Sunday, May 31, 2009

no boundaries.

Vacation is heree! :) Yes, I'm so glad, and wish it was longer. :D But, by the time this week is over, I'll be like, when's school starting again?! :P
  We are awsomeeee. :)
(Plus, there's this sign behind us that says : SITTING AREA IS STRICTLY OFF-LIMIT TO GRC STUDENTS.)

Friday was hectic. I completely hit the stone wall by the time I realized I still have French to overcome. It started out with praise and worship and assembly - I know, on partey day! =\ Anyway, it was so not a eat and eat sort of party, it was like.. sit in the corner and depress. Haha, I am not deprived, I was just having terrible red flag cramp. :(

After school, practically half the school headed off to 1U. Honestly, it was pretty torturous. Number 1, by the time I got there, I was already exhausted from all the pain and stress about camp tees. Number 2, I didn't exactly want to go, I was just going for the sake of occupying my day. Plus, the people I went with wasn't exactly 'click-click' like magnets, so I have to be thankful that at least Isaac & Jon went. :) I haven't spent time with Isaac for ages, so it was nice to catch up on him. And Jon, I love him man. He and Tetsuo actually made the trip bearable.

Well, we watched Night At the Museum 2. It was okay only, I don't really think its one of those really amazing movies that makes me cry or love it so much, I'll watch it again immediately if it was possible. I'm just glad they didn't force me to watch Terminator or something, cause I'll probably be so scared. Yea, I already found Night At the Museum scary, just at the beginning. :P The music, and don't mock.

&&, Tetsuo's dog is SO adorable, I'm in love with her. =) I haven't seen a minature schnauzer since Barkley, and that was like 3 years ago.

French that night was pretty hard, cause I was trying my hardest to pay attention, and I'm dreading studying for my coming exam at the end of June.. but after that, CAMP! I'm sooo excited. :D Can't wait till we go to PD and have a natural pedicure in the sand, run through the waves, and bring memories back of my beautiful Old Orchard Beach in Maine. Oh, and torture you all. :P
You guys better register soon. :D

Thursday, May 28, 2009


Something matters more than trying to fit in.
I don't care if I'm not the richest person on earth,
if I can't click in with 'friends'.
If I don't have the latest gadgets.
If I'm unaccepted.

I'm learning that life is more than being popular,
being accepted by friends,
going out on outings,
wearing the latest fashion or something stylish,
becoming beautiful in worldly sense.

I believe wealth is a blessing,
and my father's owns a thousand cattles on a thousand hills.
He will always provide.

I've learned that having a 'good enough' life
Is indeed good enough.
My treasure is in heaven, not here.

I'm learning to be generous with my life.
Giving my time, attention, love to people.
And being a beautiful offering for Him.

Nothing matter's more then being beautiful in his sight.
My bestfriend. :)

Monday, May 25, 2009

My sister gets to skip school whenever she likes, how awesome I tell you. :)

Anyway, Uncle Kevin came today. Omg, I really miss him like crazy. School just is so different without him around. D:

& my honey Bee, when are you coming back?

Let's hope she never sees this, else she'll go on for a week. ;P Darlingg, can't wait to see you tomorrow or umm, Wednesday. :)

Oh, I watched this awesome movie which made me cry my eyeballs out, and I'm serious. I usually don't cry when I watch a movie.

Its kinda like a emotional, grown-up, sort of movie, but its nice. Its about marriages and ots Christian. Check out the cover, he's holding flowers behind his back. Haha. :) Its soo sweet and sad. I'll rate it with 9/10 cause it's the type of movie you'll laugh at one moment, and the other, crying.

Well well, I gotta finish up my French hoomework as I have French replacement class tonight. Aghh, but when I come home, I'll have strawberry shortcake. YUM! That is soo my sister's favorite and traditional birthday treat. :D

SAPH! Why you never come today?! :\

Saturday, May 23, 2009

take a breath.

I'm shaking all over with weakness, and I'm not exaggerating. I'm quite sure I'm over exerting myself, thus I'm taking a little break. I haven't blogged since last Sunday, which is quite an accomplishment. Its been a busy week.

I've been working on Camp Tees the whole entire week and just now, I had to redo the whole design just to make the resolution higher. Its quite frustrating, but I'm finished. :D My mom says when I feel weak ( I felt weak on Tuesday as well) I should eat sugar or maybe I don't have enough oxygen?

WHAT? I am breathing.
*takes a deep breath and exhales*

So let's hope its the sugar reason. Thus, I can have a sugar rush and eat candy in school for the reason of feeling faint if I don't. muahah.

I miss Zoe and Matthew extreme.  Just received a letter in the mail from Zoe on Monday, it was so awesomely exciting. Now, we are writing the longest emails to each other. Private stuff, straight from the heart, and its so nice to ramble to each other. :) I'll probably email Melissa sooon, when I have the time.

I need to continue my art piece and crocheting, plus I really want to go work out in my beloved pool, j'aime beaucoup fait de la natation. :D Plus, I need to review my French, cause I have this feeling a pop quiz will pop up or something and I'll do badly.

Well well, I need to finish writing my Language Arts speech and finish writing notes and the last Self Test for my evil Science 903. Its so freaking hard okay. And I need to review it really well so I don't fail like everyone does. Oh evil sedimentary, igneous, metaphoric rocks as well as continental shelves and volcanoes. Ugh.

Charmaine, thanks for feeling me. haha! :P

Well, birthday wishes before I carried away yea. :)

Gilbert Tan (May 13th) - Thanks for being a great and irritating friend, but we definitely miss your presence in school. Haha, okay not really but.. :P

Fai (May 15th) - We miss your cuteness. hahaha. Like how you can never say "hi" to me, loool. And you in chapel practice strumming your bass. :)

Uncle Kevin (May 16th) -
We really miss youu okay. :) Thanks for being such a great role-model.

Brenda Cher (May 19th) - For being a friend even if we don't see each other often and stuff.

Lydia Chech (May 22nd) -
Color coded sisters.

Wakaka. :)

Pictures about how awesomely crazy her day was will be up soon. :D Keep tuned, cause you'll see how she will look like when she's an aunty. :P

Sunday, May 17, 2009

What counts now.

Friday was awesomee. :) Went up for prayer, and just started crying. It felt like He physically took me into His lap, His arms around me, and was comforting me there. The pastor didn't even pray for me, but I realized that it doesn't matter. If God has something installed for you, it doesn't always have to come through a person, he can just touch you himself. :D

I realize that we are all going through hard times, Sarah, Keiffer, and some people keep it in really quietly like a man or something. I guess that as you grow older, problems are kept more to yourself, and even you're closest friends don't really know. I haven't talked deep stuff to Raquel and Sarah for ages, but I just being with them is a comfort in itself. :)

It seems like every single circumstance I go through, God's always putting different people in my life to help me go through these times. I feel so extremely blessed for people like Jon, Zoe, Matthew, Keiffer, Tetsuo. :) The first three practically know everything, and its strange cause I hardly see them at all, and I miss them like craze.

Well, life continues and I can't pause it, currently focusing on school work, birthdays, camp! :D Ry and Sarah are coming over soon, in like 1 hour, and we'll be baking. :) Sarah's sleeping over, which will be awesome cause like... WHOOO! She gets to experience waking up at 6, ahaha. :P Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day, but heck, I'm excited. =D

Zoe, for understanding my craziness. :) I really wish you were here, to whisper with, sympathize with, have fun, and go through times together. I really really miss you so much, darling.
Matthew, for your crazy reasons that make me smile, and being pathetic. :) And for keeping your mouth shut like its sealed with masking tape. Well, I hope its been shut. ;P
Saph, womann! We should talk sometime, seriously. :D
Grace Wong, I love being your neighbor almost as much as being Bee's, cause at least I can talk real deep stuff with you. :) Spiritual stuff is basically what we talk about, no I'm serious. Its great.
My honey Bee, I miss youuuuuu! D:

Thursday, May 14, 2009

GRC Camp '09

Wheeee. :D School camp is coming up in July and I'm in the main committee. :) Registration forms will be coming up soon, so make sure you sign up for it ASAP. Its gonna be loads of fun, and this time, there will be Tees!

A must since you all are curious about What's Up? :P

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

there will always gonna be another mountain...

.... I'm always gonna want to make it move. :)

Well, ready for a real long update? My life has been full of baking. :D Its fun. except my sis always screams at me cause everything has to be done her way. But i wouldn't even bother baking unless she mentions it. It just isn't really my thing.

 Coconut Cream Pie. :)

Baked Apples. :)

Orange cupcakes. :)

And Grace bought this fabulous yarn for me from Europe (not sure which part), but its awesomee!

I started crocheting something awesome, I promise youuuu, but it didn't get very far and its in a bag under the sofa. :P Hahah, I can knit, crochet, cross-stitch - everything - perfectly well, it just isn't my type. x) It will get done eventually. During the June holidays maybe. Its too awesome - I can't let you in on the secret.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Went out to this unique mamak store in Section 17 or SS2, can't remember which - my sense of direction doesn't even exist. Had an Mango Ice blended and I love you, soo delicious. Its a drink by the way. My sis ordered a Napoleon which was a sausage rolled up with ham and chicken.

And I ordered a pizza dragon. :)


That store is pop-uuuu-larrr. Hahah, the owner of the store is filthy rich, he has this huge jeep that he drove up real proudly and I didn't take a picture of it. Didn't think of doing so till I was gone. :P

Went to Tesco and then to Metrojaya for shopping. Wanted to buy this super cool blouse but it was like RM70, so like forget it. Hahah, I did go try it on and stuff, but the pic was rushed.

Monday, May 11, 2009

 Did an art project. =)
Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Happy Birthday, Tetsuo. :D
Thanks for being the one who drags me up to lunch,
getting me to eat before I get gastric, buying me ice creams,
helping me with Art, and everything else. 
You're a great friend. :)

Till I write again.. just wanna wish the May babies an awesome birthday.
  • 13th - Gilbert
  • 15th - Katelyn
  • 15th - Fai
  • 16th - Uncle Kevin's :)
  • 19th - Brenda
  • 22nd - Lyd =)
  • 26th - Brandon Tan

Sunday, May 10, 2009

For my mother.

A mother's love determines how
We love ourselves and others.
There is no sky we'll ever see
Not lit by that first love.
Stripped of love, the universe
Would drive us mad with pain;
But we are born into a world
That greets our cries with joy.
How much I owe you for the kiss
That told me who I was!
The greatest gift--a love of life--
Lay laughing in your eyes.
Because of you my world still has
The soft grace of your smile;
And every wind of fortune bears
The scent of your caress.

Thankyou, Mommy, for everything. Je t'aime. :)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I have free time!

OMG, I haven't felt so content and at peace for a long time. :D Usually, Wednesday's are always my stress A LOT days. Why?

#1. There's PE, and you have to exhaust yourself, change into clean clothes while you're sweaty, and then have a nice taste of a room full of guy's deodorant.
#2. By the time PE is over and all, we have the littlest time to get work done, as well as a proper breathing body.
#3. I'm always rushing to finishing my French homework.
#4. There's French in the night time!
#5. Its so hard to study for test on Wednesday, no time at all. I've concluded not to take test on Thursday.
#6. I get stressed and just don't coperate properly when I am.
#7. Today, only this particular Wednesday, I had to do lunch duty for Sarah Ti Yen Weng, and half the team members were missing. So, I only had 2 juniors to help me. xD

Here's the positives of this supposedly blue Wednesday.
#1. PE was fun. Basketball without guy interference makes you actually excersise.
#2. Didn't smell any deodorant today! :D
#3. I finished pretty much all my French homework yesterday.
#4. NO FRENCH TODAY! Got an SMS after school saying it was canceled. *jumps!*
#5. I'm not taking a test tomorrow, so no need to study!
#6. Didn't get stressed.
#7. Dispite my little amount of people, my faithful friends Tetsuo and Raquel joined in with lunch duty. We did more talking than cleaning, I kid. :P

I'm pretty content. School days have their funny moments also.

Mr Nicholas *reading from Scripture* In the beginning there was the Word, and the Word was with God and God was the Word.
Jonathan Teh Oh, Miss Catherine ah?
Mr Nicholas Noo, the Word was here, then it was blamed, persecuted and then crucified on the cross.
Jonathan Teh Oh, THAT Word.

HAHAH, it was so funny the way you went, oh thattt word. :D

Kelvin eh, play basketball tomorrow okay?
Lydia There's no boy who's decent during basketball anyway.
Kelvin What does that mean?
Lydia Like act kind.
Kelvin WHAT? Ex-wife?

EDIT - as of May 7th

Hazel *referring to color code* Do you have yellow?
Keiffer What's yellow?
My gosh, you are so blur and you keep on denying it. :P

I'm enjoying this night without French or my sister around. =) Tchao!

Monday, May 4, 2009


When I was a little girl, living in this beautiful condominium that was furnished, had a dishwasher, and everything I could ever want of a house, I remember one week before a snowy Christmas, my dad came home from work. He came up, put down his stuff, and with a mysterious smile, disappeared out the door again. I immediately followed him out into the hall and watched him through the window as he brought up two huge boxes.

Our whole family was in a furry of excitement as we opened the boxes. I recalled that the first items taken out was a Eeyore and Tiger. :) After that, came boxes of different sizes wrapped in the most colorful Christmas wrapper. There were at least 40 gifts, about 10 for each person in the family.

Of course, my sister and I were beyond control, jumping up and down, and arranging our gifts under the Christmas tree. I guarantee you, it filled that Christmas tree to the maximium.That was definitely my #1 Christmas. The whole morning on Christmas day was spent opening my presents. Art sets for me, sewing baskets and materials for my sister, warm clothes for winter, etc.

My mom called it as being 'spoiled'. Probably my first time experiencing being spoiled. Well, it was the first time I realized the definition of that word.

Do you ever feel like God never did anything for you? Like he has never blessed you in such a way that you start jumping for joy? Has God ever spoiled you?

Now imagine this. Its almost Chirstmas time, but it has not been a good year for you. You dad is about to be executed for the crime you and your family committed. Suddenly one day, in the mail, a huge, brightly wrapped present arrives at your door. Your family surronds it, and inside is just a small letter. All it states is that someone has died in place for your dad.

And that's what Jesus did for your sin.

I just want to tell you this, I'm darn spoiled. Spoiled way beyond than what I deserve. Don't you think having someone die for my sin is already enough? Spoiled enough? Then why are we always blaming God for not doing enough, not being around when we're suffering?

If God doesn't anything else for you, don't you think he has done enough already?

But God loves me so much, He's done even more for me. :)

I'm not saying God won't help you anymore or anything, but why do we expect him to? If he doesn't do more, we blame him. Heck, he's done enough. So even if you have to go through sufferings, hardships, trials for him, do realize what he has done for you. And honestly, he doesn't really have any reason why He should do more, so just be thankful of what He has already done.

And because of this, I can jump in joy and touch the sky. Even if I don't have a boxful of presents, and even if life isn't the way I want it to be, even if I get so stressed sometimes, He's done enough. For me.

What about you?

Friday, May 1, 2009

and so are you.

Rachel Lampa If you believe
Francesca Battistelli Free to be me
Casting Crowns Who am I?

When I rush with my updating, its so mix-matched. Thus, rewrite. :P
  • Had a haircut on Wednesday, and now my hairs super short - as it is always described. ;P
  • Life can't be paused, as much as I wish it could be.
  • I hate and like many things at one time, is that even possible? Or, more like, "Did I just say that?" Okay, I don't actually hate it. 
  • Dreaming on a wishing star is just not reality.
  •  People should start spelling my name as "Haz" instead of "Haze". (aka. Sarah, Justine, Lyd, and Robs) haha, I like being called "Haz" cause nicknames are affectionate, but spelling it as "Haze" makes me sound dusty, hazy, and like Kelvin's joke : He can't breath when I'm around. ;)
  • People say I look 10 (?) and some go, "So young?" when I say I'm 15. How old do I look?! :-O They also say I don't look Chinese. Some say, "Hawaiian" but that probably because its just so remote and I have such unique features. HAHA.
I'm writing like someone I know, but I can't put my finger on it.

Thursday, April 30th.

Went to Desa PartCity, and its huge and humongous, and posh. Hahaha. Well well, er. We had a farewell party for some of my parent's friends who are moving to India to be missionaries there, instead of here. My sister and I tagged along because we had to make sushi for them (like waitresses, wakaka) and cause I had to see the dog. :D Well, she, Gracie, the dog, was every cute thing imaginable. :) She's so friendly and I held her for like 10 minutes and petted and massaged her for ages. =) Ohlala, love.

After eating, and some worship, prayer, and farewell messages, etc. we went up with LiAnne, who's 9, and played the Wii. Yesh, my first time. :) It was fun, cause all you do is fling the remote everywhere. HAHA.

Came home at 11, and as I was turning the direction of my fan, the whole thing starts spluttering and screaming. I quickly switch it off and go "OMG, OMG, OMG CHECH!" hahaha. Well, literally, a fan has three blades spinning, and one of them just all cracked up. It was freaky, ohemgee. Heh, so now I'm restricted from my room and am residing in the living room. D:

Random note: I got 100% on my sister's test on Facebook, so ignore the 87% mark. LOOL. She put the wrong answer as correct, but I actually picked the right answer. Its confusing, but I know her. :P

Cause I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
On my own I'm so clumsy
But on Your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me. :)