Thursday, October 9, 2008

Ride of your life.

Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won't get you far
Cant deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?

Come on here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams arrive on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life.

In your heart you know what you must do
You only got yourself to answer to
Don't let fear of falling hold you down
Your spirits flying high above the clouds
You go right there.

Come on here's your chance
Don't let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams arrive on the wind
Just reach out and pull them in
Get ready for the ride of your life.

Your on your way no looking back
And there's no future living in the past
You're free at last.

Your dreams arrive on the wind,
Just reach out and pull them in.
Get ready for the ride of your life.
For the ride of life.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

the world has too many secrets.

... still yet to be discovered.

Woo? I'm discovering tons and tons of them! :D

Anyways, I got contacts!  Like, weee! hahah. I've been always wanting them, so yesterday we went to the Optical shop after school and got a pair for myself and my sis. Wore it for half the day today, cause I'm so not used to it, but it's really cool okay. Like, you eyes feel so light.. AND I CAN SEE! hahahas! The amazing thing called inventions that involve science, and I hate science. :P Not including the things science invents, computers, internet, contacts! woohoo!

Okay, here's my list of movies I've been watching and the ratings.

What A Girl Wants;
Oliver James is hot, high five Bee! :P I love this movie. Watched it about 4 times in 2 weeks. Yea, I know. Nothing better to do, wahahah? It's so totally British accent-ish. Love it. " I love you a thousand Sweetish fish" is my favorite line. (Thee misses Sweetish fish!!) 8/10

Parent Trap;
This movie is totally all laughs. It's rather old, but really, it's nice! :D About twins who were seperated when young, met in camp, and managed to bring their parents back together doing the most naughty things! A must watch. It's totally entertaining, you just laugh all the way through. 9/10

A Walk To Remember;
Old to you, I know, I know. Muahahah. Yea, I've watched it before, but I watched it again, for the fun of it. Such a sweet movie okay. Mommy cried. :) I love the way Shane West is so sweet and changed totally around. 9/10

Lastly, the drama. I love Miss Emel, totally. I AM SO GLAD AQUILA ISN'T IN THE SCRIPT. wahahaha. Cause, already, when he's in the lines they all go "her husbanndd" and then the narrators go AHEM and it's so freaking annoying cause my husband is really no body. Thank goodness its nobody and teasing is survivable. lol? Pluss, they didn't set me up... hahaha.

Muahah. I'm off.

Monday, October 6, 2008

that windy road.

>> FAST FORWARDD!

Geez, that is exactly what I feel like doing. :) I wanna fast forward my life and see all that's ahead. Cause currently, I'm getting a bit impatient. Pretty soon though, I'll be wanting to press the :Space: button and pause the way too fast speedy life of mine. ahahah.

 'Nways, time to be honest. I survived today. hehas. I knew I would, but I didn't want to, and I really really didn't try to. :P But, I did. And best of all, I've finally taken one step closer in discovering who I really am. No, not who I am when my friends are there, not who I am when my family is around, not who I am when the authorities above me are present. Nahh, who I really really am. No matter who I'm with, no matter if there's strangers around me, or if my long lost friend is right beside me, if the hottest guy in the whole entire world is right in front of me, who cares! x) I'm being who I am.

With the 'who I really am' in mind, I discovered a liitle bit of it today. :D

You know what I really want? I want to be that person whom people respect, look up to, ask help from, and lastly - but certainly not least - the Hazel who acts herself. It's so hard for me to be the real me; it's like I'm always acting. Sighs. Yes, I want to be that person that when people talk about me, they'll say, "I like the way she's always herself, no matter what people think about her." Peer pressure is so strong. I don't want it to affect me, at all.

On a lighter note, today was quite a day. Managed to do most my work in the midst of helping Grace and tutoring Joshua. 'Tutoring' by the way, is really funny. He just couldn't understand and I have no idea how he got this: 3 x 4 = 23. Like, hahaha! I was so good at getting him to do his work, he started calling me mom. Like, whateverr okay. xP Then, Miss Cath sent me Emily, and I was trying to help Josh when Em's like, "Hazel, hazel, hazel, hazellll!"

Josh: See, now everyone wants Hazel. You need help too, right Tommy?
Emily: Hazel, hazel, hazel!!
Hazel: WAIT, one at a time!
Josh: Let's all call Hazel..
Em, Josh, and Tommy: Hazel, hazel, hazel!!!

Riighhto. I was so occupied.

&& I must 'rant and rave' now - as my sis puts it. I did 25 books last quarter! :D I know, it sounds like I'm boasting, but I'm proud of my accomplishment. I mean, last quarter been busy, and I've been having fun, haven't I? I'm not sure myself how I managed to take all those 25 test, but I have. Honestly I didn't work hard - and Sarah and Zoe goes, "Yeaa righttt. Didn't work hard, eh?!" hahaha.

That was the ranting. Now for the raving.

I MISS JON. PERIOD.

What else can I say? I just miss him. School's so incomplete without him, and I'm serious. Sarah was like, "No one's going to poke me anymore." Sighs. I heard "Aiyo, Jon's not here anymore lahh." continuiously through the day. We all miss this or that part of what you were when you were still here. I'm never gonna forget you, korkor. Larryboy. :)