say it again to me.

Why not take crazy chance 

Why not do a crazy dance

If you lose the moment 

You might lose a lot

So why not?

Thursday and Friday (and today of course) has been a blast! Are you ready for a "this happened, then that happened" sorta diary update. I dislike writing these, and I bet sometimes they're freaking boring, but I shall make it interesting since it was 2 very awesome days.

Basically, its been Awards Night backdrop all the way. I hardly even open a LifePac book, yes imagine the pressuree. D: I am so behind in my work! Anyhow, the backdrops getting along well, its gonna be the awesomest backdrop for Awards Night ever made (so far). :D Cause well, next year, you never know, we might make an even better one.

So, all the sewing was done on Thursday and I was out of things to for the helpers to do. Had a long chat with Josh about stitches and which stitch we should use and etc. My awesome brothers from another mother were totally being unproductive and Jon started patting Joel on the back singing this super weird and cute song, HAHA. It goes like this:

Soft kitty, warm kitty,
Little ball of fur.
Happy kitty, sleepy kitty,
Purr, purr, purr.

Jon is so hilarious. Then at lunch, was walking up with my two brothers and they started singing it together. I was like, soo omg. It was so funny. We sat down and they started singing it to Chanelle but in the end it was just Jon singing cause Joel and I were.. having a laughing attack.

Friday was basically the same. No more.. sewing, because some genius forgot her sewing kit, I wonder who that genius was. ;) I had to do some measurements of cloth and that involves math and Joel & even Timothy were all like, "Why are you doing Math?!" Hello, its measurements. ;P Anyhow, Jo was sleepy and he started singing that song to Michael. Like, wth.

We worked hard, 'cutted' out terribly un-proportional stars and painted them. Went high with Esther, got mocked by Joel (He just loves to mock me), screamed "Eeeeee". :P Finished a whole lot! So happy. Figures were made secure and stand-able, graphics finished, only leaving letters to do.

Chapel came, I missed the video, but worship and the preaching was good. Went down, lounged on the VIP couch watching the guys labor putting up stars in the 'sky'. Then, there was all the setups and crepe paper on the lights which Nathaniel, Michael, and I did very unsuccessfully. They were so scared of the ladder, I decided to go up myself, but I wasn't tall enough. ;P

Sarah, Kat and Bee finally arrived so Bee took Justine and I back to her house to freshen up. We totally petted Roanne (spelled as Roan) and put her in this little bee suit. Adorable. There were these wings and this hood with the antennas but her head was too big so we couldn't put the hood on. Bee so spoils her dog, but I don't blame her. There's one whole shelf in her wardrobe for Roanne's clothes and she even has SHOES (which she doesn't wear). That dog is like another child. :P

Arrived at Movie Night, Bee wouldn't come in! Haha, got put in charge of free drinks and sandwiches, ate too much sugar (probably the cause of going high later on), and drank a zillion cups of drinks. Movie started late and ended late but it was fun. :) Sat with Jojo who was slightly irritated about how noisy it was and how he couldn't concentrate. The movie was paused kinda halfway and thats when...

I was called up and yea, they sang happy birthday to me for the... second time. :P And I had a cake and an imaginary candle. :P And Weeyen went all lame. ;) Thank you Sarah, Kat, and Bee for the cake! I highly doubt that Bee did any of the baking.

This is when the excitement begins. It was actually the intense part of the movie, like the final game against the Soviets and like.. Pom came and we totally spazzed. Started spotting out the "hot" guys. :P It'll be like, the bald man comes onto the screen and we're all "THERE, THERE, THERE!!" *points* and then Pom's high pitch HAHAH. :P Jojo was actually rating guys with us. :D He was like, "Imagine if all girls had taste like this." OMG, it was so funky.

And Marcus came! :) He was like, all shocked that everyone was like, "OH, are you Marcus?" Oops, so my bad. :P Jojo and I were all talking about couples throughout the movie.

Movie Night sadly ended, we cleaned up, etc. and finally I went home at around 11 with Jennifer. :) I was like, "Okay, bye weeyen. Bye Justine." When Keiffer was like, "OH, is it 12 yet? Let's sing.. Happy birthday to youuu." And I'm like stuck standing there while they all sang, yet again. In the end, I was like, "Let's just GO, Jennifer." and we ran out on them singing. :P

That was all in a day, and I totally crashed my bed when I arrived home.
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November 14, 2009 officially marks the day I turn 15. Sadly, yesterday was the last day of the glorious age 14. I woke feeling so dizzy and extremely burdened. Terrible start of a day, but anyway. It is not nice turning 15. It just seems, really really old. I love being 14. :)

Of all days, I cleaned my room and watched the bathroom. I know, I am such a good girl. :P Then, I went online, checked my oh-so-many facebook wishes, thankyou guys! :D Then, I went swimming and did 7 nice long laps. :) I love the water. I feel so at home in it. However, the chlorine was extremely strong, so my eyes smart like anything now.

Anyhow, its been a great day, and I wanna thank you all for the wishes, cake, everything. You guys are awesome, but y'all know, I am awesomest eh? :)

P/s. Happy birthday to the girl who shares this day with me. Megan!

Marie Digby Say It Again

& so it goes.

I haven't been doing proper updating for a long time. November's held too many events, and no pictures and reviews in my blog. Are you ready? :)

November 1st : Joyce's Birthday Party;

No pictures. We did take pictures, but I don't have them with me. :O Most of the time they were swimming, so Paullyn and I accompanied each other by talking, hahaha. Cause, at that time, I still had my injury, ishhhh. OMG, I CAN SWIM AGAIN, DID I TELL YOU THAT?!! Woops, sorry. It was just so unbearable, not being able to swim at the slumber and at Joyce's party.

November 12th : Zoe and Hazel's Birthday Party;

Full of pranks, ish! hahah. But it was fun altogether. Sparkling soda, KFC (btw, why did KFC change from Kentucky Fried Chicken to Kitchen Fresh Chicken? So weirdd!), those party thingymajigs which you blow and then the paper thingy sticks out. Hahah! I blew one really close to Matthew and Gong (they were hugging each other ;P) and they got so freaked out. It was hilarious! :)

Group Photo. Lyd and Wee didn't join much.

They were stressing out about backdrop, I think? Oh, and Gilbert too.

We got this from Grace that morning. Scrumptious!

November 14th : Hazel's and Megan's Birthday!

Birthday twins! :)

November 20th : Pre-Award's Night;

As you can see, Zoe was in formal very early.

Ryan and I hated our costumes. Especially cause we couldn't walk in them! ISHHH.

November 20th : Award's Night;

So, it was worship, drama, presentations, and then Award giving. It got louder and louder as the night went on. x) haha. My girls basketball team went up to get 3rd place. For your information, there was only 3 teams. You get the point. ;P It was so awkward!

2nd price for Frisbee.

There's way more. hahaha. :)

November 21st : Party Day;

Zoee! I love you billions! :)

hahaha. We pulled Uncle Kevin down when he was crossing by. Not bad, ehh? LOL! I love you all too! Mel, don't leavee! D:

Brother #1

Brother #2 and Sister #2. :)

I love you guys! xP

Ish, RIIIIIYANNNN. :P Inside joke.

He is so totally capable of being annoyed. It's a nice thing to do too.

Well, that's about it. Don't have pictures of our outing yesterday, but hopefully I'll take a few more pictures with Zoe before she leaves. 2 or 3 more to our already 100 collection of them won't harm. :)
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Anyway, a quick wish to Esther Lee. Happy birthday dear. You've definitely changed a lot for the better this year, and you totally deserved the most improved student award! :P Thanks for chitchatting with me during XYZ, I know we're bad. :) Keep rockin', yea!

NO PICTURE AVAILABLE.

oh, and it's Thanksgiving Day! Whooppieess! :) I miss Maine! If I was there now, today would be a day of feasting. Literally. All you do is eat. Go to people's houses are eat. It's one big long meal. Starts at noon and goes on till dinner. Oh, but the food. So delicious! Stuffing, turkey, CRANBERRY SAUCE! Omg, lovveee. :D I miss Maine sooo muchh.

&I'm hugging my teddybear.

Blessed 11th Birthday, Megan!

& Happy Birthday to Me (:

hahah, yes. The two birthday girls. :D

What else can I say? I'm sleeping at this point, hugging my teddybear Mr. Fan gave me as an early birthday present. :) lol. And yea, I'm sure to have a blast when I wake up. It starts of with shushi making and gift recieving, and it's the last chapel as well. wakaka, let's all have a great day ahead! Pictures acoming. :P

So long. :)

that windy road.

>> FAST FORWARDD!

Geez, that is exactly what I feel like doing. :) I wanna fast forward my life and see all that's ahead. Cause currently, I'm getting a bit impatient. Pretty soon though, I'll be wanting to press the :Space: button and pause the way too fast speedy life of mine. ahahah.

 'Nways, time to be honest. I survived today. hehas. I knew I would, but I didn't want to, and I really really didn't try to. :P But, I did. And best of all, I've finally taken one step closer in discovering who I really am. No, not who I am when my friends are there, not who I am when my family is around, not who I am when the authorities above me are present. Nahh, who I really really am. No matter who I'm with, no matter if there's strangers around me, or if my long lost friend is right beside me, if the hottest guy in the whole entire world is right in front of me, who cares! x) I'm being who I am.

With the 'who I really am' in mind, I discovered a liitle bit of it today. :D

You know what I really want? I want to be that person whom people respect, look up to, ask help from, and lastly - but certainly not least - the Hazel who acts herself. It's so hard for me to be the real me; it's like I'm always acting. Sighs. Yes, I want to be that person that when people talk about me, they'll say, "I like the way she's always herself, no matter what people think about her." Peer pressure is so strong. I don't want it to affect me, at all.

On a lighter note, today was quite a day. Managed to do most my work in the midst of helping Grace and tutoring Joshua. 'Tutoring' by the way, is really funny. He just couldn't understand and I have no idea how he got this: 3 x 4 = 23. Like, hahaha! I was so good at getting him to do his work, he started calling me mom. Like, whateverr okay. xP Then, Miss Cath sent me Emily, and I was trying to help Josh when Em's like, "Hazel, hazel, hazel, hazellll!"

Josh: See, now everyone wants Hazel. You need help too, right Tommy?
Emily: Hazel, hazel, hazel!!
Hazel: WAIT, one at a time!
Josh: Let's all call Hazel..
Em, Josh, and Tommy: Hazel, hazel, hazel!!!

Riighhto. I was so occupied.

&& I must 'rant and rave' now - as my sis puts it. I did 25 books last quarter! :D I know, it sounds like I'm boasting, but I'm proud of my accomplishment. I mean, last quarter been busy, and I've been having fun, haven't I? I'm not sure myself how I managed to take all those 25 test, but I have. Honestly I didn't work hard - and Sarah and Zoe goes, "Yeaa righttt. Didn't work hard, eh?!" hahaha.

That was the ranting. Now for the raving.

I MISS JON. PERIOD.

What else can I say? I just miss him. School's so incomplete without him, and I'm serious. Sarah was like, "No one's going to poke me anymore." Sighs. I heard "Aiyo, Jon's not here anymore lahh." continuiously through the day. We all miss this or that part of what you were when you were still here. I'm never gonna forget you, korkor. Larryboy. :)

that's me

random old pictures make people laugh. =)
enjoy admiring my very cute 10 year old face..
and Maryanne's hyperness ;)

Today was wonderland. I had fun~~

Thanks so much for all the wishes. And for treating me extra nice. ahahah. okay, fine. I'll take that back. You guys always treat me extra nicely. But I mean today was just extra better. It was embarrassing also. Like when I was forced to say a speech. Geesh! someone is gonna get killed by me. I found out who was the real person who wanted that speech! And for all the gifts... I love them all..

Oh man. The day would be perfect if Isaac and Wee yen were here. Oh wells, at least I had all the rest of you.

And if you didn't get me a present I shalln't kill you. Plus, having you as a friend is good enough, no gift can ever pay that.

And lastly, I shall say..

Happy Birthday to Me. muahahaha

Sometimes you just have to pose!la de da