Friday, February 29, 2008
Memories as usual. Who cares. They rock anyways. ;D
First Grade. Massachusetts! I miss you Hana and Elisa! =( 'Nways, one day in school, our teacher, Mrs. Sanders, opened the windows and said it was cold. She then proceeded on to forcing every one of use to put on our sweater. This is America. A sweater comes with the uniform. So we all have to same one. Cool right? Back to the point, we all put on our jackets. This isn't homeschooling so it's only 1st grade. All the other grades.. who cares about them. heh. =P
Obviously, Mrs Sanders had a reason. Cause in a few minutes the fire alarm went off. (Trial run so chill. I don't have any burn scars. ;D) So we all rushed out and lined up outside according to grades. Few minutes, we were still standing there, everyone freezing except us 1st graders. =D It's fall, of coursee it's chilly. heh. You Malaysians don't get me. tsk. Common sense. =P
Yea, so you get the point. The teachers knew about the trial fire alarm and my considerate 1st grade teacher forced us to wear sweaters so we won't freeze. Imagine all the other graders staring at us and wonderin' why every single one of us 1st graders are all wearing jackets. Lucky us! xD
A post dedicated to my wonderful Mrs. Sanders. (Isn't it cool? I still keep in touch with her!) Hope you read this. Thanks for always being considerate about each one of your students. Thanks for making all your lessons fun for us. I still remember "Fun"ics instead of Phonics. Now did I spell that right? Reading lessons were always so fun. And I wrote my first book in your class. What was it again? The fish who learned a lesson. I even have more books in that series. =D
And lastly, but surely not least.. Ever seen my brilliant cursive handwriting? Guess what? All the credit goes to Mrs. Sanders! Yes, I learned cursive in 1st grade. 7 years old. ooh, and never to forget Cursive Coyote. I'm the cousin. woots! =DD
Meet an older and bigger cousin of Cursive Coyote. =DI miss you Mrs. Sanders. =(
Thanks so much for everything that you've done.
God Bless you! <3
ooh and yea. Leap year day. hahaa. And the last day of February.
Two months has already passed. Why does time have to fly that fast. =/
Think about it. Two months. Two months. TWO MONTHS!! omg.
February. Nothing cool in particular. Chinese New Year. Lunch Duty. Thank goodness that is overr. Let's just say I had a bad experience the first time. But things went quite okay after that. Can't wait to get into another team though. ;) Test. Test. Test. I can't remember doing so many test in one month in my whole 1 year and two months in GRC. And my sudden interest in Math. 902! And of coursee, I learned a lot. I observed that when I don't stress over one particular subject I can work faster. No kid. =D and duh. the hugs. the number keeps adding up. I love Shabeta's huggies! And we missed you tons when you were gone.
ooh March.. here I cometh. (:
Thursday, February 28, 2008
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you go to the bathroom?
2. If you have to go grocery shopping,would you rather go alone or with someone?
with someone provided that I'm quite close with her/him.
3. It's your best friends birthday, do you buy them a gift even if they didn't get you one?
4. You win the lottery. Lump sum or small payments over a period of time?
ahem. Lottery is bad.
5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
reasonable level. Imagine hazel listening to blasting music. heh. =P
6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
Snow! I miss you!
7. When do you brush your teeth?
Aftre breakfast and after dinner.
8 . Can you watch scary movies alone?
No. I always have to watch it was my pillow. =)
9. Soft bed or firm?
Bed? Firm. But pillow, I need soft.
10. Would you rather stay home all day,or be out and about with some friends?
Depends on my mood. Most probably with a group.
12. Do you like to keep the peace or be confrontational?
Peace. I can't imagine someone who wants to be confrontational.
13. Are you more likely to be with a large group of people or a few close friends?
both. Dunno. you answer that.
14. What are your plans for December?
hmm.. Christmas. =D
15. If money were not a problem, where would you like to live?
I wanna go back to Maine. =))
16. What is your ideal profession?
Photo editing and animation . Gimp lover!
17. Are you close to your Mom and Dad?
18. What is one fear that you can't seem to overcome?
Something private. You can ask me personally.
I TAG: anyone who wants to do this. xD
If I had wings I would fly, lifting my soul to the sky.
If I had nine lives to live, wish I had you to be with.
If I could make dreams come true, of all the things I would do..
I know that I would be wishing for you!
Juwita Suwito lovee. <3
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I think I'm in love with Juwita Suwito singing. Remember that singer that came to FCS3 in DUMC? She comes to my church. Cool right? Part of fool. =D
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, it's not the end.
Will I ever change the way I am?
Good intentions never saved the man
Is this all that I was meant to be?
Surely there's more to me
If I don't go with my destiny's calling me..
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
'Nways.. a little note from Sara Rida Ibrahim. Remember the sponsored child?
-------Hi, how are you? My name is Sara and I live in a small village in South Lebanon. I thank you from my heart for your love and care.
awws. how sweet..
Hello there Sara!
-------I'm fine, thank you. Let me introduce myself. I'm Hazel, the daughter of the one who is sponsoring you. I live in Malaysia. When I was young I lived in America. I was 4 years old when I went there! I'm surprised that a seven year old like you can write and read. How smart. =) I'm 14 this year.
-------Tell me more about yourself. What do you do in your every day life? What do you enjoy doing? I'm sure a big girl like you have a lot to do, don't you? And next time I write, I'll tell you what I do every day. Okay?
-------Take care and God bless you.
My day was pretty much okay. I guess..
Field trip on Tuesday. =) Those going on Monday suck.
Not truly. I wanna go on Monday! =(
Life can be so unfair. =/
Just some random pictures I came across. heh..
And now I can't stop those angry tears.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Dentist. Now my teeth are all nice and shiny. hahaa. Poor Chech has a vertical split. Ask her about it. Long story.
Birthday. I forgot to write this in my yesterday's post but it's for better cause. In American standards, it'll be today. Well.. today morning. Never minds, I'm confusing you. Yea, and you go, "huh?" told you. hahaa! Back to the point, just a little shoutout..
Happy Birthday Aunty Sue!Now don't I sound hyper? I feel hyper. =)
And for all you observant people, I might not come to school tomorrow. ;D
ooh, and I didn't get sick today. woots for that! =D
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Colorful paper packages tied up with strings
Doorbells, sleigh bells, and snowball fights
Sticky puppy kisses and cuddly hugs
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things
When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad
And I'm sick again. :'(
Friday, February 22, 2008
As i am walking along alone
"Are you ok", you seem different
I'm fine. another lie, though longing to tell the story
It's not that I don't want you in my life
It's just the reality of our lives
That made me realize that our friendship was over
Woke up one day and I it was like I didn't know you anymore
Like everything we've said and done was a dream
A dream that was not meant to last
I never saw this coming
But deep down I knew the day you left
Things were going to change
I just didn't know our friendship was going to end
Times I catch myself looking at pictures of you and me
And seeing the good times we use to have
Then reality over comes me
And I remember our friendship is no more
It was just memories of something I thought would last.
The worst is that it never came out.
Even worst, my brain wasn't functioning and I had to take a test.
And in chapel, I had to inspire some people and help them jump.
Which made me wanna throw up again. =|
Sorry for the dramatic leave in the middle of the preaching guys. =/
I hate being sick. Who likes it?
Thursday, February 21, 2008
When I was down, you were always there to cheer me up..
You made everything right again.
I miss you, Shabeta dahling.You didn't have to go and disappear for 1 whole month. D=
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Happy Birthday Sarah and Jackie!So firstly, I must describe these two awesome friends of mine.
Sarah and her sister. (she's the taller one)Yea, her striking features, her beautiful face, everything about her is beautiful. Not only on the outside but the inside also. =) She's a grand friend and wonderful companion. Daring like me. heh. Once we both were daring enough to go play basketball with all the boys. hahaa. =P And she always understands. Thanks for being such a great friend and God bless ya! Love ya!
No picture. How sad. Well, let's see.. I haven't seen this wonderful friend of mine for a long time. I miss you so much girl! You guessed it, she's way across the world. =( I remember her way of talking, that interesting phrases she thinks up of constantly. Guess what she remember me as? The girl who chases Becka and Tallie around the pavement. Hopefully, a much better memory of me comes to your mind Jackie. oh wells.. I miss chasing those two rascals. =P Thanks for being there to talk to online and I can always share my problems with you. I miss and love you bunches and bunches. One day I hope to see you again. =D
So have a great birthday full of happiness you two.
My day was okay. More function-able than last Wednesday.
But sometimes I just wish..
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.'
Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?'
'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the 'phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?'
'When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.'
'You see my son,' said God, 'the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.'
So all you wonderful girl friends, never be afraid to express your feelings kay?
Monday, February 18, 2008
School. My goodness. I arrived and walked into a puddle of water. Let's say I went sledding into it and wiped up half of it because I went "woosh" into it. My poor bottom. =( hahaa. Told you I was accident pro.
Assembly. I had to lead and of coursee, if you don't know Hazel, I lip sung the whole Negara Ku. Or how's ever thou spells it. I started of saying the pledge badly. Sorry folks, I'm too use to the American pledge. =) "I pledge allegiance to the United States of Malaysia.." Be thankful I didn't say America else I'll make everyone bail even louder in their laughter. Yea, and I repeated the same mistake three times or so. I finally got as close to, "National State of Malaysia". It's suppose to be, "National flag of Malaysia." But it doesn't make sense, why are we pledging a flag by all means?
The funnest was when my sis fell of her chair. I don't even know how. Just remember standing behind her and the chair went flyin', her with it. Before I knew it, my sis was at my feet. Chanelle and I laughed nonstop after that! =D
oh I was taggethed.. =)
At This Moment
I am listening to: Jesus take the Wheel.
I am watching: how can you watch something and type? Weirdo.
I feel like: laughing non-stop? I think I am!
I am thinking of: hmm, well this question.. But that doesn't count so um, my crazy Math problem?
I woke up at: 6am!
I went/going to: school..
I have eaten/drank: chicken rice
The weather is: too hot to be out in!
I wish it was: snowing. That would be wonderland!
The weather was: hot.
But I wish it had been: anywhere but at home.
I went to bed at: 10 something?
I was wishing : for today to come!
You had to choose only one thing to comfort you what would it be?: I should say God, but being honest with myself and everyone, it would be my brother of coursee. He's a really good comforter. =D
You had to name one thing that makes you angriest, what would it be?: when people are lazy and you have to do their work in result of it.
You had to name one thing that makes you the happiest, what would it be?: when God touches me so deeply.
No Special Reason
You have to change places with someone you know for the day, who is it?: hmm, maybe a supervisor?
What term or word do you feel you overuse?: probably "what"
What term or word do you feel others overuse?: of coursee, the most common 'word' I notice, and that is "la"
How long is too long to wait in line?: depends on what you're waiting for.
What is the last movie you saw?: Star Wars Episode 6
What movie do you want to see?: Prince Caspian
Name someone you know now that you wish you could have known as a child: Zoe Meime and Roberts Chorch of coursee!
What kind of first impression do you THINK you make?: hmm, let's see, to the new kiddies in GRC.. I bet they thought I'm rather weird. Especially after this morning! hahaa!
What kind of first impression are you TOLD you make?: Sarah said, "My first impression of you was that you were a very smart kid with a different slang. You were also cute & friendly." heh.
Name someone who turned out totally unlike your first impression of them: Paullyn =)
Make a wish for a friend: I'll do it silently. hahaha!
Tag as many people as you want :)
Well, I will tag :
Zowie Bowie and Roberts Chorch (since you don't know what to update about!)
ooh and copy the real tag at Melissa's blog. I deleted some questions I couldn't answer.. hehe.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
That's why I love this topic. It always last.
Let's just rewind into picture blogging of my last 13 years on this world! Yesie, I can pose! =DD
Thanks so much, Father, for bringing me this far in my life. Just looking at pictures, I can see how much I've grown physically if not spiritually. As I continue to grow, my prayer is to grow more and more into Your image. May this year be a year full of changes for the better!
Saturday, February 16, 2008
anywayss... this gurl is a great sister and i know she always will be...shes also really smart and fast in her studies.. shes always there for me and will always talk to me in the morning before school when nobodys around ;P (another hint!! oh no.. u guys know who i am now..)
sometimes she cant help but be a little crazy.. but u know what? she cant beat the crazyness of me XDDDDDD anyway i still love her as a sister and a friend no matter what. shes so energetic and always full of surprises.
its time for me to go.. oh well..its none other than me, her sister, otherwise known as zoezzzz. tee hee hee...im gone, and im kinda lame too XD *poof*
Thankies Zozo for updating for me. I seriously had NO idea what to blog about. My brain has froze. Seriously. heh. =P 'Nways, thanks again Zoe for making my blog alive. You rock Meime. Love ya! <3
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine's Day. Isn't that suppose to be a happy day? Then why can't I just smile naturally? Why do I have to fake to all of you that I'm happy?
The last Valentine's Day I remembered was in Maine. In schools is America you give a Valentine's card to every classmate. We make little mail boxes then you go around dropping in your Valentine's. And it's candy collecting time too. You get so much candy it'll last you a year. =) How cool is that? And we went on a field trip. Ice skating. oh fun. I miss you!
For me, Valentine's day is a day to appreciate all I've got. Thanks so much guys.
I wish I was on that ship sailing back home. =(
why all this happened
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
but because of who I am when I'm with you.
-Thanks Paullyn for making me laugh when I'm feeling down and always getting your stomach cramps.
-Thanks Sarah for listening to my problems and making me cheer up. Thanks for understanding.
-Thanks Zowie Bowie for making me feel so at home with you. After all, we're sisters!
-Thanks Raquel for walking up and down ramps with me and for your help in my mysteries.
-Thanks Isaac for the teasing and I'm glad I never have to hide anything from you.
-Thanks Roberts Chorch for making me smile even when I have tears in my eyes. Thanks for just acting yourself. And for the huggies and smiles.
-Thanks Gracie for your kindness. I feel so loved when I'm around you.
-Thanks Wee yen for your lame jokes and making me laugh. =)
-Thanks Miss Cath, Mr Fransis, Mr. Fan for supporting us all in our work. So many times, it seems like we never appreciate them. You are appreciated.
-Thanks Shabeta for being there to talk to you. Thanks for making me feel safe to share my secrets with you.
-Thanks Ian Wen for being so cute. I'll miss ya!
-Thanks everyone for being there for me. Thanks for just being friends. Thanks for making memories. Thanks for all the lameness. After all, what are friends for?
Tears are words your heart cant say, dreams are wishes your heart makes. So remember, your tears and dreams mean something, even if its not obvious what about, dont cast them aside without a second thought...
I'm wishing for cuddly hugs and babies in my arms.
For colorful lollipops and Cheesy Charlie.
I'm wishing for the sound of ocean waves against rocky shores.
For blinking lighthouse lights and rolling hills.
I'm wishing for good nights' sleep and dreams come true.
For bluebirds songs and turkey's music.
I'm wishing for snow knee high deep and sled rides.
For Christmas trees all year round.
I'm wishing for wreaths till February 1st.
For stuffing and cranberry sauce.
I'm wishing for Twisters and gummy worms.
For Excaliburs and Galaxies.
I'm wishing that it never ended.
I'm wishing for you..
Now I'm ready to blow. ooh dandelions.
May your petals fly everywhere. May our wishes come true.
Now if I could only find you. ooh little dandelion.
I'll never forget. Becka Boo. Jackie. Stephen Chaves.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Thanks for just making me smile yesterday by telling me a very lame joke. hahaa! It sounded just like the Jackie that I remembered 4 years ago. I miss ya! =(
Chinese New Year vacation ended. I actually had fun in school. It's been a long time before I've actually had a day in school that I actually enjoyed. In my standards that is. heh. And guessie what? I'm in 901 Math! woots! Except I haven't got my book yet. I was rather desperate for it though. Mr. Fan hurry up! =D
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?
Say something that you really mean before it's too late.
Don't take time for granted.
I love you.
No, don't take time for granted..
Saturday, February 9, 2008
I guess not. I know not. I wish though.
ooh sad. =( I wanna go home!
That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger.
No, this sadness has not killed me yet. And it won't.
It's just gonna make me stronger.
Vacation is over tomorrow. I don't regret that I didn't work. heh. Isn't doing 22 pages of Math in one day considered working? hahaa. =P It means a lot of scoring. Plus, I have to fight with someone for the score key. Don't worry, after scoring one more time I'm in Math 901! Yesie! =D
I somehow don't feel like going to school tomorrow though. =/
Thursday, February 7, 2008
6:30am this morning was like the worst experience in my life time. I got a sudden stomach cramp more painful then any other thing I felt before. I don't exaggerate. Well, I do, but not about this. heh. I was like rolling around in my bed and panting. Then, after I drank a cup of water I felt quite fine. Whatever you do, don't be like me. hahaa. I actually exercised yesterday and didn't drink enough water or something. Sad yes. Of coursee, who said I was fit? lols?
And Chinese New Year is here! Everyone goes excited and ang paus come rolling in. Honestly speaking, I don't get how Chinese or just all Malaysians can get so excited. I'm not criticizing your excitement, no. I guess I just can share it with you all. I do understand how excited Americans get over Thanksgiving. It's such a time to be happy and excited and the food is the best then. You'll never eat that sorta food in any Western restaurant here. I guarantee. Not even the supermarkets here hold Cranberry Sauce. How I miss it. =(
But 'nways, for the sake of all wonderful Malaysians, have a great and jolly Chinese New Year. hehee.
And thought of all the things You’d done
I find myself here
Feeling oh so overcome
Could I ever thank You for
What You did at Calvary
When You bled and died for me
How could I ever turn away
Knowing that You paid the price
That I could never pay
The funny memories. How I miss Maine. During a May you suddenly see snow coming from nowhere when it's suppose to be spring. The troublesome task of pushing in your chair as you sit at the dining table with carpet underneath you. Don't laugh. Have you ever had to push in you chair which is twice as big as yourself and on carpet? Sledding right into a tree? Oh and capture the flag when Tallie and I managed to trick the boys. =P Distract and get them into a conversation while the other goes and get the ball. We never said time out did we? =) Yea. And all the friends. Becka, Jackie, Ellie, Tallie, Stephen, Josh, Luke. Half of them already left. =( But I still remember them all. Memories will last forever.
And lastly, a wonderful video about my wonderful old school. Click here. I seriously hope you guys will watch it. Cause if you look carefully at one of the backgrounds when one of the teachers are speaking... You'll see a picture of me.
No, miles can't separate us. I'll always remember you all. I'll love you even when you're gone. =)
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
'Nways, if you don't know anything else about my Chorch other than my terrible description of him *winks* he is much better than that. So don't get the wrong ideas. Plus, I luv his huggies. =D
At least I know he checks my blog often. =P
Oh and a little note to Shab.. of courseee I'll miss ya darhling. As if I wouldn't. I'll miss going to the library and screaming HI to you. I'll miss your wonderful hugs. I'll miss talking to you and listening to your interesting talk. eheheh. And lastly, thanks for always caring about my feelings. I love ya! <3 muah.
Why did you have to go?
I almost forgot! It's someone's birthday today..
Happy Birthday Miss Catherine!
Thanks for being such a great supervisor to all of us. Thanks for teaching us more about God. Continue to grow in him and follow him all the days of your life. God Bless ya!
Oh and guess whatty? I'm almost finished Math 810! Pretty soon I'll be in 9th grade. Yesie! heh. And guess what? I was capable of helping Naomi in her Language Arts. hah. I was once higher than her till she beat me. =/
And check out the "credits" in the sidebar. Isn't it so cool. I have become a blogskin contributer! Check out my blogskin page for more of my templates. =)
I'm so bored. Why does there have to be vacation?
What a description of me. Thanks a lot Chorch. =P
Then in the girlies bog I did that tag and it says:
What do you think about #7 (Roberts)? a very wonderful brother yet irritating at some points of your life and MOSTLY all the time. heh. That's why i roll eyes at him. HAHAHAHAHA.
An even better description. You're welcome Jonnn. =)
My two day week is completed. heh.
I'm rather sad yet happy about it.
Firstly, I don't enjoy vacation. You get so bored at home. =(
and secondly, school sometimes makes me very saddish. heh.
Anyways, aside from my feelings...
Happy Chinese New Year! =)
Saturday, February 2, 2008
And if my life is fruitful, it doesn't matter who criticizes me.
what does it matter?
oh and yes, I was tagged. However, I don't want to do it since it's like others. heh. Sorry Shab. But I do want to tag some people. lols. So..
I tag Sarah, Paullyn, Zoe, Tommy, and Brandon. =D
Check out Shab's blog all ya tagged people. heh.
Friday, February 1, 2008
And chapel was fun. I like running around in circles.
Even if I was sweating like mad. but who cares. =p
Thanks everyone for being such great friends. Even I get mad at someone more often than usual. No, it's not the one you guys think. It's someone else. =/ But then again, you get mad at someone who's close to you cause you know that s/he won't abandon you. =)
'Nways, picture time!
And wouldn't you know it, one of them is my brother.
Don't worry, I didn't take after him. =P
hahah. Well maybe just a bit.
I guess Zoe and Lydia are the only civilized ones in my family. =/ hehee.
Oh you didn't know? Yea, we're crazy! =D