a little think again.

So, my mind is in a whirl currently. Had sun stroke today! Like, omg. Frisbee is forever exhausting, and I really got too much sun. =\ I was like, about to faint the entire day? It was exhausting.

And then, my world finally cleared in front of me. It's like, who knows what's my future, but I know what I'm studying to become. :D

Anyway, I'm only blogging today because it's my best friends birthday.

So, dearest Becka Boo. I miss you like a thousand sweedish fish of gummy bears, anything. Life.. is just different without you. I miss the jet tubs, swimming in the rain, fake nails, everything a young girl's heart has always desired to do.  I miss just being myself, which I guess is the disadvantage as you grow older (?) Amazing that 4 years have already gone by, and we still haven't forgetten each other, and I'm so super glad. Cause memories of me and you shall always reign in my heart, forever. I love you so much, dear. Have a blessed year ahead of you. :)

shack your little booty, and turn all about.

Cause that's what it's all about!

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Becka: and he is so (with a billion more oo's) hot!!
Hazel: WHAT! Did you just break someone's heart into two?!

hahaha! Becka, you are so classic. :P I can't believe you got another boyfriend. How many are you gonna go? hah, I kid.
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Well, yesterday the camera didn't turn on and jiejie and I were ultra glad cause we finally get a new one! =) Our joy didn't last long, cause it turned on today. Mehh, sad. Hopefully we still can get a new one. I want a good quality camera for when we go to Penang! hahah.

Anyways..

teddy bear has gone all One Life-ish. hahah.

This is how it goes. I'm - now currently Jiejie is - helping out Mummy and World Vision by making more One Life bracelets for the coming exhibition in Penang. Some strings were cut too short by who knows who, and therefore cannot fit a human hand. =X So, therefore, I made a bracelet for teddybear since it is a waste of strings, and one extra bead won't be noticed. hahah. Therefore, teddybear is proudly showing off her new bracelet. *pointsup* harhars. :P

Really, I'm currently in a hyper mood. x)

Speaking of One Life, it really interesting actually. There's so many bracelets everywhere in the house. One in the toilet, on my dresser, on jie's dresser, 50 or so on the coffee table, 100+ in my room. Counting the beads, well yea. They're practically everywhere. I spilled them all over my room a few days ago; it was a disaster. =P

 Daddy: Why, the red carpet just produced a red egg!

hahah. LAMEO.

Okayy, enough of this nonsense. :d
Paullyn and I were randomly talking about hair couple of days ago. Currently, we usually talk about hair. haha. Umm, yea. And then yesterday.. I changed my hairstyle. =) Nah, I didn't cut it, not even one strand. I bet in the process a strand or two fell out, but I didn't cut it. hahah! Just decided not to have side bangs and put them in the front. Actually, that's how the lady cut it last time I had a haircut, except I kept on shoving them to the side. Now, it's super chun.

It looks better in real life, trust me. As I said.. my camera is really bad quality. hars. Mm, yea. After all, if I don't like it, or you don't, I can always change it. As I said, I didn't cut it. hahah. =)

Mhm, that's about it. I've moved to cbox so I can do HTML in my chatterbox. xD Hm, it's good to have a change once in a while. :D

learning to fly.

 Dearest Becka Boo,

I miss you. I really do. Just wanna tell you, I'm not forgetting. I'll always remember. Do remember this necklace? I'm wearing it everyday to as a memory of you. I love you!

and July had just slipped through my fingers. My gosh, today I was checking my scores, results, and averages for my works (I am really detailed in that!) and I suddenly was like, "omg! It's August!" Yea, started rounded up my grades for July. My estimate total average is 93.33. To think, I'm only like 0.2% away from getting my grade rounded up to an A! =\ Sad, sad.

Let's summarize. Half of the year is over. Geez, must I repeat. Time is just *whooshh!* hahah. Man, I haven't said whoosh for a long time. ; ) Jon used to make fun. =P 'Nways, July. Hazel, think positive. x) Sorrey, I'm in a really weird mood right now. =X heh.

July. It's been a cool month. Trust me, really cool. It's not often when you suddenly make a really good friend in such a short time of acquaintance. Like hug someone whom you've only 'known' for 2 weeks. I've discovered so much about myself, and the courage that is actually inside of me when I have to put it into effect. And to just act like who I am, and no one else. No more hiding who I wanna be. (: Missing home is something I face every month, so it isn't new. Yea, but i missed it like much more than usual last month. I have no idea, but I'm really trying to except that I'm in Malaysia for this time being. And I'm happy. :D

Preaching was a challenge, but I quite enjoyed it. Basketball is terrible. Seriously. hahah. Trust me, I'm best at swimming and Capture the Flag. =P

..and lastly, hugs are d' best! Check this out: here!

Yea Yes. We know.

Score! School hasn't started yet, Hazel! oh, who cares. I have a lot to score. oh shucks! tsk! Why is it wrong?!?! Jonnn!! I need help. And to think, I need to take test today. pffttt. Hazel, I don't understand. Math is driving me nutss! AHHHH! Hazel!! I have to take two test! *groans* Mr Fransis, LPT pleasee. Go eat lunch Hazel! um, I'm almost finished.. Shucks! I can't solve this problem. New Math book and new Bible book pleasie please. Um, Mr Fransis.. new Bible book pleasee. hmpt. Isaac Thong, I need help. I need help mister! Hey Hazel, what's x times x?

Yes, the regular racket of school. It's back.. and I'm glad. :)
Other than that, the day was perfectly fine.

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See if you can spot Jesus. It's rather chill. :D

"ily ily ily." Me too, dear. And I finally got to talk to Becca again. What joy!
First it was Becca, then Sarah Shuman. hahaa. What delight, seriously!

I miss you Becka Boo!
and just get lost. you always ruin my day.
I wish you were here so I can talk to you.
So I can hug you. ooh I miss you bunches!!

Birthday Surprise!

Today's a very special day for someone, and for ME!!! Nope, I haven't forgotten you, as busy as I am! Happy Birthday!!! I love you!

Well, let's rewind in the history! When I first came to a school, she was not there yet, as in, she was not in the school yet. One year later, she came in the middle of the school year. It was valentine's day! hehe... new or not, she gave a valentine to everyone. It was so sweet! Anyway, I remember going ice-skating with her. Fun.Fun. Yepzz!

Hmm, well, the next school year was even funner (no such word). We would go over each others house. If I went to hers, it meant to jet tub! If she went to mine, it meant snow fun! Or playing doctor! (Interesting point, my sis played also, plus we were young then, k?)

Fun.Fun.Fun

there was no such thing called studying for test!

And, as you know...

She still loved me, as imperfect as I was...

And she still loves me and misses me.

So here's a picture of me for you:

And lastly, I still love her!

She's still her, as much as she's grown.

None other but:

Becca Boo!!

My best-est of best friend. Forever we stall be friends.

Miles can hold us apart, you'll always be in my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!!!

(heard that your color for your birthday party was blue!)

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Random fact: I'm famous!! My voice was broadcast to over 6,000 people yesterday at 3pm! Anyone heard it? hehe...

ohyea! and did you know? My second cousin is Michelle Yeoh! You know her? hehe... no kidding, seriously it's true!

Becka Boo...

To: Becka

by Hazel (the drawing and the poem)

When I was sad
You were there for me
When I was happy
You shared the joy with me

Everyday was fun
Because you were around
Each new day an excitement
Because I shared the day with you

Our girlish talks in the jet tub
Getting numb in the snow
Sharing each others dreams and secrets
Those times I will never forget

Even if miles hold us apart
And the hours and time different
Even if we are so far away
Miles can't keep us apart
Cause you'll always be in my heart

Nothing will ever tear us apart
Nothing will take me away from you
As friends come and go
You will never go
Only keep coming

Becka
I love you
And I will never ever forget
You'll always be in my heart forever
I found you
My BEST friend