Thursday, October 29, 2009

Lyd gets her SATs results tonight at 8pm. :D I totally forgot about it till Isaac was like, "How'd your sister do?" and I was like, blur for a while till it popped into my head.

I shall post her results soon. :) Hopefully she'll get 2000 and above, I know she will though. I mean, right, my sister is a genius. She's make me feel stupid. :P

Speaking of test, I thought I only got 66% on my French test, but you have no idea how hard it is to hear your teacher say numbers in French. I heard 66% but she actually said 77%. Awesomee right? I feel a whole lot better now, my mom was like, "oohh, go take the DELF test in November then!" I was totally against that cause my French has flown from my head and the books are with Naomi. So, no way.

Alrighto, I better go do the evil book report which I have been procastinating. But it'll be good for me and improve thee writing skills. :D I really really wish I was at tchoukball right now. Tchoukball just relieves me of the very odd feeling of... I have no idea what, that I've been feeling the entire week.

P/s. I think 12 and 13 year old boys are the cutest things. Its just their mantality. The way they phrase things. Its so adorable. Timothy and his smart phrases. :) Jaedon, Joel, Marcus. :D And Paul Mae is pretty. wakaka.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

a word's just a word, till you mean what you say.

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

I did some quiz about myself, link here. Below are the results for my true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Totally agree with the mood changing thing. I am always having a different mood every 10 minutes. I hate my girl hormones. They act up even when I'm not having PMS.

School and life has been really busy, I really just don't want to talk about it. So, just don't ask. And don't ask, "Are you okay?" because I really think that if someone wasn't okay and wanted to tell you about it, s/he would. No one's really gonna tell you "No I'm not okay" in answer to that question.

Jaedon is so adorable. Seriously. Haha. Today after school started the so-very-interesting topic about another CS with Pom and Jaedon. ;) I so can't wait for Saturday. Justine, just tell your brother to read this, and he'll totally understand and explain to you. :P Oh, and the high-five swirling thingy is soo cute. :)

I am currently having a YES-YOU-ARE-CUTE-JOJO conversation. I mean, honestly people out there in the world. Joel is cute right? So now, I have him as my little CUTE brother. :) And that adjective shall never be removed. ;D I just love my pet siblings. Jon chorch, Lyd chech (not pet sib), Matthew didi, Jojo, and Zoe Meime. :)

Okay, I'm fleeing. I, sadly, don't have all the time in the world.
Cascada Every Time We Touch

Saturday, October 24, 2009

And I remember how You found me
In the very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

Hi y'all. :) I am updating this blog for the sake of updating it, not necessarily do I want to, but because I haven't updated it since Tuesday and Joel's been begging.

Anyway, speaking of Joel. I was talking to him on MSN and thus, we started the debate of which is better, being a girl or a guy. I supported that being a guy is better and Joel supported that being a girl is better. Note how ironic it is. Its basically cause, I'm having the stomach cramps and really wishing I was a guy.

The Advantages of being a Guy (by Hazel)
#o1. You don't have to have your monthly best friend like we girls have to. Therefore, no PMS and stomach cramps.
#o2. You won't be looked down on by the opposite gender. We girls always get looked down on because guys think we're weak, over sensitive, etc.
#o3. You are better in sports.
#o4. Girls look up to you.
#o5. You don't have to wear 4 layers all the time. And when having your best friend, 5 layers. You can take of your shirt and act macho!
#o6. Guys can take stress better. And plus, they don't get as many responsibilities as girls do, partly because they aren't that responsible.
#o7. Guys are street smart.
#o8. They generally know more about cars and thus can take care of their automobile well. Also, they have a way better sense of direction (excluding Ry!)
#o9. Joel says boys are simple minded. That is a good thing! Girls minds are too complex. Guys don't have mental breakdowns like girls. Once one issue affects a girl, she blows up and gets all emotional cause it affects all the other issues of her life. Guys, however, do not have to face that. School is school. If a problem happens in school, it does not involve his family life.
#o10. Girls have to rely on guys for some particular things.
#o11. Doing the business part of the family is cool.

The Advantages of being a Girl (by Joel)
#o1. You can cry your eyeballs out without a guy saying, "Stop crying like a girl." because.. you are a girl.
#o2. Guys always seem to get into trouble but girls can slip away from it. (You see, when a boy is talking to his friends in class he'll get scolded for no apparent reason while girls can chat their heads of and get the least scolding ever.)
#o3. You don't have idiotic guy friends who purposely hit you in the wrong part and are a little bit too affectionate.. you know what I mean. (okay fine Joel, I agree with this. Guys are kinda stupid.)
#o4. Girls never need to worry about being mocked if you're a guy with no muscles and fats and you take off your shirt. Basically, because girls are not guys.
#o5. Girls are smarter academically. (I agree!)
#o6. Boys are simple minded. So when asked to write like a 3 page essay bout something, while girls can go on and on boys can only go half a page to 1 and a half pages.
#o7. Guys get proud because girls have to rely on them for some things. (So, its best that as girls, we don't have to deal with ego like guys do.)
#o8. When guys grow up, and get like families and all they have to think about finance, business for the family, whether his business will be sucessful, education for his kids. All the girls have to do is take care of the kids till they grow up... and house chores.
#o9. When a boys voice starts to crack it sounds totally retarded where as when a girls voice cracks, not everyone notices.
#o10. Girls always win. Like, I just did. (by Hazel)

 Yes, girls always win. And in the end, I am glad I'm a girl. Even if we do have less advantages. And if I did start a fight that girls actually are better, I would of won. Because, girls always win. :D

I updated, Joel. Be happy. :)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

And we can build this dream together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now

EDIT; So, today (aka, Monday) was classically fun. :D Kat and I, well, we seemed to have eaten something at lunch that made us go terribly high and we were just rambling on about reading assignments, average grades, and essays to Mr. Nicholas. He was like, "okay." hahah.

Basically, I was given this missionary book about the biography of Nate Saint. And you know, the questionnaire, book report paper thingy - and its like, SO BASIC. So Kat and I started asking Mr Nick why this, why that, etc. Then, my sister comes up with this brilliant idea that instead of reading the boring biography about Nate Saint, I should read Through Gates of Splendor.

So, I go up to Mr Nick and explain that I don't want to do a book report on that biography (even if I already finished reading the book!) and whether I could do it on the Gates of Splendor book. Through Gates of Splendor is about the same incident as Nate Saint, etc. And its written by Elizabeth Elliot, Jim Elliot's wife. I've met her before. I am not lying. Awesome right? In Massachusetts, I met her. :) And you know, she's one of those famous people that are humble and don't take any of the glory. Such a role model.

I really have no idea what I'm getting at, but I think being an MK is just so cool. Actually, I don't see why its called MK cause I mean right, why do they say we're just Missionary's KID. Not exactly a missionary, its like, only our parents were, but that's so.. off. I mean, we MKs are missionaries too because we were in the field too. That's why the newest name for it (okay, its pretty old now, but hardly anyone knows this stuff) is TCK.. And being a TCK is pretty awesome.

As Bee puts it, she has to deal with an "African" and an "American" every single day. I think that's so rad.

Bee really loves to bond with me. I told her, "Let's sit with Sarah, Paullyn, and Josh," at lunch, and she was like, "No. We can sit at the table behind that. We can bond!" =_= .... "Er, bee. We bond every single day since I happen to sit beside youu!"

And she says I can read her brain, and she can totally read mine too. :P We were discussing about who could give Bee transport home and this is how it goes..
Kat can't your dad send you home?
*Bee nudges me*
Haz er, he's overseas.
Kat your mom?
*Bee nudges me*
Haz oh uh, she's overseas too.
Kat your brothers?
*Bee nudges me*
Haz umm, they work late.
Kat your cousin?
*Bee nudges me*
Haz um, err. what? uhh. He's not going for badminton. 

I have no idea why she didn't come to school today, but it was sad. I probably shouldn't say this cause she'll be all gloating tomorrow that I missed her. haha. Hopefully, she was a good girl and did her work! Else, I'll totally scold her.

Award's Night is like exactly 1 month away. That's freaky, cause I just can't seem to get into my head that its one month away, and one month flies by like anything. Not that I'm worried. I am in such a carefree mood today. :P Seriously did not feel like singing today. :) But, I think Award's Night will be chill. It'll be a very sweet moment watching them graduate. Ya'know, bittersweet.

Justine was hyperwenting about CS today like she was absolutely obsessed with it. Haha. I really can't seem to understand her huge obsession, I would totally have a huge obsession on something else.

I currently can't wait for my birthday. wheeee. And the fun I'm gonna have this end of the year and the beginning of next year. So, we have 30 hour famine coming up, and maybe a sleepover at my house too. Then, we have my birthday. :D Award's Night shopping with Quel darl. :) Award's Night and sleepover again. :D Jon's Christmas party at my house. ;) Another slumber. Vietnam! Sarah's slumber. ♥

I feel.. awesome incredible! :)
(basically, I think the word 'awesome' is getting way overrated and overused by the '96 babies of our school.)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

the BE attitudes.

Hard pressed but not crushed,
Perplexed but not in despair,
Persecuted but not abandoned,
Struck down but not destroyed.
2 Corinthians 4:8-9 ♥

So, I woke up and like a good little disciplined girl, I sat myself down at my desk and took out my blueprints. Today, it was about Matthew 5:3-12 - the beatitudes. Have you ever wondered why they are called that? Well, as I was reading the text, I remembered the recent Bible study I just finished, Living Your Life as Beautiful Offering, which focuses on the Sermon of the Mount. I pulled out that Bible study and decided to skim read and review the beatitudes.

That's when I found the verse above. I love the Bible! Its so full of verses that half the time we forget about. Usually, we remember the usual. You know, like John 3:16. John 3:16 is an amazing verse too, but the Bible's so full of secrets and other verses.

Often, the beatitudes feel like the 'Gotta Be's' to me. However, isn't it so much better to look at it as the 'When You Are's'.
_____________, when you are ____________________,
   (your name)                                          (the condition)
Jesus comes with ______________________.
                                            (the blessing)

If you fill in the blanks, it looks like this:
Hazel, when you are poor in spirit,
Jesus comes with the kingdom of heaven.

Isn't it so better that way? And you know that when you give your heart to Jesus, that broken spirit of yours, you become someone who, in the midst of persecution, trials, hard times, stands firm. (2 Corinthians 4:8-9)

Being humble is a hard thing to achieve. However, it makes it so much easier to achieve when you know that simple things like being poor in spirit (the conditions of the beatitudes) is being humble. It is easy to feel exhausted in your spirit, it's easy to mourn, its easy to be meek. Its not a condition though.

Using words to explain this isn't easy, but all I know is that God totally opened my eyes up to another perspective of the Scriptures. And the word humility has whole different meaning to it.

Humility isn't about having low self-esteem. You have to have a positive outlook about life to be humble. A humble person is not concerned with what others think. A humble person recognizes how God created him/her and sees that same uniqueness in others. A humble person can serve, even without recognition or shows of gratitude. A humble person puts herself below others.

To end off, I think Matthew 5:3-12 is one of those passages that everyone talks about. But come to think of it, it has so many different aspects of it. You can learn so much from it. :) I love The Message translation. It puts it in the 'When You Are' context.

3You're blessed when you're at the end of your rope. With less of you there is more of God and his rule. (poor in spirit)
4You're blessed when you feel you've lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to you. (those who mourn)
5You're blessed when you're content with just who you are—no more, no less. That's the moment you find yourselves proud owners of everything that can't be bought. (the meek)
6You're blessed when you've worked up a good appetite for God. He's food and drink in the best meal you'll ever eat. (those who hunger and thirst for righteousness)
7You're blessed when you care. At the moment of being 'care-full,' you find yourselves cared for. (the merciful)
8You're blessed when you get your inside world—your mind and heart—put right. Then you can see God in the outside world. (those who are poor in heart)
9You're blessed when you can show people how to cooperate instead of compete or fight. That's when you discover who you really are, and your place in God's family. (the peacemakers)
10You're blessed when your commitment to God provokes persecution. The persecution drives you even deeper into God's kingdom. (persecuted for righteousness)
11Not only that—count yourselves blessed every time people put you down or throw you out or speak lies about you to discredit me. What it means is that the truth is too close for comfort and they are uncomfortable.
12You can be glad when that happens—give a cheer, even!—for though they don't like it, I do! And all heaven applauds. And know that you are in good company. My prophets and witnesses have always gotten into this kind of trouble.
He Reigns
From Heaven to Earth
My God is an Awesome God 

Friday, October 16, 2009

the currents

With every strike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Currently; just came back from saying "hello" to my chicken from Joel and Ry. :D They adore my chicken. I know right. Such a farmer. :P
Thinking; Jon is hilariously weird..
Roberts says: brb
Roberts says: I gtg eat dinner
(I continue talking)
ǝzɐɥɔǝzɐɥ says: kay, go eat and call me at like 9.30
Roberts says: I WANNA EAT DINNER
ǝzɐɥɔǝzɐɥ says: I JUST SAID GO EAT!
And I am amazingly rad. :D
Compromised with Joel; Since he insist that randomness and awesomeness are of the male gender, I told him he has to let me have amazingness and radicalness for the female gender. :) wheeee~
Pities Beebee; She is sadly insecure. This afternoon she went about asking people whether they ever wondered if their sibling loved them. Or if they loved their sibling. And then she had this long questionare asking us, "So do you think so and so and I are best friends?" We kept on trying to tell her that best friends is so overrated. Finally, I went, "I think its just Bee who thinks it's highly essential to have one best friend. You know, she just feels too insecure." OMG.
Dreaming; about, well. Nothing actually. My brain has suddenly lost its ability to create weird and amazingly impossible stories. Its sad when you stop daydreaming. ♥
Looking forward; to graduating and getting out of highschool. And COLLEGE, learning how to drive, falling in love, getting married, and having my own children. ;)
Feeling; happy & high. Thee finger is back to its original size. Thanks to Josh. ;) and thanks for the fruit roll too.
Math test, completed! 92%, NO babeyy. Terrible grade, freakish careless mistakes. D: Shoot me already. I so wanted a 94% and above.
ISCF; was rad. Worship was awesome. I love those who actually have to guts to go undignified for Christ. :)
Missing; the K12 gang. Seriously, dang it. Its like, no Grace to talk to, no Matthew to tease, no Tommy to see his latest bad Math results, no Fai who's so hilariously CUTE, no Gilbert who is a total bully. ;)  And Isaac Thong Mun Ho. I haven't seen him in ages.
Going to; watch She's the Man. :D
Chris Tomlin Indescribable

Monday, October 12, 2009

First Impressions

Hey y'all. :D Its been a great weekend. Honestly, I didn't expect it to be. Went to Kampar (well, somewhere near there!) for the World Vision Staff Retreat. #1 reason I didn't think I'll enjoy myself there is because the place is desolated, there's practically nothing to do! ;) #2 reason, my sis and I are like the only teenagers. There was two toddler girls, 4 young boys aged 9-12, and one girl age 11.

Well, anyway. Saturday was really hectic. Went to pick my sister up from the Metropolitan College in Shah Alam at 12.15. We waited practically for an 1 hour before she finally came out of the room! Then, we had to head back to my house because one of the tires had a problem. Ate lunch then, and finally set out. Had to go visiting places before finally arriving at the destination at 5.30ish.

Ate dinner, etc. Went for the 1st session thingymajigg, stayed for the introduction, games, and then when the preaching was about to start, slipped out. ;) Of course right? Haha, Marcus and Nicholas slipped out too, so we went to play basketball in pitch blackness. It was pretty terrible cause well, we kept on shooting not seeing anything, and the ball kept on landing in the puddles of water.

Oh, on the random note, this is when I remembered that Marcus knows Paul Mae. ;) HAHA, I asked Marcus and he was like, "Yea. You know her?" And Jie jie Shu Yi knows Sarah, and Uncle Mark knows Uncle Kevin. Small world indeed.

Back to my tale, we decided to stop playing basketball and went to the library with the other two boys (I get their names really confused) and played Skip-Bo. That was pretty funny cause Chech and I were screaming and all, and all the other boys were all quiet with concentration. Then we decided to play the LIFE game we found in the cabinet, but it was Star Wars addition and really really confusing. Like, wth right? Star Wars addition for Life. :-O The caretaker must of loved Star Wars or something cause there was Star Wars addition for Risk also.

Watched Miracle till 12pm with some of the others. :)

The next day, we had a church service which I did attend cause its like church so we children were good boys and girls and sat through the really boring (no offense) service. Oh, and the 11 year old girl Ellie is really good and sat through all the sessions while all of us other kids totally skipped it. She's really shy and skinny, I mean, poor girl, she's skin and bones. And I just can't talk to her! I know right, I'm like Hazel, the one who talks to everyone. ;D

We all set out for lunch after that, and ate at some restaurant in Kampar that served really yummy food. There was like 7 dishes, 1 soup, and unlimited rice and it only cost RM160 for one table of 12 people. :)

Then we went to some Orang Asli developement project base place. Chech and I ran up the long winding road up the hill that was like 2 to 3 km long while the others either drove up or walked up. Then there was this long talk about what they do etc, and I actually sat through half of it till I realized that the other kids and my sis were having fun outside. Totally escaped and went to join them. :P Was trying to find sweet grass and I kinda succeeded, except it wasn't as sweet as the ones in Maine.

We then had a tour around, learned about plants, visited the goats, watched the boys act like boys looking out for insects. Then someone almost got bitten by a leech and that is when Marcus, Nick, and I all got paranoid of them. We were all like stamping around and never staying still which was very smart of us because actually leeches get attracted by vibrations. Oops!

Visited this waterfall nearby but I didn't even touch the water due to my sneakers and by the time I arrived, it was pretty crowded. My family, Uncle Mark, and Nick set off early. We arrived like 30 minutes before the others, so we played soccer. It was Nick, Lyd, and I against Daddy. Haha, very fair okay. Cause I was all breathless when we finally beat Daddy. Then, Dalton or whatever his name joined Daddy's team which was the smartest move ever. I mean, seriously. He was goooood. They totally beat us.

Night time was no biggy. Played Mafia, some games, and Daddy was hilarious. There was cherades and he had to act out Lion Dance. He starts dancing, and everyone's hand goes up. Jie Susan was like, "Okay, stop. STOP STOP!" cause he kept on dancing. :P Everyone was laughing like crazy hard.

Today, I skipped the last session as well. Tried to figure out Star War's LIFE. Failed, very unsuccessful. Got bored and played Skip Bo when Marcus joined. Played Heartattack too. :P Went swimming after that, played Fire and Ice which was extremely exausting because my sister and I were always Ice. I mean, pity the little fellows. And its exhausting, always swimming to resue the others. But when I was Ice, I had everyone frozen in 5 minutes. :D

Overall, it was fun. :D Plus, I bought Wonka candy from the awesome Jaya Grocer down the road, I'm serious, its amazing. Its like Cold Storage. Gobsters and Nerds, yea babeyy. (oh, and sorry for the absolute boring typical update of an outing. I just felt like writing the typical post). No pictures taken, at all. I'm serious. I was like anti-camera this time around.

Chech is all very happy and no longer grumpy now that her SATs are done and over with. She gets her results end of the month. And she's passing me her books, and I'm like, 'ooh, who am I suppose to give this book to?' and she's like, 'It's for youu, donkey.' WHAT? I still have until 2011. :D

I ♥ conversing in French with my Jie. Its just awesome.
I ♥ stalking people on Facebook. I mean, that's what Facebook is all about.
I don't ♥ doing school work. Which is what I should be doing because last week I hardly did any, and I brought books on vacation but was having too much fun, I didn't get any done. Math kills, and LA is so detailed, shoot me.

See y'all people tomorrow or whenever. :)
Westlife Swear it Again

Friday, October 9, 2009

Okay, I'm off for vacation #5 as of 2009. :D

You took the fall, and thought of me. Above All ♥

To You, I give my life
Not just the parts I want to
To you, I sacrifice these dreams
That I hold on to

Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here's my life

3 words. What a week! But honestly, its been good. I've learned a lot more than I have in 1 year. I didn't really accomplish any work, but this week it's like I was focusing on the spiritual side of life, and I really feel like I'm back on track with God.

On Thursday, Pastor Dennis preached for devotion and he really spoke into my heart. He talked about dying to yourself, your dreams, and give God your life. That was really hard particularly for me, because this whole week I've been thinking seriously about my future (refer to Sunday's and Wednesday's post). I realized I have to give up those ambitions and let God take the steering wheel. If God's will for me is my dreams, then good. But if they're completely different than what I could want, let it be. He's master of my life.

Not like I'm completely fine about giving up my dreams. Hello, I'm human. But it seems that the that certain part of secular world I want to go in is dangerous and it robs your mind. Everyone connects the word "Hollywood" with evil. Why isn't there a soul in Hollywood who makes a difference? Whom people really respect, someone who doesn't only become an idol.

Speaking about respect, I am a huge fan of it. I have very limited respect for people. But, just a recap, what does respect mean? The dictionary defines it as, "esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability".

I take respect really seriously. One cannot simple respect someone without the latter earning that respect. You don't suddenly meet a stranger and gain respect for him. However, as you slowly spend time with that person, his actions may gain respect.

My dream is not only to go into performing and etc, its to gain respect from the world. I know, I have wide dreams, but I also have confidence in myself, and with God I can achieve that. But to gain respect from the world, I must first gain respect from the family, friends, town, country, and then slowly, the world.

I'm sorry if I have ever wronged anyone of you. I am extremely quick to judge and speak badly about a person I don't like. Those of whom I said sorry to in person today, I pray that you'll forgive me and that we'll become good friends. :)

I don't want any enemies in this world. But I don't want just partway friends too. Thankyou for being true friends, yes YOU. And I ask you all, if I have offended you in anyway, if I have been wrong in anyway, please please confront me and tell me so. That's what true friends are for.

You guys have no idea how much I love you. Sarah, Quel, Roberts, WeeYen, Josh, Kelvin, Isaak, Paullyn, Bee, Kathryn, Vickie, Ry, Fer, Saph, Joel, Tommy, Matthew, Grace K, Grace W, Justine, Isaac, Deniece, Charmaine, and..

I'm really glad for the exercise today. It was like, seeing the other side of you all. It was just an amazing breakthrough seeing people going up to people and apologizing. And it was like a breakthrough for me just going up to people and saying sorry before I even thought about being shy.

And I [heart] mental breakdowns. I'm serious. I'm a girl, and I seriously feel that my fellow girlfriends are missing out a lot when they feel ashamed to cry in public. I seriously don't care, or more like, I can't help it. ;)

Keep growing in the Lord. He's just incredible and indescribable. He's the one I can just blabber to about anything. He's the one who's lap is always available for sitting in, and his hugs are the ultimate best. He's the one who's in control of the universe, the earth, your life, and me. Je l'aime beaucoup. :)
Chris Tomlin Amazing Love

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


♥  I currently feel like talking about CS. ;) [I know you ask, what is CS? I was like that too, till my partner in CS explained.]
  Worship practice went pretty well. I am so happyy. :D
  Plus, its absolutely rad that Josh is back.
  I got a work lamp thingy-ma-jigg and its awesome cause now I can stay up late working my brains out and the parental unit won't know. :P
  Kelvin and I are like peanut butter and bananas friends. I love him and if he doesn't love me, well then, I won't help him with his work. ;)
  I so had the mood swings today, but now I'm perfectly fine. Skipped lunch, didn't feel like joining the girls babbling, didn't feel like eating..
  P.E. was... exasperating.
  I feel honored because of all the complements I receive. I mean, not being proud or anything, but complements seriously make you happy. You should say more. :P
  I seriously can't wait to go to college. I am thinking very seriously about going into Arts but its scary and I don't know exactly major I wanna take in that category. Graphics, Interior Decoration, Performing, Stage Decoration?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Life's like this hurricane of activities, and I feel like one of those old grandmothers hanging on tight to the safety bar on a rollercoaster instead of letting go and enjoying the ride. :)

So, today was the start of the Award's Night practice thingy-ma-jigg. And to me, it went terrible. Practically cause I felt I was doing a solo for Old Rugged Cross; I seriously couldn't hear ANYONE singing. All I could hear was my very loud voice, over the speakers, especially since I was the only one with a mic.

Tomorrow there's PE, which cuts off a lot of good productive working time, then there's a meeting I have at 2, let alone, a Bible study to attend at the same time. I so wish I could be at two places at the same time! ;) Then there's worship practice. Could a day get more busier? Actually, yes. Good thing I don't have French at the night time anymore! :D

P/s. I'm going out shopping tonight. :) Get jealous.
P/p/s. Lyd's taking SATs on Saturday. Pray for her!
P/p/p/s. I'm off on vacation right after my sister finishes her SATs. :D
P/p/p/p/s. Get more jealous. :P

Sunday, October 4, 2009

gifts - gotta be thankful. :)

Time is going really slow. And I totally didn't do anything productive this weekend. On Saturday, I went to watch the airplane acrobatics thingy. Totally rad. :D

So, my sister's heading off the USA next year, and I really can't wait for my turn. ;) Honestly, it sounds freakish scary and everything, but imagine, just being free. :) I even set up a College Board account already.

Well, I'm looking forward to this week not cause I'm gonna be crazy busy, so no sports this week. D: Sadly. But next week, I'm so taking a break. Anyway, quick shoutout, readers of this blog, please please cooperate with Kat and I on Tuesday and Thursday. I am hoping y'all will open your mouths nice and big, and that I might be able to hear you! hahaha.

Okay, I know I'm a total copycat, but I shall copy Vickie's "For YOU."
You I adore you. I aspire to please you. I love you like craze. You're always there for me when I wish the floor would just swollow me up. You're the bestest brother I could ever wish for. :)
You I miss you darling. Its like, not having the other part of me anymore. I miss our boy codes, rating of guys, and etc after ever. Couties!
You Yes, I do care, but I'm so disappointed in you. You too. I see so much potential in both of you, but you guys don't use it! But I love ya. :)
You I love going HIGH with you on MSN. You so know who you are. And your sort of cuteness is SO NOT overrated. ;P
You Still haven't found the 'off-button' yet, but I love you like madness. 6o'clock in the morning, baby. :D
You and you I'm so glad I met you guys. I love working with you and talking about the randoms with you. American accents. :D
You are like my little annoying brother whom I love to tease and talk to. I really respect the way you do what's right even through all the peer pressure I see you go through. But honestly, you are such a ladies man.
You I miss you. I miss chatting with you, telling you everything, and listening to your lame comforting reasons.
You I love talking to you about the potential guys have, but how they terribly misuse it. And the certain topic we always talk about. xD
You TTY, LTY, CTY! ;)
You my darling Sarah. What more to say?
You with the muscles, crew cut, and guns. haha, this is so random!
You There's so many more. But, you guys rock. :)
You whoever you are. Till, I finally meet you. Mine. #14.
Beyoncé Halo

Friday, October 2, 2009

Quel; and the puppy went POP into the drain.
Joel; *with that face of his, starts laughing.* It went POP!
My week was stressful, and my freaking hands kepty on secreting that watery sticky discretion. It one of those problems 10% of the world's population has, and unfortunately I am one of those 10%. Its really frustrating causee.. like on Thursday, I went CRAZY stressed cause I couldn't even hold my pencil. D: Like currently, feet and hands are.. sticky. Agh.

WAIT, I go visit Mr. Sink. :D

Okay, scratch that my week was stressful. Well, it was. But can't you tell that I'm like WAY like, HIGH, like, RIGHT NOW. Like, totally. Like, seriously. Like, like, like, omg. HAHA. Its all the outmeal cookie's fault. It made Bee and Kat drunk and then we couldn't stop laughing, and then. Tchoukball was just like, awesomee. Like, seriously. Like, Kat was trying to aim at Joel's hand and it like whacked him in the chest, and we were like "OMG"ing for like, 5 minutes straight. And being sarcastic with Jon Wong is soo hilariously funny cause he reacts like I wasn't being sarcastic.

Like, did you notice how many LIKES I used. ;)

AMERICAN ACCENT ROCKS. Go me, Kat, and Vickie. :D

So, today's ISCF was pretty cool. Only like 2 new people came, but they were really reseptive and all. I like danced with them during Friend of God. I mean, some people who've been in our school for months still can't even dance. Really pity them, cause.. dancing is just awesomee.

Then, we were divided into 5 groups. My group was awesomee. It had Vickie, the HOT Joel, the very helpful Bee, Paullyn, Justine, Chanelle, cutie Kimberly ( I miss talking to her man! ), and the others of course. Practically did all the talking, and I hardly planned. :P But it was alright, right team? I just spoke about shared some testimonies, opened up a group discussion, and asked them, "Why do you believe in Jesus?" And omg, it was embarrassing when Nathaniel shouted out that I had talked about going to parties. O_o. SO DID NOT.

Haha, and Weeyen showed the most ugliest picture of Zac Efron. I was like laughing like a hypocrite, it was just soo funny. Cause he was talking about er, the hot celebrities we know, and then he shows this picture of Zac Efron, and it was just UGLY. Although, Zac is hot.

Kay, birthday wishes to the babies. :)
Melinda Lien; I love you darling! :D I love your dancing, your drawing skills, and I shall achieve doing a split, trust me. (Omg, I was 5 inches from the ground today. Like, seriously!) :) You rock girl!
Gong Di Cheng; Well, what to say? You're just you, and its a really hilarious you, you are. :D I remember that spasm of Christian Songs. :P And gumdrops are coolness.
Lim Wee Yen; Happy Birthday! Thank you for being such a role model, for always helping, trying to please everyone, caring for each one of us, putting so much pressure on yourself, and following Jesus. I really really respect you, and you better take that seriously, because.. there's only a handful of people I respect. :)

Justine and I are having a "boys have no common sense" conversation. ;) Its really interesting, but don't you think girls are surprising STRONG, and guys are MEANT to protect us, but they absolutely fail. :P
Christina Millian Us Against the World