wishes

Do wishes always come through? I wish they did. I wish that I had someone whom I could talk real private stuff to, who understands, who's older, and the youngest in the family. Someone who can help me with my work without being angry at me. Someone who's close to me and I feel comfortable with...the youngest in the family is a very necessary thing. People who are the oldest in the family only think that younger siblings are a pain in the neck and don't see how much we all suffer...

Anyway, my day was okay. I mean, work was fine and hard. I hate asking my sis for help cause she's always mad at me, or at least the tone of her voice sounds mad so I survived asking a few other people who didn't know! LOL! Anyway, I'll ask my mom or my dad.

Why do some things have to happen? I wish some things never happened...

I need a hug...