thankies and wishes

I love you not because of who you are,
but because of who I am when I'm with you.

-Thanks Paullyn for making me laugh when I'm feeling down and always getting your stomach cramps.
-Thanks Sarah for listening to my problems and making me cheer up. Thanks for understanding.
-Thanks Zowie Bowie for making me feel so at home with you. After all, we're sisters!
-Thanks Raquel for walking up and down ramps with me and for your help in my mysteries.
-Thanks Isaac for the teasing and I'm glad I never have to hide anything from you.
-Thanks Roberts Chorch for making me smile even when I have tears in my eyes. Thanks for just acting yourself. And for the huggies and smiles.
-Thanks Gracie for your kindness. I feel so loved when I'm around you.
-Thanks Wee yen for your lame jokes and making me laugh. =)
-Thanks Miss Cath, Mr Fransis, Mr. Fan for supporting us all in our work. So many times, it seems like we never appreciate them. You are appreciated.
-Thanks Shabeta for being there to talk to you. Thanks for making me feel safe to share my secrets with you.
-Thanks Ian Wen for being so cute. I'll miss ya!
-Thanks everyone for being there for me. Thanks for just being friends. Thanks for making memories. Thanks for all the lameness. After all, what are friends for?

Tears are words your heart cant say, dreams are wishes your heart makes. So remember, your tears and dreams mean something, even if its not obvious what about, dont cast them aside without a second thought...

I'm wishing for cuddly hugs and babies in my arms.
For colorful lollipops and Cheesy Charlie.
I'm wishing for the sound of ocean waves against rocky shores.
For blinking lighthouse lights and rolling hills.
I'm wishing for good nights' sleep and dreams come true.
For bluebirds songs and turkey's music.
I'm wishing for snow knee high deep and sled rides.
For Christmas trees all year round.
I'm wishing for wreaths till February 1st.
For stuffing and cranberry sauce.
I'm wishing for Twisters and gummy worms.
For Excaliburs and Galaxies.
I'm wishing that it never ended.
I'm wishing for you..

Now I'm ready to blow. ooh dandelions.
May your petals fly everywhere. May our wishes come true.

Now if I could only find you. ooh little dandelion.

I'll never forget. Becka Boo. Jackie. Stephen Chaves.

i'll never

Waves of mercy. Waves of grace. Everywhere I look..

Sing. Scream. Go crazy. And lastly, make everyone stare.
woopy doopies. hahaa. =)

...I see your face. Your love has captured me.

hahaa. *big grins*
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I'm just glad to be a girl. Imagine being boy. That would be terrible. I'm not saying that boys are terrible. Except, I just don't know how to act like a boy. That's why I'm a girl, yes? Oh girls are so cool. That's what I did today. Act like a girl. heheh.

Girl friends. What better friends can you get?
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HOLES IN THE FENCE

Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. "

A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Forgive me if I ever left a hole.

Friends

Half the time, we take our friends for granted. Only when troubles come do we realize how much they mean to us. They never forsake you even when you've forsaken them. And they cheer you up when your down. That's why I love you guys so much.

And today, many things troubled me. I got myself in a big mess too. And something that's been happening for months, I finally got it to stop. That was a big weight lifted off my chest. And by stopping it, I relieved two other people. We shouldn't be forced to do something we just don't want to do. Or get into something when we didn't even do anything.

So I just wanna say thank you. Thanks Shabeta and Sarah for just listening. And thanks my big brother, even if you're bald, for cheering me up and making lame jokes. And thanks Emily and Paul Mae for forgiving me. And Tommy for just acting yourself. (And helping me in LA) Yea, it's embarrassing, he's 12 and ahead of me in like 4 subjects! Oh well, you shall never beat my math!

So overall, today was quite an interesting day. I learned a lot. And I also solved many problems. Yea!! I feel great! *Hugs*

Of FSC3, hair cuts, today, and spam mail

FCS3 was super duper fun. I enjoyed myself totally. Not to the extend of my glowing shirt. My glow stick cracked and all the filling splattered all over my shirt. When I went into the dark, my shirt was glowing. Everyone said it was cool, I did not agree.

I got an email from sarah ong. It was so funny! (for everyone's info: sarah ong was from GRC about 5 years ago. She knows Paul lyn, Beeps, and Roberts) Her P.S. in the email was so funny!

P.S: i also saw jonathan roberts!!!
he's bald!!!!!
hahahahhahahahhaa=D

LOL! I replied: "Yea I got freaked out on that night too!" Yea, seriously wei. I got super freaked out even if I was warned. When I saw him yesterday I went, "Oh my gosh" and nothing else. lalala
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Speaking of people, I really enjoyed myself at school today. Finally got to see my wonderful buddies again. Well, the ones I didn't see yesterday. Except I didn't get to see Sarah. *sob* I miss you Sarah! Yea it was wonderful seeing everyone again. I got homesick in Camerons...

And we got this talking about how important it is to practice for Award's Night. To think that there's only one more week of practice. Yea, I so totally agree with Soph. high five It's so hard to concentrate when everyone's laughing away. oh bummers...
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About concentrating... It takes up so much time deleting all this spam mail in my email account. I don't even know how some nonsense person by the name of "Lula M. Fink" How annoying are these stupid emails. I get super annoyed...
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Note of Encouragement: You guys can do it! (award's night) Practice makes perfect!
And one more thing: You can never lose friends. They're always in your heart...

When Things Happen...

When your world crashed down in one minute...
...and you wondered why this had to happen to you

When everything seem to go the way you didn't want it to go...
...but you can't do anything about it except let it happen

...and you keep on asking why...
..but you don't get any reply..

why?

It's like I lost a friend..
One which I treasured so much and trusted
And I felt free to talk with that friend

Then 'whoosh' and my friend is gone
and we become enemies day after day

Then I get this other friend
And we talked and became good friends
The 'whoosh' again
And I don't want to be like my other friend
And start becoming cold
And lose this friend...

but what am I suppose to do?
People can't control feelings
I wish we could...

And then I remember
God made everything happen for a purpose
So thank you God for letting this happen
Even if it doesn't make sense...

We give thanks
We give praise
For we know that all things work together for our good

We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith, we know Your grace will see us through