Yea, I know I'm weird. x) Just made my blog public again. Well, now that it has been private for a while, I won't be having so many random visits anymore. Which, is a good thing.
Err, well. Yesterday, we went to Taman Pertanian. A last minute thing, cause I was dead bored, and therefore, forced my dad to entertain me. HEH. We went there for like 1 hour. xD It was fun thoughh. The swimming pool was renovated so it was much nicer. ooh, but the bike I choose. It was so irritating. Eeekk. And we had gone a little way already so I was lazy to go back and get another one. And all our butts are sore, probabaly from the lack of biking.
I'm definitely missing staying in the country with a bike of my own and horses I can see everyday. Old times. =X I miss Jonah, and M&M, andd err. whoever else. And seeing moose. Just having a nice, big lawn of grass where my sis and I can bike all over, and eat sweet grass, climb trees, etc. I'm an outdoor person, and I hate cities. Must say more, I miss my Maine.
But anyhow, I think I'm learning to love Malaysia too. Definitely lovee shopping now, which was like torture to me before. HEH. And air conditioning is a MUST here. But, then again, you never needed that, or wanted it, in ice-cold Maine. :P
Well, 2nd week of school starts tmr.. and I'm not looking forward to it. Currently, sick with a stuffed and running nose, a sore throat, and cough. :\ Naadaa. Not nice. But anyways.
P.S. I went to Toy-R-Us today to buy my original 3 X 3 Rubik's and the price was raised to RM27. It was RM20, ishhuu. =\ I want sales! Can come fast? :]
Showing posts with label Maine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Maine. Show all posts
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Thursday, February 14, 2008
eveything just went wrong
My 250th post. How amazing. And I only started blogging in March 2007.
Valentine's Day. Isn't that suppose to be a happy day? Then why can't I just smile naturally? Why do I have to fake to all of you that I'm happy?
The last Valentine's Day I remembered was in Maine. In schools is America you give a Valentine's card to every classmate. We make little mail boxes then you go around dropping in your Valentine's. And it's candy collecting time too. You get so much candy it'll last you a year. =) How cool is that? And we went on a field trip. Ice skating. oh fun. I miss you!
For me, Valentine's day is a day to appreciate all I've got. Thanks so much guys.
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I wish I was on that ship sailing back home. =(
Valentine's Day. Isn't that suppose to be a happy day? Then why can't I just smile naturally? Why do I have to fake to all of you that I'm happy?
The last Valentine's Day I remembered was in Maine. In schools is America you give a Valentine's card to every classmate. We make little mail boxes then you go around dropping in your Valentine's. And it's candy collecting time too. You get so much candy it'll last you a year. =) How cool is that? And we went on a field trip. Ice skating. oh fun. I miss you!
For me, Valentine's day is a day to appreciate all I've got. Thanks so much guys.
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(i really have this actually coin.)
I wish I was on that ship sailing back home. =(
someday we'll know
why all this happened
why all this happened
Saturday, February 9, 2008
missing Maine
I thought I already got over this.
I guess not. I know not. I wish though.
ooh sad. =( I wanna go home!
That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger.
No, this sadness has not killed me yet. And it won't.
It's just gonna make me stronger.
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Vacation is over tomorrow. I don't regret that I didn't work. heh. Isn't doing 22 pages of Math in one day considered working? hahaa. =P It means a lot of scoring. Plus, I have to fight with someone for the score key. Don't worry, after scoring one more time I'm in Math 901! Yesie! =D
I somehow don't feel like going to school tomorrow though. =/
I guess not. I know not. I wish though.
ooh sad. =( I wanna go home!
That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger.
No, this sadness has not killed me yet. And it won't.
It's just gonna make me stronger.
--
Vacation is over tomorrow. I don't regret that I didn't work. heh. Isn't doing 22 pages of Math in one day considered working? hahaa. =P It means a lot of scoring. Plus, I have to fight with someone for the score key. Don't worry, after scoring one more time I'm in Math 901! Yesie! =D
I somehow don't feel like going to school tomorrow though. =/
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Could I Ever?
When I woke up today
And thought of all the things You’d done
I find myself here
Feeling oh so overcome
Could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay
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The funny memories. How I miss Maine. During a May you suddenly see snow coming from nowhere when it's suppose to be spring. The troublesome task of pushing in your chair as you sit at the dining table with carpet underneath you. Don't laugh. Have you ever had to push in you chair which is twice as big as yourself and on carpet? Sledding right into a tree? Oh and capture the flag when Tallie and I managed to trick the boys. =P Distract and get them into a conversation while the other goes and get the ball. We never said time out did we? =) Yea. And all the friends. Becka, Jackie, Ellie, Tallie, Stephen, Josh, Luke. Half of them already left. =( But I still remember them all. Memories will last forever.
And lastly, a wonderful video about my wonderful old school. Click here. I seriously hope you guys will watch it. Cause if you look carefully at one of the backgrounds when one of the teachers are speaking... You'll see a picture of me.
No, miles can't separate us. I'll always remember you all. I'll love you even when you're gone. =)
And thought of all the things You’d done
I find myself here
Feeling oh so overcome
Could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay
--
The funny memories. How I miss Maine. During a May you suddenly see snow coming from nowhere when it's suppose to be spring. The troublesome task of pushing in your chair as you sit at the dining table with carpet underneath you. Don't laugh. Have you ever had to push in you chair which is twice as big as yourself and on carpet? Sledding right into a tree? Oh and capture the flag when Tallie and I managed to trick the boys. =P Distract and get them into a conversation while the other goes and get the ball. We never said time out did we? =) Yea. And all the friends. Becka, Jackie, Ellie, Tallie, Stephen, Josh, Luke. Half of them already left. =( But I still remember them all. Memories will last forever.
Ellie
Audrey =)
And lastly, a wonderful video about my wonderful old school. Click here. I seriously hope you guys will watch it. Cause if you look carefully at one of the backgrounds when one of the teachers are speaking... You'll see a picture of me.
No, miles can't separate us. I'll always remember you all. I'll love you even when you're gone. =)
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Becka Boo...
To: Becka
by Hazel (the drawing and the poem)
When I was sad
You were there for me
When I was happy
You shared the joy with me
Everyday was fun
Because you were around
Each new day an excitement
Because I shared the day with you
Our girlish talks in the jet tub
Getting numb in the snow
Sharing each others dreams and secrets
Those times I will never forget
Even if miles hold us apart
And the hours and time different
Even if we are so far away
Miles can't keep us apart
Cause you'll always be in my heart
Nothing will ever tear us apart
Nothing will take me away from you
As friends come and go
You will never go
Only keep coming
Becka
I love you
And I will never ever forget
You'll always be in my heart forever
I found you
My BEST friend
by Hazel (the drawing and the poem)When I was sad
You were there for me
When I was happy
You shared the joy with me
Everyday was fun
Because you were around
Each new day an excitement
Because I shared the day with you
Our girlish talks in the jet tub
Getting numb in the snow
Sharing each others dreams and secrets
Those times I will never forget
Even if miles hold us apart
And the hours and time different
Even if we are so far away
Miles can't keep us apart
Cause you'll always be in my heart
Nothing will ever tear us apart
Nothing will take me away from you
As friends come and go
You will never go
Only keep coming
Becka
I love you
And I will never ever forget
You'll always be in my heart forever
I found you
My BEST friend
Saturday, June 16, 2007
My Life...my Changing Life
A changing LIFE, it just changed. Please take the time to read it again.
Life is hard for me...it's not easy being a MK, TCK, or PK, is it? If you know what I'm talking about, then you know a little bit about how my life is. It's hard. I often think, how come I'm here...how come I'm living in this crazy world? Negative thoughts run through my head...I just sometimes hate my life! But God has put me in this world for a reason and a purpose...and He also has put you in this world for a destiny too. I would just like to share a little bit a my life with you...
As you all know by my accent and my way of life...I'm obliviously from America. I loved my life there...my friends, my school, my church. It was wonderful...the fun I had in school, at my friend's house, and playing in the snow. I thought life was wonderful...brilliant. Maybe, I was wrong...
Then one day, my whole life crashed. I cried, I broke down...I was sad. Miserable. Horror filled my mind...in two weeks, or even two days...I might never see my best friend forever! It was horrible...maybe the worst day of my entire life. My family was ordered out of the United States...out of my beautiful world in Maine...
The next two weeks were a blur in my mind. I remember going to school on the next day and crying in front of the class. When I came home all that I did was pack and unpack. My friends cried, even though they tried not to show those tears.
The hardest part, especially for my sister, was her sad small party. We didn't do anything. Not even give her a present...Mom said we'll give her one in Malaysia because in two days we would be leaving and she didn't want to pack again. I heard my sister crying that night...it was sad.
Saying good bye to my best friend, Rebecca, was hard also. We tried not to cry as we looked at each other for the last time. Rebecca, I miss you.
But adjusting to Malaysia was the hardest. I got culture shock in my own hometown. It was hard to adjust. Hard to make friends...but soon people became friendly, and said Hi at random times, like Roberts and Sarah Ti, who helped me in my work, and just talked to me, and I adjusted, but I didn't forget those times when I cried....
And then the anger I had. So angry that I didn't get to stay on. That I couldn't go to fun town and ride the dragons descend. I would be tall enough now. It was so sad! Just before I left I went and I was two inches short! That was when I was 10. And that I didn't get to go Bangor and win a art medal for my school. The whole school was looking forward for me going to 5th grade cause that meant I could go and win a medal. I had always won art for the academic fair. It wasn't fair! That I didn't get to stay on in The Master's House and go into 5th grade. 5th grade was like the major change in the school. It wasn't fair! I would have been one of the older ones. More people would trust me...I would get to know the older ones better.
Then when I came back, I experienced unfairness by my sister. We had been so close for the one we "really" home schooled...and then, new school...new friends...new experience...no more sister. A sadness overwhelmed me. I was SAD. Finally I posted a post and people comforted me...my sister said sorry.
What really hindered me from getting happy was anger. It was all resolved yesterday, yesterday totally rocks! I had a totally cool day! And chapel went really well. I got rid of the anger and fear I had. And I realized that people DO care for me. And that it wasn't God's fault that I had to leave Malaysia, it was God's PLAN!
After adjusting to school, I felt so close to home that I even shared my secrets with a lot of people. My closest friends, at Broga, all piled up on someone's bed late one night and shared our secrets. We talked and talked till 12 am the next morning. Next day, we talked some more. Not my fault, Beeps wanted too! And more and more. And then 'it' happened... and it almost destroyed my whole personal relationship. Yep, I was upset. But then, it was God's purpose and it is resolved...
And I'm happy...even if sometimes I feel down, I'm happy. I have decided that even if I've adjusted to Malaysia, I will always miss my beautiful home in Maine, my friends, my church, and my schools, but I will be where God wants me to be. And that's Malaysia for this season. It was God's purpose!
I love you, those who are in Maine, and I love you, those who are in Malaysia. Even if life is hard, and I've moved across half the world and back, no matter what, I want to be where God wants me to be. Even if being a MK, TCK, and PK is hard, I will endure it forever. Even if things happen and change. If sometimes I loose a close friend, or get into a fight, I'm still happy. And I want you all to think about this. Really hard...
And last but not least, I want to thank you for being such a wonderful friend all the time. For comforting me when I was down, and telling me not to be emo. For just being yourself, and you sure are amusing! And just having you with me surely has been a pleasure! And no matter what, I always want to be your friend. I love you, Sarah! *sigh* I truly do.
oh yea. And I'm sorry -whoever was there at first (in Sarah's place)- but I guess things will never be the same again. I still love you though and still want to be your friend...
Life is hard for me...it's not easy being a MK, TCK, or PK, is it? If you know what I'm talking about, then you know a little bit about how my life is. It's hard. I often think, how come I'm here...how come I'm living in this crazy world? Negative thoughts run through my head...I just sometimes hate my life! But God has put me in this world for a reason and a purpose...and He also has put you in this world for a destiny too. I would just like to share a little bit a my life with you...
As you all know by my accent and my way of life...I'm obliviously from America. I loved my life there...my friends, my school, my church. It was wonderful...the fun I had in school, at my friend's house, and playing in the snow. I thought life was wonderful...brilliant. Maybe, I was wrong...
Then one day, my whole life crashed. I cried, I broke down...I was sad. Miserable. Horror filled my mind...in two weeks, or even two days...I might never see my best friend forever! It was horrible...maybe the worst day of my entire life. My family was ordered out of the United States...out of my beautiful world in Maine...
The next two weeks were a blur in my mind. I remember going to school on the next day and crying in front of the class. When I came home all that I did was pack and unpack. My friends cried, even though they tried not to show those tears.
The hardest part, especially for my sister, was her sad small party. We didn't do anything. Not even give her a present...Mom said we'll give her one in Malaysia because in two days we would be leaving and she didn't want to pack again. I heard my sister crying that night...it was sad.
Saying good bye to my best friend, Rebecca, was hard also. We tried not to cry as we looked at each other for the last time. Rebecca, I miss you.
But adjusting to Malaysia was the hardest. I got culture shock in my own hometown. It was hard to adjust. Hard to make friends...but soon people became friendly, and said Hi at random times, like Roberts and Sarah Ti, who helped me in my work, and just talked to me, and I adjusted, but I didn't forget those times when I cried....
And then the anger I had. So angry that I didn't get to stay on. That I couldn't go to fun town and ride the dragons descend. I would be tall enough now. It was so sad! Just before I left I went and I was two inches short! That was when I was 10. And that I didn't get to go Bangor and win a art medal for my school. The whole school was looking forward for me going to 5th grade cause that meant I could go and win a medal. I had always won art for the academic fair. It wasn't fair! That I didn't get to stay on in The Master's House and go into 5th grade. 5th grade was like the major change in the school. It wasn't fair! I would have been one of the older ones. More people would trust me...I would get to know the older ones better.
Then when I came back, I experienced unfairness by my sister. We had been so close for the one we "really" home schooled...and then, new school...new friends...new experience...no more sister. A sadness overwhelmed me. I was SAD. Finally I posted a post and people comforted me...my sister said sorry.
What really hindered me from getting happy was anger. It was all resolved yesterday, yesterday totally rocks! I had a totally cool day! And chapel went really well. I got rid of the anger and fear I had. And I realized that people DO care for me. And that it wasn't God's fault that I had to leave Malaysia, it was God's PLAN!
After adjusting to school, I felt so close to home that I even shared my secrets with a lot of people. My closest friends, at Broga, all piled up on someone's bed late one night and shared our secrets. We talked and talked till 12 am the next morning. Next day, we talked some more. Not my fault, Beeps wanted too! And more and more. And then 'it' happened... and it almost destroyed my whole personal relationship. Yep, I was upset. But then, it was God's purpose and it is resolved...
And I'm happy...even if sometimes I feel down, I'm happy. I have decided that even if I've adjusted to Malaysia, I will always miss my beautiful home in Maine, my friends, my church, and my schools, but I will be where God wants me to be. And that's Malaysia for this season. It was God's purpose!
I love you, those who are in Maine, and I love you, those who are in Malaysia. Even if life is hard, and I've moved across half the world and back, no matter what, I want to be where God wants me to be. Even if being a MK, TCK, and PK is hard, I will endure it forever. Even if things happen and change. If sometimes I loose a close friend, or get into a fight, I'm still happy. And I want you all to think about this. Really hard...
And last but not least, I want to thank you for being such a wonderful friend all the time. For comforting me when I was down, and telling me not to be emo. For just being yourself, and you sure are amusing! And just having you with me surely has been a pleasure! And no matter what, I always want to be your friend. I love you, Sarah! *sigh* I truly do.
oh yea. And I'm sorry -whoever was there at first (in Sarah's place)- but I guess things will never be the same again. I still love you though and still want to be your friend...
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