Monday, June 30, 2008

the things of life (:

That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil

- this is the gift of God.

                                                                     -Ecclesiastes 3:13

 What controls one's life


Studies - like duhh!


 Food delight - yums! =D

'd little things that make our smile BIG! (:


Computer =P

Chit chatters on the darhling phone! d:

Hair beauty! - yes, one important thing indeed.

Currently, I spend about 10 minutes in front of the mirror each mornin'

Nails - forever babeyyy. =)

Teddy bears! Those adorable things! :D 

I salute you, Roosevelt!

And well, one thinks often, eh?

Was reading Ecclesiastes and Solomon, so rich and full of wisdom, believed that everything under the sun was meaningless. A gift of God, indeed, it is when one can enjoy everything about life - to it's fullness. And well, I've got that joy, I've got that gift of God... and I'm glad. (:

Here's the link, pals! :)


"Meaningless! Meaningless!"

       says the Teacher.

       "Utterly meaningless!

       Everything is meaningless."


Latest addition to my ever growing family. So far consisting of two older siblings, Roberts and Lydia, and my darhling sister Zoe Tai! And now, the latest addition of a younger sibling, Matthew! =) Welcome, welcome!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

high heels and ice cream!

Mizra: Tell me, Prince Edmund..
Edmund: King
Mizra: *silence*
Edmund: It's King Edmund, actually
Mizra: *silence*
Edmund: Just king, Peter is the high king.
Edmund: It's quite confusing, I know..
Mizra: *continues sentence without address Edmund again.*

Watched Prince Capsian again. Funfun!  Edmund is one funny guy. I love the part when he says almost in an "errr" tone: "Keep smiling." And never forgetting Pete looking so hot. hahahahaa!
'Nways, here's sad news. Seriously! So yesterday, we were coming back from church and dinner - we went to eat after church. So, here am I with high heels (that are hardly even high, mind you!) and semi-formal clothes walking down this ramp to the car. What more, eating ice cream from McDonalds. I have this habit of slipping with those shoes. I was actually thinking about falling, so therefore, walking even more carefully. And you guessed it, I slipped. Pffttt man, seriously! I literally smashed up my hand. The one holding ice cream. The whole cone broken into two, the top smashed into the ground. I even scrapped of my skin as well. Good thing my watch was working! eh, and my butt was really painful. =\ (Remember member!! Pastor Joshua: the 'but' is VERY important! heehaas!) Thank gosh I'm young, for I would of forgotten I fell today if I had short-term memory, yes?

but thou poor ice cream. :( oh wells.
Random fact: Grace, Tommy, and I were talking about Friendster and Facebook for I forgot what reason. We were telling Grace to get Friendster. And guess what? She did! So did Paullyn! =) and Zoe just got Facebook. What a coincidence!

 Wells, another look. It took ages to get it just the way I want it. Nice, ehhh?
And she's off to cheerleading and hiphop! :D

Friday, June 27, 2008

cause it's late, and your mama don't know!

Taylor Swift - Our Song
Stuck in my head :D 
Wooo-o man! Hazel is happeyyy. (:
 Man, school was just so fun!

Forever cheerleaders! (:
That's Joyce with the bridge and Esther behind me. 

Yep! After lunch. =P (I mean, it was still recess lahh) Thanks to a wonderful Melinda who's like experienced in cheerleading. It's so fun kayy. I mean, the first time I almost got a heart attack cause you have to put faith in Esther when you literally fall back into the unknown. But she's a really good catcher, so yea. It was fine. After school, we did it again and Bee as catcher . OMG. She's so strong you don't have to worry AT all. =)

Practically, that's it. Took back all my LifePAC books, 42 in total. And my sis only had 19 to take back. Like, my gosh. I have so many books. x) Is that good or bad, eh? heh.

And lastly, but obviously not least. Birthdays! There's two today. =D

Jinn Yee
I had a note to give her, but then they stopped me from giving it till after the 'surprise' and I totally forgot after that. TSK! 'Nways, wishing you the greatest of birthdays! You're a really great example to us all. Keep rocking!

This adorable young darhling is from my parent's CG. Must say parent's CG cause I have my own. Well, I attend their CG as well. So yea, the family consisting 4 children and Anna is the second youngest. Turning 7 (?) I believe. She adores my sister. hahaa! Which I don't understand. Oops. Yes, of coursee. =P Happy birthday darhling. I'll wish you personally tonight. ;D

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Thursday, June 26, 2008

rewinding those archives

1. What was your second post in June the first year you blogged?
June, Year 2007

Something about watching the toilet and cooking and all. Wasn't much of a blogger then. hahaa!
"And best of all, children. It’s one of my favorite “hobbies”. I love taking care of them! Especially the young ones like 1 to 4 years old. They’re so fun at that age! It’s when they’re learning how to speak. So they get confused and you can hardly understand them! It’s so cute! I love babysitting and I once even took a course on first aid training so I’m all ready if they get hurt! Haha!"
2. What was the thing on your mind the most in August the first year you started blogging?
August, Year 2007

hms, appreciation. It's filled with it. :D

3. What were the things you had on your blog during December the first year you started blogging? (for example icons, chatboxes, what kind of links you had on your page)
December, Year 2007

Let's think. I had that "So you would come template" and music, welcome, poll (right?), links, cbox, picture of the day...

4. Randomly pick a post in February (from any year)
February 12, Year 2008
"I'm wishing for cuddly hugs and babies in my arms.
For colorful lollipops and Cheesy Charlie.
I'm wishing for the sound of ocean waves against rocky shores.
For blinking lighthouse lights and rolling hills.
I'm wishing for good nights' sleep and dreams come true.
For bluebirds songs and turkey's music.
I'm wishing for snow knee high deep and sled rides.
For Christmas trees all year round.
I'm wishing for wreaths till February 1st.
For stuffing and cranberry sauce.
I'm wishing for Twisters and gummy worms.
For Excaliburs and Galaxies.
I'm wishing that it never ended.
I'm wishing for you.."
Somehow, just love this post! =)

5. Weirdest comment left at your blog post /blog's guestbook /cbox
From FartMaster (...?)

"You so talented... wanna be my gf? LOLOL. Why you so popular wan?"
Yep, I was like.. WHAT! hahaa. Found it was Zoe's friend, a girl. =P

6. What colors has your blog used as a background?

-Light Blue
-Light Green
mhm.. can't remember. Change my blogskin too often!

7. Most interesting Valentine's post?
February 14, Year 2008
(sorry, only spent one February so far blogging!)
The last Valentine's Day I remembered was in Maine. In schools is America you give a Valentine's card to every classmate. We make little mail boxes then you go around dropping in your Valentine's. And it's candy collecting time too. You get so much candy it'll last you a year. =) How cool is that? And we went on a field trip. Ice skating. oh fun. I miss you!
8. What is the one thing you realize that has been consistent in your blog posts until now?

hmm.. (?)

9. Who do you tag to do this blog?

Melissa Yeap! The only one Miss Cath didn't already tag. ahahas!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Mhm, my Wordpress blog. It's different from this one, so still link this one and all. It has another purpose, my other blog. Check it out! Read the page: about hazelchazel. And you'll know..

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

oh fun!

..and I was tagged. This is so fun. Addictive!

I will marry William Moseley.

After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Maine, US in our fabulous House.

We will have 14 kid(s) together.

Our family will zoom around in a light green race car.

I will spend my days as a nurse, and live happily ever after.

whats your future
I tag: Shabeta, Grace Kam, and Melissa Yeap (:
The quick summary of life. School is just school yet more. ;D
Home is home sweet home. x)
Life is just life. And a great one, it is! *smiles!*

Monday, June 23, 2008

a child's thought

Children these days. How sweet! (:

Dear God,
Are you really invisible or was that just a trick?

Dear God,
Did you mean for giraffe to look like that or was it an accident?

Dear God,
Instead of letting people die and having to make new ones, why don't you just keep the ones you got now?

Dear God,
I went to this wedding and they kissed right in church. Is that okay?

Dear God,
In Bible times did they really talk that fancy?

Dear God,
I am American. What are you?

Dear God,
Thank you for the baby brother, but what I prayed for was a puppy.

Dear God,
Maybe Cain and Abel wouldn't of killed each other if they had their own rooms. It works with my brother.

Dear God,
I wanna be just like my Daddy when I grow up, but not with so much hair all over.

You don't have to worry about me, God. I always look both ways.

Dear God,
I bet it's very hard for you to love everybody in the whole world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it.

We read that Thomas Edison made light. But in Sunday school they say you did it. So I bet he stole your idea.

Dear God,
I don't think anybody could be a better God. Well I just want you to know but I'm not just saying that because you are God.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

those days

:William Moseley; I skip a heartbeat (:

..and I'm practically so busy these days. ;(
Language Arts is driving me up the walls.

I'm off!

Friday, June 20, 2008

I remember (:

You walked with me, footprints in the sand
And helped me understand where I'm going
You walked with me when I was all alone
With so much I know along the way
Then I heard you say

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky
So many times have I been so afraid
And just when I have thought I've lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary, well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you when you say

"I promise you, I'm always there
When your heart is full of sadness and despair

I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand"

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

and it's a "WOW!"

People can be so unpredictable. Like, my gosh !

'Nways. Here's news. I am like officially in 9th grade finally. =)
I have proof, kays. heehaaas!

I finally have an elective. After such hard work. hahaa!

That's practically it. I've just entered into 10 books full of knowledge about posture, cooking, sewing, changing tires (hahaa!), designing your future home, finding your soul mate, and etc. What fun! You guys can help me do all the interesting assignments such as opening and closing a door properly. *winks*

I'm thinking about doing Art after this. But for now, I shall have to stick to the 10 books of Home Economics ahead of me. Here thou go-eth. :D

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious (:

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

the little things

WARNING: You do not have to read.

When we are faithful to do what He ask us in the little things, He will lead us on to do greater works for Him and will reveal Himself in deeper ways to us.

I admire the really hard working people. Seriously. Even if you guys need to work hard to catch up to your grade whatsoever, it's seriously cool. And, well.. I'm trying to also. Last year, I got this statement that I'm smart, but lazy. Hopefully, you don't think so anymore. =P

Not only do I need to prove that this statement is false, I really do need to work hard. Not because I'm behind or something. (Yea, and you guys are thinking.. Hazel needs to work hard!?) But after careful counting, I realized that I can't work at a nice comfortable rate. Not if I want to graduate in time. (And then you guys go, "What?!") Understand me, if I were to graduate from 12th grade at the age of 18, it's correct speed. But as I am almost 1 year ahead of my grade, if I was to graduate at 18, that 18th year of my life would be luxury.

That's why I observed, and carefully planned when I will graduate and how. It's hard work. It might not seem hard for you guys when you read this, since I am almost 1 year ahead, but take a look at the statistics. Bible: 902, Math: 906, LA: 901, Science: 708, History: 808. Do the counting yourself.

But the good news is.. I can do it!!

And so can you. Look, this isn't about me. It's about every single one of you. You guys all have the burden of graduating on time. And as home schoolers, we have the responsibility. We work at our own speed. No teacher who stands in the front of the room, and everyone doing the same assignment at the same exact time.

We all have responsibilities. This is just an example. And with these little task of ours, let's do it with all our capability, so that next time, when bigger jobs come our way, we can handle it as well. Live life the best you can. It's too short to make a fool out of it!

Monday, June 16, 2008

circle of friends!

d' birthdays

June 13 - Another one of my sister's friends in Maine. She has a sister that's my age and we were best buddies. =) Still are. Anyway, Alyssa just turned 15? Yep. Even if I'm not really close to her, she's really great cause she didn't treat me like all my other sister friends did. You know, the young brat of my sis. Seriously. Alyssa didn't. :D Thank you for the that.

June 15 - Miss red nose Rudolph! I miss you to the bits. This lovable girl whom I last saw 8 years ago (?) when I was 6. My my. That was ages ago. She's the one who feels cold when we're all sweating buckets. The one who's feeling hot when we're under the blankets. =P My sis, Elisa (birthday girl),Hana (her sister), and I were a gang then. Elisa was known to be the strongest among us. hahaa! And the youngest. It was interesting. When we needed to open something, Hana (the oldest) would try to open it. If she couldn't, which was often, it'll go to the second oldest, Lydia. She usually couldn't either, so it'll go to me. Usually I could open it. Honestly, I was strong then. =P If I still couldn't open it, Elisa would. She never couldn't do it. =) That's my Elisa! Wish we could meet again... soon.

June 16 - Miss Melissa Lien (: So this is how it goes: I was setting my goal chart this morning, when I noticed it was her birthday. Jumped up, and ran up to her desk to wish her. =) Anyways, she's really quiet and I still remember when she first came! I really respect her for being so hardworking. Seriously. =) Keep on shining!

I'm never gonna walk away
if the walls come down someday
All alone when you feel afraid
I'll be there when you call my name
You can always depend on me
I believe until forever ends
I will be your friend ;

Sunday, June 15, 2008

not just another day

It's not that unusual
When everything is beautiful
It's just another ordinary miracle today

The sky knows when it's time to snow
Don't need to teach a seed to grow
It's just another ordinary miracle today

Life is like a gift they say
Wrapped up for you every day
Open up and find a way
To give some of your own

Isn't it remarkable
Like every time a raindrop falls
It's just another ordinary miracle today

Birds and winter have their fling
But always make it home by spring
It's just another ordinary miracle today

When you wake up everyday
Please don't throw your dreams away
Hold them close to your heart
'Cause we are all a part of the ordinary miracle

It seems so exceptional
The things just work out after all
It's just another ordinary miracle today

The sun comes up and shines so bright
And disappears again at night
It's just another ordinary miracle today

It's just another ordinary miracle today
Isn't amazing that all around us they are always miracles. =)
Thank you so much God. ;D

Happy Father's Day!

Friday, June 13, 2008

this is it.

Well, this is how it goes. I was going to post this yesterday, but my crazy browser closed on me. I was so frustrated, I just gave up. Thank gosh for drafts!

1. Thing that's heavily weighing on your mind?
um.. my Bible book. I'm not kidding. It's driving me up the walls cause I can't get pass Self Test 1. pffttt.

2. Whats one thing you've learned from a good friendship gone bad?
God never ever forgets.

3. Whats one thing you've learned lately about love?
It's one feeling I can't understand.

4. Is there anyone special in your life at the moment?
Yes, of coursee :D

5. Whats a happy time you've had in the past week?
mhm.. everything. For an example, I'm still breathing.

6. How far would you go for love?
Trust me, not at all far.

7. Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
Yep, a lot.

8. Whats your favorite kind of weather?
When the sky is clear blue with not a single cloud and the sun isn't bright. And there's a breeze. Man, Whispering Springs, Old Orchard Beach, weather! =)

9. Why is this?
oh cause it's a heavenly time to swim!

10. Who do you like to spend your nights with?
my teddy bear, of course. hahaaa!

11. Are you an emotional person?
Depends. I mean, emotional in the sense that I'm terribly dramatic.

12. Do you cry in front of others a lot?
I bet everyone would say yes. Sorry guys, I am emotional.
13. Whats something that can always make you feel better?
a hug. Especially from Celine or Roberto. =)

14. What does love make you feel like?
loved? hahaa.

15. ...and losing love?
I've never really lost love.

where is number 16? eh.

17. Do you think of others before yourself?
well, I wish. But hardly.

18. Where do you see yourself this time next year?
mhm. In 10th grade hopefully.

19. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
What a stupid question.

20. Do you think you could survive a whole year in jail?
If I really had to, I probably will live. But I'll cry a lot. Guarantee!

21. Who do you feel the most comfortable around?
Zoe Tai! =P

22. Is there something that you're waiting for?
Yep! Christ second coming. :)

24. One thing you're not looking forward to...

25. How do you feel about change?
It's hard to accept. But it's good for us.

26. What season are you most looking forward to?

27. Why is that?
Cause winter is grand. Why else? Cause I hate it. TSK!

28. Any plans this summer?
eh. It is summer. =\

29. What are your plans for your next birthday?
No idea. Probably a farewell party for Zoe combined.

30. Do you even care about your birthday?

31. Do you think someone out there is in love with you?
What pathetic tag questions. Even if someone does, I don't.

32. How do you feel right this second?
um, regular-ish.

33. Want to have babies?
of coursee.

34. When?
When I'm married and old enough, duh.

35. With whom?
You expect me to know?!? HAHAA!

37. What about the president?
Yes, what about him?

38. When do you think the world will end?
Soon. Maybe in 40 years time. hahaa. I mean, after Roberts gets married ya know.

39. Do you usually think about this stuff?
Not really. Only during tags.

40. Whats the most expensive piece of clothing/acessory you own?
hmm, I do own something valuable. But tell you for what?
Now this is what you call love.
I am so in love with Narnia. =)
Melissa beat me to it!

This is what you call hot !

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Because you loved me (:

This is why I tend to fall in love with the young'uns. =)
A turn on; gives me his chair when my was taken. =)
Live like you never have;

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I wanna wiggle my toes into the sand.
Run like I never have, and never stop.
"So how do you feel about moving? Gonna miss your friends?"
Sarah: I will a whole lot. I almost cried on the last day of school saying goodbye.
Hazel: awww. Don't worry, change always happens. It's good for us.
Sarah: You always make me feel better. When I am sad, I think of you and I instantly feel better.

.. and she's only 10! =) I never knew I had made such a great impression on her. I hardly even know her. She's was just my best friend's "annoying" younger sister in Maine.

When things like this happen, I can only take a step back and gasp about what a difference I made in her life. If it will brighten someone's day, say it.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

oh water!

My apartment currently is out of water. I mean, how disastrous is that? Can't even keep my hands clean, without using a valuable amount of water from the tank in the bathroom. =\ Appearantly, the management told us about this, but said it'll be tomorrow. And we're like, "ello! there's none now you know." tsk. Water is such a necessary. pffttt.

Currently, I'm just testing out Word Press for the fun of it. heh. =P but eh, no offense to all those who say Word Press is a really good blogging system and all, but I'm rather hating it. Okay, fine. Hate is such a strong word. hahaa. I'll say it's hard to adjust. And I was trying to edit the CSS, but it says you need to pay in order to do so. Imagine, none of my own home made temps now. That is, if I switch. Which is probably no. Anyways, I managed to import all my Blog post over. Nah, I'll probably stick to loyal old Blogger. =)

Other than this and that, life's been going pretty monotone-ish.
oh, must flee. xD

Monday, June 9, 2008

Yea Yes. We know.

Score! School hasn't started yet, Hazel! oh, who cares. I have a lot to score. oh shucks! tsk! Why is it wrong?!?! Jonnn!! I need help. And to think, I need to take test today. pffttt. Hazel, I don't understand. Math is driving me nutss! AHHHH! Hazel!! I have to take two test! *groans* Mr Fransis, LPT pleasee. Go eat lunch Hazel! um, I'm almost finished.. Shucks! I can't solve this problem. New Math book and new Bible book pleasie please. Um, Mr Fransis.. new Bible book pleasee. hmpt. Isaac Thong, I need help. I need help mister! Hey Hazel, what's x times x?

Yes, the regular racket of school. It's back.. and I'm glad. :)
Other than that, the day was perfectly fine.
See if you can spot Jesus. It's rather chill. :D

"ily ily ily." Me too, dear. And I finally got to talk to Becca again. What joy!
First it was Becca, then Sarah Shuman. hahaa. What delight, seriously!

Sunday, June 8, 2008


The latest! Isn't it so adorable? hahaa.
Congrats to my sis. I only made the "pom". :D

Friday, June 6, 2008

Do you remember? you?

Just this morning, I was arranging my beloved stuff animals nicely on my spare bed. (Yes, my room has two beds! I can sleep on which ever I want. hahaa) I tenderly picked up Daisy and was putting on her clothes for her, when I looked at them all - my beloved teddy bears, dogs, and odd creatures like a deer, a goose, and even a sea horse.

"Do you remember? Matelda, Lollipop, Berry, Tigger and Eeyore? Violet and Star? The picnics?"

Everything rushed back into my mind. The times when I got them. Tigger and Eeyore - my sister and I had received them for Christmas along with two huge boxes full of brightly wrapped presents from an unknown stranger. It was such a blessing. Daisy and Meadow - a Walmart compound where we carefully picked them, and stuffed them. Then, with skillful eyes, picked clothes for them. Honey aka Blossom and Sweety - our friends Alyssa and Amanda gave them to us when we about to leave U.S.

Not only stuffed animals. For us, summer meant a lot in Maine. We'd take out our bikes from the basement the minute all snow had melted and bike around our front yard singing in mere joy. We'd draw a play house with chalk on our driveway, never forgetting the smallest detail like a tap to watch our hands in the bathroom. When meals came in our play house, we'll go into the lawn and pick up the wild strands of sweet grass. Mm, weren't they delicious.

Fall and spring. The screams of delight as a deer came out of the woods into our backyard. The stories of Moose in our pond. And we never even saw it! The, "quick Hazel come!!" from my mom when she spotted a moose running across the drive way. And I came out with my toothbrush. =) I fondly named the moose Speedy. Moose are rare to see.

And winter. When our church friend arrives and plowed the snow off our driveway and makes one huge high pile of snow for my sis and I to play in. We'd hurriedly change into a thousand layers and off we go. We get so hot outside the scarf would come off first, then the hat, then the jacket. Till we only have our snow pants and sweater on. Then our ears would start freezing and we would quickly put on our hats. My dad would come with the ice chipper, and we'll make a house out of the pile of snow even with steps and shelves. And I insisted for a nice box shaped pillow made out of snow. This time, for fake meals we'll have handfuls of snow. =) oh the fun.

"oh, do you remember, Daisy? Do you remember Meadow, Blossom, Sweety? Do you miss Matilda, Eeyore, Tigger, Berry, Lollipop? Do you, do you?"

Only then did I realize that 3 out of my 6 bears would only "remember". Sweety and Blossom only came into my life when I was just about to leave. And the other, I got here. I stared at their blank faces. Quietly, I buried my face into Daisy and hugged her tight.

I think about the darhling Tigger, Eeyore, and Matilda with the rest in the big, plastic, black trash bag, in the basement where moth will eat them up. And they probably are all eaten up already. It's been 3 to 4 years already.

I remember my friends, the fun we had together. No, we never went off to the mall to watch the latest movie or go ice skating like you do here. We'd just go to one of our homes, and play in the backyard. We'll cycle around the huge lawn screaming at each other. We'd draw huge flowers or a fancy home in chalk all across the road. We'd sit in jet tubes and bombard each other with bubbles. We'd play doctor with my dolls and dress up my teddies.

I remember the joy I had as I went to bed, and snuggled down under the thick layers of blankets pilled on me. The screams in the middle of the night for "dadddyyy!" and he'll come and put another layer of blankets upon me.

I remember coming back from playing in the snow, taking of our wet socks and getting warmth into our frozen toes, hands, and ears. I remember the big old oak table in the kitchen and having a nice big cup of hot chocolate with my sugar coated biscuits.

And I remember the tears, the hard times my family and I went through.
Man, when I think about this, I miss Maine more than ever. oh, but I'm so blessed.
So, so blessed. And I'm really grateful. Even if.. I wish I was still there.

"oh Daisy. Do you remember..?"

for Narniaaaa!

zoë says:
Peter Pevensie was such a kind big brother
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
you two already got matthew
r a q u ë l says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
and I have jon
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
r a q u ë l says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
peter is so nice to lucy
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
zoë says:
zoë says:
zoë says:
r a q u ë l says:
but he didn't believe her about aslan
r a q u ë l says:
true right?
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
zoë says:
uh huh. but still
r a q u ë l says:
zoë says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
lucy is the only one who always has so much faith
zoë says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
r a q u ë l says:

And we didn't plan it k. We just happened to say *melts* all at the same time.
William Moseley and Skandar Keynes are so hot! *melts and drools*

Thursday, June 5, 2008

#o1. What do you want the most now?
School to start. Yes, pleaseee.

#o2. Who is the person you trust the most?
My Father in heaven. He never tells on me, and is always there. (:

#o3. Are you in love?
pffttt. Nopies.

#o4. If you have a dream come true. What is it?
I could be in two places at the same time. Maine, and here.

#o5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
of coursee.

#o6. Whats your goal for this year?
There's tons of em'! :D

#o7. Do you believe in eternity?
Yes! And I can't wait!

#o8. Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suicide?
Hopefully, I never will. Geesh, I would feel so bad.

#o9. What feelings do you love most?
Happiness, love, joy, gentleness, peace.. and energy man! People, get alive! :D

#o10. What are the requirements from your other half?
Pfftt, there's always this question. You have to be great enough for me to fall in love with you.

#o11. What kinds of feelings you hate the most?
anger, hatred, sadness (boos! it sucks lahh)

#o12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
of coursee. Although, sometime I wish I did more..

#013. What do you want to do in the future?
I have no ideaa. I love to serve others and nursing suites but eh, it gives me the idea of a boring life. Something adventurous would be nice. =)

#o14. What is the most important thing in your life?
God, definitely. And my family and friends.

#o15. What do you feel last night?
Tired? And bored of such a life. I seriously want school to start.

#o16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
I wish Shab, Zoe, and Melissa would never have to migrate. And that Jon wouldn't have to graduate next year. And that I didn't have to graduate in a few years either. Sad case right. My two pet sibs will be miles away by next year. :(

#o17. When do you think the world will end?
not too soon. Common peps, the good news has to go around the whole world first. This isn't science, but it's Biblical. Plus, as Jon stated, he has to get married first, so we'll just keep him un-married to keep the world from ending. =P

#o18. The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
Yes, literally freak out. hahaa. I'll probably be quite excited..? I have no ideaa.

#o19. What do you think of the person who tagged you?
Melissa Yeap! Woots for girls like her. My goodness, she is just one happeyy girl all the time. That's my first impression. :) Plus, she rocks at Math.

#o20. What do you want to know right now?
a lot of things. For example, why is a pencil called a pencil?

Then add 6 people in you list and list them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)

Mmms, Shabetaa, Paullyn, Raquel, Melinda, Miss Cath, and Brandon Tan

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

the rays of joy (:

that doesn't matter to me anymore d:
this does. yes, my spastic-ness. woots!

Was editing my blog profile and this random question came up..

The children are waiting!
Please tell them the story about the bald frog with the wig:

Mr Frog, the father of all frogs, just lost his hair for some spastic reason. So therefore, he is bald. Since he wanted to get rid of flies, he manages to steal a wig. It was rather large &didn't get rid of the flies, instead it made it worst and the flies just loved his hair. So finally, he leaves his wig, and ends up being bald and eating flies. That's why now, all frogs are bald and eat flies.
hahaa! I bet the children are ultra content yes? *winks*

As you can see, I'm ultra hyper. xD Vacation gets the worst of me. =X
Well, today has been one satisfactory day. Since my sis wanted to go to my mom's office again (we just went yesterday) and I insisted I didn't want to cause I had work to do, I must work hard now. I've already did so much that my dad's like, "Wows!" hahaa. Yes, and my sis got her way as well and is in my mom's office while I'm home. =)

And I planned to go to school today. =\ The pitiful thing is that it's closed for the whole week.

I pity those who are sad ever so much. There's so much in life to be happy about. Especially for us, the fortunate ones.. *smilez!*

oh and on a random note, I feel like taking out the brushes tomorrow.
It's been ages since I've painted. =)

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

of laughz

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when you see the link
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♥ hazelchazel™ says:
press it
♥ hazelchazel™says:
as in, the link in his post
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♥ hazelchazel™ says:
i know
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♥ hazelchazel™ says:
cause he copied and pasted mine
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i know
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oh gosh
♥ hazelchazel™ says:
that's why i kept on going LOL
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dats a good one
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♥ hazelchazel™ says:
♥ hazelchazel™ says:

the rest is for you to find out for yourself.
But it was hilarious. I was trying to stop my laughter from bursting out else my mom would ask "what?" and I would be um.. speechless? hahaa!

It doesn't matter if I won't see all my luvables for one whole week or some even two.
You can still laugh it out over MSN. =)


oh and on the other hand, I'm having a time of my life. My mom got a laptop, brand new, her babe. And I'm using it at the same time as I am using the old loyal desktop. hahaa. Woots!

Monday, June 2, 2008

I was tagged!

First Name ; Hazel =)
Nickname ; hazelchazelbazel
Name you wish you had ; My last name could become officially Chazel. hahaa.
What do people normally mistake your name as ; no idea. I wonder what think of chazel? It sounds crazy.
Birthplace ; SJMC
Time of Birth ; in the afternoon.
Single or taken ; single and I'm proud of it! ;D

` Your Appearence.
How tall are you ; short. Which is a good enough description.
Wish you were taller ; of coursee!
Eye color ; Dark dark brown.
Eye color you want ; hazel eyes of course. But then again, I already have that right? heh.
Natural Hair color ; Redish-black.
Current Hair color ; erm, same?
Short or long hair ; Short, according to my standard. Man, I miss my long hair. :(
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color ; eh, nopies.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair ; Well, when I cut off enough to stuff a pillow or something. It was so sad. oh, but the end look was beautiful. =)
Glasses or contacts ; Glasses and hopefully contacts soon.
Do you wear make-up ; It makes your face terribly stiff. eh, no thanks!
Ever had hair extensions ; I'd rather have my own natural hair.
Paint your nails ; of course. What girl hasn't.

` In the opposite gender.
What color eyes ; Light brown. That would be heavenly. *melts*
What color hair ; It gotta match the eyes right?
Shy or Outgoing ; a bit in between, else either I would do all the talking or he would. hahaa!
Looks or personality ; Personalityyyy!
Sexy or Cute ; Sexaay! :P
Serious or Fun ; both. I can't imagine a dude not being serious in some sad matter.
Older or Younger than you ; as long as he acts older. hahaa.
A turn on ; his eyes. OMG love.
A turn off ; don't ask stupid questions at the wrong time. pleeaaseee.

` This or that.
Flowers or Chocolates ; Floweries!
Pepsi or Coke ; they taste the same to me. =\
Rap or Rock ; rock?
School or Work ; duh, schoool!
Love or Money ; Love (:
Movies or Music ; both :)
Country or City ; oh man. Country by miles. I miss you. ):
Sunny or Rainy days ; Sunny! :D

` Have you ever.
Lied ; Who hasn't?
Stole something ; um, not that I can recall.
Smoked ; *rollseyes* It stinks.
Hurt someone close to you ; Yes =/
Broke someone's heart ; probably so.
Had your heart broken ; it's just had a sprain or two. I'm living. =D
Wondered what was wrong with you ; YES! What is wrong with you Hazel?!?!
Wish you were a prince/princess ; hahaa. I always think being in royalty would be rather boring. You sit there, and just press the bell. tsk. hahaa.
Liked someone who was taken ; um.. nope.
Shaved your head ; er, riighttt.
Been in love ; of course. I still am. =)
Used chopsticks ; I never did till they looked so interesting in the drawer I wanted to try. hahaa. =P
Sang in the mirror to yourself ; yepyep. And is that abnormal?
Friends or Family ; I couldn't live without either.

` Favorites.
Flower ; No idea. I do like the blue Morning Glories.
Candy ; everything but candy corn. They taste terrible!
Song ; I change often. Currently, My Grown Up Christmas List-Kelly Clarkson
Scent ; oh! *hints* =) But I do get sick of it sometimes.
Color ; who doesn't know? hahaa. baby blue love
Movie ; Currently Prince Caspian. =)
Singer ; err, no body.
Junk food ; hmm, not sure.
Website ; Yes, thankyou for visiting. (:
Location ; Maine! (=
Animal ; oh puppies. my childhood wish.

`Have you ever.
Cried over someone ; yea, but I don't do it much anymore.
Wished you could change about yourself ; my eyes. my poor sunk in eyes. ='(
Thought that you're attractive ; I wonder.. hahaa.
Had any fairytale you wanted your life to be ; nopee.
Played any sports ; of course. who hasn't. I'm best in swimming. Don't underestimate the power of a Hazel. hahahahaa! =))

Zowie Bowie, Tommy Bommy, Roberts Chorch, and Gracie Kam. xD

Sunday, June 1, 2008

your wish for the better

God, He never forgets! :D

This is the fact that kept me going during the whole of May. It's been a really cool month, and I love Him more and more every single day. He never forgot my wish. *bigsmilez*

It's been the first very happy month I've had for the whole of 2008. Now that sounds like centuries. Pardon, the time we've been through already. =) I can't believe we're already almost half way through the year!

Anyway, May has been one great month for me. Everything about it. =) Best part was cheerleading. =D Man, it was so fun. Right girls? wootss! Now, I just wanna do it again.

May 9th. *melts*
May 12th. "riighttt."
May 17th. =D

oh, thank you so much God. How can I ever say thank you? =)
Just don't ask. If I share it with you, I fear my joy will go along.