and a little French. Somehow I created the impression of being a foreigner, and they were constantly asking me about it.

Stayed up to 1am, watching the candidates for the 2022 Host County give their presentation. Australia's video was very creative, Her Royal Highness of Qatar was extremely convincing, Landon Donovan's replay of the goal against Algeria gave me shivers yet again, and Bill Clinton's speech was dreadfully long.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

- Christmas deco + major cleaning

- College and OG applications

- Watched England's presentation. It was really good. They had Prince William, Prime Minister David Cameron, and David Beckham. It's a hige pity they didn't get it.

- World Cup Host Announcements: Russia ('18) and Qatar ('22) Bummers, cause I really wanted England and USA respectively. I think England really deserved it for 2018, although I had a gut feeling USA wasn't going to get it for 2022.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Took Bible 1208 LPT, making me feel very productive. :)

Headed to Ebenezer with the mom. The bus took ages. Public transportation is so unreliable. Lots of walking. Vegetarian lunch. 1 and a half hours at the bookstore. Bumped into Cindy. Bought two John Eldridge books, a notebook, and some stickers for the little cousin. All for my RM80 vouchers. Very very satisfied.

Note to all those with Ebenezer vouchers: You should go before Christmas. There's sale. :) So I got like, 20% off.

Daddy's birthday today. Having a steak dinner. ♥ Giving him one of the Eldridge books. And when you do read this Daddy, I hope you had a very wonderful birthday. Thank you for being the greatest Daddy on earth. Love ya!

Thanksgiving:)

Thanksgiving, Award's Night, and the last day of school have gone dreadfully fast, but at the same time, I'm so grateful its over too. The last week has been crazy for me. I've been balancing between preparing for Award's Night while rushing to finish my 11th grade. Not the easiest thing to do: lots of midnight oil burnt, and eye bags, but I've accomplished my goal. :)

I could give you a detailed account of everything that happened, but really, it isn't that interesting. Or I could give you a list of things I'm thankful for, but then again, you already know.

So to sum it all off, I'm pretty bummed that instead of sitting around the dining table on Thanksgiving eating turkey, stuffing, and cranberry sauce, I was eating a rushed (and when I say rushed, I mean 3 minutes dinner) dinner at Quel's and running around at Grace. I so would of enjoyed a quiet evening at home instead of the night I had, but I'm grateful for that once-in-a-lifetime experience. :) No complains.

I'm thankful that I didn't have any candy corn to consume this year, so VERY thankful. I hate candy corn with my guts.

If you think graduating means a life of freedom, you are very wrong. I still have 12th grade to finish, a part time intern job for the month of December, and college applications to send in. Zoe and Mel are coming back very soon, I can't wait to watch Narnia, and I have the PK camp to attend! :) I'm thankful I'm a PK, MK, and TCK.

They say the time between Thanksgiving and Christmas go pass within the blink of an eye, and I'm hoping that's true because I can't wait for Christmas. ♥

Have a blessed holiday! :)
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EDIT;

Happy birthday my darling Esther. :)

I've seen you grown heights since I've met you,
and I mean that physically and spiritually.
You've become such a beautiful girl who's considerate and thoughtful.
Love you so muchi. ♥ Happy sweet 16.

(Picture taken beginning of this year, and we look so young.)

November babies :)

Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious

As to have friends at a distance;

They make the latitudes and longitudes.

♥

#1, Happy Birthday my darling Zoe. :) I miss you so much. Words cannot describe how much I miss and love you. I hope you had the greatest ever birthday ever, and I'll see you in December.

#2, thanks to all who made my 16th birthday special. Gracie, the cake was amazing and it was so nice to see you after the longest time ever. ♥ I had the greatest time ever, and we have never attracted so much attention at a restaurant before. My two favorite bimbos both "lost" something at Starbucks, but me being the genius (Y), "found" the missing things. Sarah broke a glass with one wave of her hand. HAHA. The gifts were amazing. :) And Tetsuo, thanks for bearing with all of us girls. x)

#3, I found the almost perfect dress for graduation. All thanks to my wonderful gals.

#4, I'll brought the 8 books down to 5. It finally looks like graduation is in the range of possible. :) As much as I hate Science and History, they're finally making some sense. Looks like I'll be sharing my ceremony with my big brother, which is a dream come true.

#5, Bob Bradley has picked the most questionable rooster for the USMNT game against South Africa. I'm still hoping they'll win. :) And as for the USWNT games against Italy, you girls can do it. :)

#6, TOMORROWWWW. :)

so long, farewell.

And I hope you find it

What you're looking for

And I hope it's everything

You dreamed your life could be

And so much more

Today's Rachel See's last day, thus the title. Shoutout to her: wishing you all the best in Thailand. Study hard, follow Him, and hold on there when you feel alone, tired, or scared. Thankyou for being a great companion in work, discussing tests, questions, and projects. :) I'll miss youu.

School's been boring, tedious, strenuous, and whatnot. I'm pulling through, trying to be content, but to be honest, I cannot wait for October. Rephrase that, I can't wait for July 2011. :D

I've been searching for colleges, and have stumbled across quite a few that I'm liking. Pray that I'll pick the right 4 and I'll get accepted. Hopefully a scholarship too. God's will, not mine.

I really should go write my research paper on dolphin's intelligence. I absolutely adore dolphins (and horses), but writing a research about them - totally not my thing. D:

Oh, not forgetting, it's the 19th of August. ;)

Happy Birthday Raquel :)

something about sunshine :)

Peter You're lucky you know.

Lucy What do you mean?

Peter You've seen Him. I wish he'd given me some sort of proof.

Lucy Maybe we're the ones who need to bring ourselves to Him.
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Yes, I watched Narnia again. :D Not today, last Sunday. The portion above really spoke to me. So many times we wonder why God seems so far away, we want proof that he's with us.... but as Lucy said, maybe its us who should go to him. He doesn't force himself on us, we have to bring ourselves to Him. :)

You know, God can speak through numerous ways. He can speak through movies, different people, books...

Speaking of books, Wild at Heart is definitely a must if you're a guy. So go read it, seriously. I love bravehearts. :)
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Yesterday was definitely a long day. Left the house at 8am, and only arrive home at 10.45pm. Fun day in school - only did Math, Essentials of Communication presentation, taught Tim accounting, and sticked those cute silver and gold stickers for everyone. :D Went to Grace at 12.30, started painting faces. Probably painted the Germany flag more than anything else, I'm sorry but Germany is not my likable team. HAHA.

I think Next Degree went well. :) Worship was really good, thanks Josh. I think everyone enjoyed themselves.

After school ended, rushed to 1u with Ry and the sister. We had this little crisis of getting changed without Bee seeing. HAHA. Arrived, thank goodness for my sister because #1, Ry was like partiality blind and #2, my sense of direction is beyond classic. Met up with the rest at Baskin Robbins, shopped, shopped. :D With two very blur guys - Ry and Tet. Isaac, Brandon, and Qimay arrived.

Oh, classic event. I bought the tee from Cotton On, and then we saw a cheaper and nicer one in Forever 21. So I went back to Cotton On with the two supposedly fierce looking guys, Brandon and Isaac. It took like, the longest time for them to refund me. Its like, all my information had to go into their database. And I was like, okay. Yes, in the end I got my 50 bucks back. :)

Okay, so then we went to Seoul Garden to accompany Tet who was told to just sit there. We sat there for 2 hours at least. What a waste of time. xD The rest came too, and Jamie smartly got a piercing so she couldn't like exactly eat anything after that. Our long wait for Bee was just so intense. But her face was priceless. She was that shocked. :)

After she arrived and all, all the girls rushed to the toilet with her to get her changed. =.= I was like, I'm really hungry so I think I'll just start eating. HAHA. So the guys, my sister, and I kinda started eating first.  And and, the food was sooo good. I ate like, a ton. Shooo good. My stomach was so happy after that. :)

Bee, I hope you had an awesome surprise party, and we all love youu bunches and bunches. :) You are by far our only... Bee bee. :D

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Bee, Pom, Jill, and James.

I'm goinggg on vacationn. So when I'm back I'll have a nice long update with pictures and whatnot. :) Spain, go win that WC.

♫ Sterling Knight Hero

crazy week.

Its already been one week since camp. Time is just too fast. And it's like, I kept on telling myself I'll work hard after camp and I did totally the opposite. Hardly did what you could call "HARD WORK" this week. It was just hectic. Again. I don't think I'll ever get a week that's normal and boring.

Well, I guess I should be thankful for pretty eventful weeks. :) Haha. This week didn't start of exactly well, but it ended on a totally HAPPY note.

Anyway, yesterday we had a birthday bash with the signature program being a 6 foot long ice cream sundae. I know you're sad you missed it. :) We made TWO 6 foot long sundaes. The first one turned out extremely nice. Like, perfect. Bananas on the bottom, ice cream, then caramel and chocolate, whipped cream, and then cherries and wafers to top it off. The second one was a different story. The guys arrived late so we let them make a second round. It was disastrous. Ice cream and whipped cream all mixed up together, with matthew squeezing chocolate sauce on like no one's business.

And of course, we girls all fell in love with Ridgley. :) Shoo adorable. P/s. I get to see him soon, quel. HOHO.

After everyone left and we cleaned up and all (it was really messy!), we went for dinner at McD's. Quel and Lyd's were looking out for the good looking players in the replay match of Barcelona vs. Inter Milan. xD

All the usual in sleepovers. I have free phone calls today but sadly, #1: I have a huge phobia of talking on the phone - unless its Quel or Sarah. and #2: I don't even have my phone with me. D:

Yea. So its my sister's birthday today, and she's not even at home. Left early this morning with Ryan while I was still fast asleep. So although I didn't even SEE her today or get to wish her happy birthday, I shall here.



Yes, overly exaggerated smiles are awesome. :)

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHECH. Je t'aime.

dolphins and toothpaste

One word - adorable. :)

Well, there was this father of the two German girls who were swimming with me and he had this awesome lens on his Nikon DSLR so taadaa. Awesome pictures. He was so kind to take pictures of me. :) Click on the picture to view the whole album.

Sarah's party was hip. We swam - I didn't get pushed in at all this time (greatest accomplishment) - talked, whispered, ate, laughed .. you know, the whole package that comes with parties. Saw Matthew after the longest time, he was really quiet - Paullyn and I concluded that he has reached the stage of maturity. WOW. ;)

After everyone left at around 11 (except the awesome three - Saph, Esther, and I) we headed upstairs to watch movies. Come What May and Fame. With Esther's commentaries like every 5 minutes. Haha. By the time we finished Come What May it was around 1am. Josh called due to his lack of sleep, we took turns talking to him, and then diddle daddled while Esther's drink was cleaned up (it spilled on the floor) and the laptop was set up in Sarah's room for the next movie. We didn't even get to finish Fame because the computer shut down on us and we didn't have the password to log on again. =__= (Sue's lappy) After trying to hack in and talking for a bit longer, we finally went to sleep at 4am. Record time. :)

Since there was no guys sleeping over this time, no one to prank. D: Sarah and Saph conspired against Esther and I. SO MEAN. D: It was a failure cause at around 7 they were making so much noise walking around, both Esther and I woke up. I looked up and it was like, Sarah and Saph with the toothpaste. HAHA, too bad for them. We then went back to sleep for about an hour and before Esther and I knew it - splat! and there's toothpaste on our faces. O.O

Pictures of that will not be posted due to obvious reasons.

But, here's a few photos. See more on Sarah's fb.

I like this photo! :D

Esther and her sarcasm! I asked her through the toilet door, "Eh, are you done showering?" and she went, "Oh no, I fell into the toilet bowl." LOL?

Isaac, Me, Joel. :) AND SMOKE

.... because, some smart people *cough Isaac and Joel cough* felt HOT so they blew out the candles. I was like, "hellooo. if you're on a date and you're feeling hot and then you blow out the candles, you'll be like. 'oops!' cause it'll be pitch darkness". Seriously, they have no romantic element within them. HAHAHA.

...and, the most classical photo of the bunch.
Respect + bimbos = we are awesome. :D

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Today in school, I had a very difficult day. Surprisingly I was really patient, didn't get pissed or stressed out. Math took me like 3 hours of scoring and rescoring. =__= Wrote History notes while the noise level increased and INCREASED. As I said, it was surprising I didn't blow up. All the guys near my table almost got it from me.

In about 4 hours, I am not longer a 'part-time single child' anymore. Lyd is coming back. I don't think I actually missed her, I'm just looking forward to all the STUFF she bought me and all the stories. (ahem ahem!) Its going to be sad again, cause now I have to share the computer, the phone, ... yea.

I'll be skipping school tomorrow because (as ry phrases it) I have a predicted stomachache. :D HAHAH. Nice way of putting it. Apparently, there'll be a lot of things happening tomorrow. Worship team meeting, discovering your field trip groups, and survey. I'm really glad I'm missing the later, but the former - peoples, update me! :)

Well, I can't wait for March holidays cause I honestly think I deserve a break. Anyone want an outing? :)

Ho, but I plan to do 13 LPTs in the month of March. And Bee bee better catch up and finish 30 all in total else I'm so not talking to her. xD She didn't manage to do 10 last month - there are definitely consequences.

I'm off to do house chores, work, more work.. and then the airport. :)

Where Rainbows End

Happy Birthday Mel. :D

You've been an awesome friend. I'm glad I've known you for 2 years already. Even if you're in Australia, we still are pretty close eh? Well, je t'aime beaucoup.

Gosh, I need to spazz. :D

#o1. I finished all my goals today, in school. :) After lunch and taking a Science LPT, I totally stoned at my desk. But I'm so happy. I manage to finish all my goals every single day and I've done 12 LPTs already. wheee.

#o2. Ryan supposedly moved real close to my house, when I just discovered that actually, it isn't that close. -.= But anyhow, we shall be carpooling sometimes and dropping by at each others houses often, hm? :D

#o3. Kat and I will be worship leading this week for chapel and I'm really praying hard that God will come and meet us. Cause without Him, we could do a perfect job playing and singing, but it'll be an epic failure. Period.

#o4. Joel is supposed to talk to the new girls. However, he keeps on backing out of it due to his UN-awesomeness. I mean right, I've talked to the new boys. And I'll even accompany him to go talk to the new girls.  Ahem, Jo. I am not letting you escape from this one. ;)

#o5. I just realized that I gave Jo number 4. He shall be happy.

#o6. My current addiction(s) are the song I'm Not Cool by Scott with the weird last name and the book Where Rainbows End. Definitely a book that you can't put down once you've started.

#o7. I feel like my life is an endless cycle. Just a day ago, I was sitting at my desk feeling like my life was just a continuous cycle - 5 or 6 goals, studying for test, taking test, eat, sleep, and repeat. I can't wait for some sort of amazing excitement.

#o8. Number 8 is a nice number. Thus, the last numbered item. Haha. Till later, tchao for now. Off to read and craze over how stupid Alex and Rosie are when it's pretty obvious they were made for each other. :)

P/s. I love you.

say it again to me.

Why not take crazy chance 

Why not do a crazy dance

If you lose the moment 

You might lose a lot

So why not?

Thursday and Friday (and today of course) has been a blast! Are you ready for a "this happened, then that happened" sorta diary update. I dislike writing these, and I bet sometimes they're freaking boring, but I shall make it interesting since it was 2 very awesome days.

Basically, its been Awards Night backdrop all the way. I hardly even open a LifePac book, yes imagine the pressuree. D: I am so behind in my work! Anyhow, the backdrops getting along well, its gonna be the awesomest backdrop for Awards Night ever made (so far). :D Cause well, next year, you never know, we might make an even better one.

So, all the sewing was done on Thursday and I was out of things to for the helpers to do. Had a long chat with Josh about stitches and which stitch we should use and etc. My awesome brothers from another mother were totally being unproductive and Jon started patting Joel on the back singing this super weird and cute song, HAHA. It goes like this:

Soft kitty, warm kitty,
Little ball of fur.
Happy kitty, sleepy kitty,
Purr, purr, purr.

Jon is so hilarious. Then at lunch, was walking up with my two brothers and they started singing it together. I was like, soo omg. It was so funny. We sat down and they started singing it to Chanelle but in the end it was just Jon singing cause Joel and I were.. having a laughing attack.

Friday was basically the same. No more.. sewing, because some genius forgot her sewing kit, I wonder who that genius was. ;) I had to do some measurements of cloth and that involves math and Joel & even Timothy were all like, "Why are you doing Math?!" Hello, its measurements. ;P Anyhow, Jo was sleepy and he started singing that song to Michael. Like, wth.

We worked hard, 'cutted' out terribly un-proportional stars and painted them. Went high with Esther, got mocked by Joel (He just loves to mock me), screamed "Eeeeee". :P Finished a whole lot! So happy. Figures were made secure and stand-able, graphics finished, only leaving letters to do.

Chapel came, I missed the video, but worship and the preaching was good. Went down, lounged on the VIP couch watching the guys labor putting up stars in the 'sky'. Then, there was all the setups and crepe paper on the lights which Nathaniel, Michael, and I did very unsuccessfully. They were so scared of the ladder, I decided to go up myself, but I wasn't tall enough. ;P

Sarah, Kat and Bee finally arrived so Bee took Justine and I back to her house to freshen up. We totally petted Roanne (spelled as Roan) and put her in this little bee suit. Adorable. There were these wings and this hood with the antennas but her head was too big so we couldn't put the hood on. Bee so spoils her dog, but I don't blame her. There's one whole shelf in her wardrobe for Roanne's clothes and she even has SHOES (which she doesn't wear). That dog is like another child. :P

Arrived at Movie Night, Bee wouldn't come in! Haha, got put in charge of free drinks and sandwiches, ate too much sugar (probably the cause of going high later on), and drank a zillion cups of drinks. Movie started late and ended late but it was fun. :) Sat with Jojo who was slightly irritated about how noisy it was and how he couldn't concentrate. The movie was paused kinda halfway and thats when...

I was called up and yea, they sang happy birthday to me for the... second time. :P And I had a cake and an imaginary candle. :P And Weeyen went all lame. ;) Thank you Sarah, Kat, and Bee for the cake! I highly doubt that Bee did any of the baking.

This is when the excitement begins. It was actually the intense part of the movie, like the final game against the Soviets and like.. Pom came and we totally spazzed. Started spotting out the "hot" guys. :P It'll be like, the bald man comes onto the screen and we're all "THERE, THERE, THERE!!" *points* and then Pom's high pitch HAHAH. :P Jojo was actually rating guys with us. :D He was like, "Imagine if all girls had taste like this." OMG, it was so funky.

And Marcus came! :) He was like, all shocked that everyone was like, "OH, are you Marcus?" Oops, so my bad. :P Jojo and I were all talking about couples throughout the movie.

Movie Night sadly ended, we cleaned up, etc. and finally I went home at around 11 with Jennifer. :) I was like, "Okay, bye weeyen. Bye Justine." When Keiffer was like, "OH, is it 12 yet? Let's sing.. Happy birthday to youuu." And I'm like stuck standing there while they all sang, yet again. In the end, I was like, "Let's just GO, Jennifer." and we ran out on them singing. :P

That was all in a day, and I totally crashed my bed when I arrived home.
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November 14, 2009 officially marks the day I turn 15. Sadly, yesterday was the last day of the glorious age 14. I woke feeling so dizzy and extremely burdened. Terrible start of a day, but anyway. It is not nice turning 15. It just seems, really really old. I love being 14. :)

Of all days, I cleaned my room and watched the bathroom. I know, I am such a good girl. :P Then, I went online, checked my oh-so-many facebook wishes, thankyou guys! :D Then, I went swimming and did 7 nice long laps. :) I love the water. I feel so at home in it. However, the chlorine was extremely strong, so my eyes smart like anything now.

Anyhow, its been a great day, and I wanna thank you all for the wishes, cake, everything. You guys are awesome, but y'all know, I am awesomest eh? :)

P/s. Happy birthday to the girl who shares this day with me. Megan!

Marie Digby Say It Again

two is better than one.

First of all, I wanna thank you for all my very devoted helpers with the backdrop. :D
♥ A big thankyou to Melinda my co-worker in crime. ;) Without you, my stress level would of been to extreme limits, it would be indescribable.
♥ I love my Jojo. He's so awesomely helpful and always makes sure I'm okay and no longer frustrated. And cute. I mean seriously, he is CUTE.
♥ Thanks to all my other helpers: Timothy, Raquel, Nicholas, Michael, Esther, Melissa, James, Ian, Nathaniel, Josh. I think I mentioned all. You guys are great.
♥ Thank you, Ms Cath and Ms Colleen, for buying supplies, supervising us, etc.
♥ Thank you, Jon, for being there to destress me and act stupid (WITHOUT A BRAIN) and using my paper to write that sign. ;)

Secondly, I've generated some thoughts.
☺I've realized that the stronger one's relationship with another becomes, you began to discover the bad sides of one and sometimes, you forget the good.
☺Somehow it seems that once you see the bad parts of a person, you suddenly lose all respect and love for that person and start treating him/her differently.
☺I didn't know that life would be so difficult at this age. Looking in the future leaves me feeling so insecure about bigger problems I'll face out there.
☺I really wish I could have a drastic change in my life. Like, migrate to another country, start life again. I know that if that does happen, I'll cry my eyes out, but only be reminded that I wanted it.
☺I've come to realize that some conversations and some things we often talk about is just pointless. Like, it doesn't even matter anything anymore. It must be puberty. You know, the whole process that I'm maturing and things people (who are younger than me) talk about don't interest me anymore.

And..
•I failed my very first Math test in my entire lifetime. D: 1010. So bummed, I know. I'm waiting for my sister to come home from work to get me more points.
•Been doing a ton of preparation for Award's Night and I'm not really excited about it. Backdrop, choir, and worship team.
•Movie Under the Stars is this Friday. :D You should definitely come, yes YOU. Buy tickets from Quel or Kat. Its gonna be fun.
•Zoe's birthday is tomorrow, so I shall do my awesome post for her... right below. :D
•MY BIRTHDAY! :)
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SO, for my absolutely rad, awesome, terrific, pretty, HOT, girlfriend of mine.. this is dedicated to YOU.

A Jovial 13th Birthday to You
Welcome to teenager life. It isn't exactly smooth sailing. ;)

Thank you for being an awesome friend, little meime, partner in sharing secrets with, and everything else. I really really miss you, and I can't believe it's almost a year since you moved to Australia. School without you is dreadfully different from last time, but I survived, and I know you did too. :D I love you like I love a billion Sweedish fish and gummy bears. You are the very best.

Lots of hugs and pokes from your very loving,
Haz. :D

walking through the rain.

I have a little kid's song stuck in my head. No idea WHAT song though. :) And don't you just love the hokey pokey. Turn it all around, that's what its all about. ;)

'Nways, time for some birthday wishes and memories rewind.

Happy Birthday Matthew Tan Eng Kit.

Hm, let's see. Well, he came to our school last year and sat beside Bee (HAHA, so remember that.). And followed Jon and Wee around and I still remember him swearing and my sister's automatic response was don't swear! cause she thought it was Wee or Jon who had sworn. :P Of coursee, he doesn't swear now because we are such good influence. And sports day, becoming pet siblings, hiphop classes, Friendster, Hello Hi, etc after ever. :) I love him like he's an annoying little brother, and that's what he is.

Happy Birthday Joel *inserts Chinese name* Tan

I don't remember when I first started talking to him either (highfive Ry!). Okay, wait I do. I think he added me to MSN.. and then we started talking about school camp, and then.. I dunno? We suddenly started having long chats, and by the second chat conversation, I had him telling me truthful answers to my evil penetrating questions. I am awesomee. :P Then there was that whole cycle of trying to convince him that he's HOT. Which is still going on, because he won't accept that fact. I mean, comm'on, he's like as tall as Jon, he's only 13! And he has the nicest attitude any guy could get, he's funny, amusing, and when he makes that certain face, omgg Justine, you totally get me! :D

Happy Birthday Goh Paul Lyn.

Well, I've known her for 3 years already. :D I still remember the first year, when hmm, I was close to Bee Bee and her, and they were having their major fight. And well, our long conversations on MSN. And even if I'm not that close to her now, memories can't be erased eh? :) She's pretty neat.

I'll update about the other birthdays on.. the last day of the month. What a month full of them. ;)
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So, my sister's looking through a billion and one websites for the fourth college she can pick, and she keeps on sending me this website, or giving that bulletin about this and that. I am definitely going into Arts, except I don't know what type of arts. :O I have to be glad that my time isn't soon. Still... one and a half more years.

Nick Jonas & Miley Cyrus Before the Storm

J(O.o)el says: did you know. that kitkat does NOT give you a break?? it makes you more hyper and then you tend to do MORE STUFF!! LIKE OMGGG!!! :D :D :D
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ǝzɐɥɔǝzɐɥ says:
-sorry, I went to check my chicken
J(O.o)el says:
-haha. you sound like a.. farmer.
J(O.o)el says:
-say hello to your chicken for me! :D
ǝzɐɥɔǝzɐɥ says:
to chicken: Joel says helloo. :)

Did I mention that hot Joel is so amazing, blur, high, weird, and hilariously.. AWESOME? But, I am awesomer, cause I'm amazing, blur, high, weird, and hilariously AWESOME too! Oh, and hot too. ;)

OK, I am going crazy high. =D Not my fault, cause Joel went high with kitkats and passed the highness to me, and although his high spasm is over, mine is not!

Oh, and it just came to my head that Joel spilled his popcorn over the stairs in bright LIGHT. It would of been more...understandable if he spilled it in the theatre itself, where it was so dark and we couldn't see where the steps were. :P

School tomorrow. Its been days since I've gone to school. I have so much to score, so many test to take, so much to do. :( Better get going. Have to study for the LPTs. ;)
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Oh, and er, Happy Birthday Isaak. :D Hope you had an awesome all-guys party, and I pray in the future you'll know that girls are actually very.. nice people. Muahah. Like he'll ever see this. Hm, well. I'm not that mean of a person ya'know. Deep inside, I know you rock. :) God bless ya. xx.

Drew Seeley New Classic (Acoustic Version)

look positive.

I'm still me. Definitely the side to polish. :)

&&, Happy Birthday Gracie! :D I still remember all the whispered secrets, sleepovers, serious talks, laughing moments, and that smile of yours! I MISS YOU! :)

Happy belated Birthday to my CUTIE.

I love you bunches and buckets. :)
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Ipoh gave me exactly what I needed. A huge break from all the pressure and business, and that huge pile of work waiting to be done. Sadly, tomorrow.. back to work. Oh, mygawd. D:

Tommy Sullivan. <3

the way I loved you

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this. :)

July babies. :)
- Ang Bee Bee (10th)
- Paul Mae (10th)
- James Tee (10th)
- Jirene Beh (11th)
- Dawn Pang (12th)
- Sarah See (15th)
- Celine Ti (17th)
- Elizabeth Brevick (18th)
- Ai Theeng (19th)
- Jaclyn Tan (22nd)
- Rachel Wong (29th)
- Maryanne LaFollette (30th)
- Oliva Desjardin (31st)
May God bless you all greatly and continue to grow in Him. :) Monkeys like banannas. (I know that was totally random)
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So, I have this busy, not-looking-forward weekend to pull through. I'm so behind in work, Art activities are driving me crazy, and I have to attend this birthday party, that will lead me to a state of minor depression. I'll have no one to talk to except Keiffer, but thank gosh for him right? :)

Gotta run, French, here I comee! D:

take a breath.

I'm shaking all over with weakness, and I'm not exaggerating. I'm quite sure I'm over exerting myself, thus I'm taking a little break. I haven't blogged since last Sunday, which is quite an accomplishment. Its been a busy week.

I've been working on Camp Tees the whole entire week and just now, I had to redo the whole design just to make the resolution higher. Its quite frustrating, but I'm finished. :D My mom says when I feel weak ( I felt weak on Tuesday as well) I should eat sugar or maybe I don't have enough oxygen?

WHAT? I am breathing.
*takes a deep breath and exhales*

So let's hope its the sugar reason. Thus, I can have a sugar rush and eat candy in school for the reason of feeling faint if I don't. muahah.

I miss Zoe and Matthew extreme.  Just received a letter in the mail from Zoe on Monday, it was so awesomely exciting. Now, we are writing the longest emails to each other. Private stuff, straight from the heart, and its so nice to ramble to each other. :) I'll probably email Melissa sooon, when I have the time.

I need to continue my art piece and crocheting, plus I really want to go work out in my beloved pool, j'aime beaucoup fait de la natation. :D Plus, I need to review my French, cause I have this feeling a pop quiz will pop up or something and I'll do badly.

Well well, I need to finish writing my Language Arts speech and finish writing notes and the last Self Test for my evil Science 903. Its so freaking hard okay. And I need to review it really well so I don't fail like everyone does. Oh evil sedimentary, igneous, metaphoric rocks as well as continental shelves and volcanoes. Ugh.

Charmaine, thanks for feeling me. haha! :P

Well, birthday wishes before I carried away yea. :)

Gilbert Tan (May 13th) - Thanks for being a great and irritating friend, but we definitely miss your presence in school. Haha, okay not really but.. :P

Fai (May 15th) - We miss your cuteness. hahaha. Like how you can never say "hi" to me, loool. And you in chapel practice strumming your bass. :)

Uncle Kevin (May 16th) -

We really miss youu okay. :) Thanks for being such a great role-model.

Brenda Cher (May 19th) - For being a friend even if we don't see each other often and stuff.

Lydia Chech (May 22nd) -

Color coded sisters.

Wakaka. :)

Pictures about how awesomely crazy her day was will be up soon. :D Keep tuned, cause you'll see how she will look like when she's an aunty. :P

there will always gonna be another mountain...

.... I'm always gonna want to make it move. :)

Well, ready for a real long update? My life has been full of baking. :D Its fun. except my sis always screams at me cause everything has to be done her way. But i wouldn't even bother baking unless she mentions it. It just isn't really my thing.

 Coconut Cream Pie. :)

Baked Apples. :)

Orange cupcakes. :)

And Grace bought this fabulous yarn for me from Europe (not sure which part), but its awesomee!

I started crocheting something awesome, I promise youuuu, but it didn't get very far and its in a bag under the sofa. :P Hahah, I can knit, crochet, cross-stitch - everything - perfectly well, it just isn't my type. x) It will get done eventually. During the June holidays maybe. Its too awesome - I can't let you in on the secret.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Went out to this unique mamak store in Section 17 or SS2, can't remember which - my sense of direction doesn't even exist. Had an Mango Ice blended and I love you, soo delicious. Its a drink by the way. My sis ordered a Napoleon which was a sausage rolled up with ham and chicken.

And I ordered a pizza dragon. :)

YUM!

That store is pop-uuuu-larrr. Hahah, the owner of the store is filthy rich, he has this huge jeep that he drove up real proudly and I didn't take a picture of it. Didn't think of doing so till I was gone. :P

Went to Tesco and then to Metrojaya for shopping. Wanted to buy this super cool blouse but it was like RM70, so like forget it. Hahah, I did go try it on and stuff, but the pic was rushed.

Monday, May 11, 2009

 Did an art project. =)

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Happy Birthday, Tetsuo. :D

Thanks for being the one who drags me up to lunch,
getting me to eat before I get gastric, buying me ice creams,
helping me with Art, and everything else. 
You're a great friend. :)

Till I write again.. just wanna wish the May babies an awesome birthday.

• 13th - Gilbert
• 15th - Katelyn
• 15th - Fai
• 16th - Uncle Kevin's :)
• 19th - Brenda
• 22nd - Lyd =)
• 26th - Brandon Tan

its hard to be superman

I can't stand to fly.

When life gives me the lemons, I'll make lemonade. :) But sometimes, its hard to see where the sugar is. I'm realizing how desperately I need the Spirit of God to be evident in my life. I know its in my life, but when I get pissed and stressed and screams fill me, I don't feel it dwelling in there.

Well, yesterday was a very special day.

Eppy Birthday Kelvin Wong! :D

Forever be that great guy who's always ready to cheer others up with some idiotic lame joke. But you rock!

I'm getting so stressed these days, my eyes look like bug eyes by the time its 8pm and ulcers are forming in my mouth. Hopefully, white hair won't form. Pray for me!