*phoof* off I go...

I'm off to Cameron Highlands for 3 days! Woohoo! I so can't wait! Of course, it was hard saying bye to all my fellow friends. Especially Sarah! muahaha. She was going hyper today and hugging me like nuts! Maybe cause we didn't go for PE. Too much stored up energy. random guess...

So yea, just to warn you all: please don't miss me too much. After all, you'll see me on Sun at FCS3 or on Mon at school. Please don't cry. yea, I'm going nuts. More like I'm gonna cry! I'm missing...

JOYCIE'S BIRTHDAY!!

How saddening is that? There's gonna be cupcakes, which I love! And worst of all, I'm gonna miss it!! *sob* "oh joyco, enjoy your birthday without me."

Oh yea, and funny fact. I gave Joyce an early birthday hug after school today. With ice-cream in my hand. And after I hugged her I turned to go down to ramp, when....

My ice-cream smacked her in the face!!

Yep, how smart can I get? Oh well, early birthday treat Joyce! And here is a specially dedicated post to you, my birthday girl! You rock and your cuteness seriously blows me away! And a super entertaining neighbor. I get to sit beside worms and interesting bugs very often! And enjoy your birthday without me. Don't miss me too much. haha

Well yup, that's it for today. Gonna miss ya all...

Sarah, Shabeta, Grace Kam, Grace Goh, Joyce, Esther, Raquel, Paul lyn, Zoe, Emily, Roberts, Tommy, Isaac, Soph, Wee yen, and everyone else.

Angles Are All Aound Us

Today we almost got into a car accident on your way to school. If we had braked 5 seconds later our car might of been smashed up. As you know, I'm dramatic so don't get too worried. But I believe that if I had spiritual eyes, I would be able to see an angel in the middle of both cars, keeping us from bumping into each other. Wouldn't that be amazing? And it is true.

Angles are always surrounding us. Except we can't see them. They're always protecting us. Isn't that wonderful? We all each have a 'body guard'. In other words we all have a guardian angel. Remember when we did guardian angels for month? That was wonderful, right? But it was only for one month. Guess what? This guardian angel is everlasting! Woohoo! How wonderful is that?

My sister's old classmate once told us that one day he woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare. And he so a demon at the entrance of his bedroom door. And then he saw an angel sitting beside his bed with a sword. The angel was protecting him. We are safe because of God's wonderful plan: angels.

Angels are always around us. There's no need to be scared.
And through this whole day we've been surrounded with them.
Beside our desk. When we ate lunch. In our car.
Everywhere.

Don't you feel so loved? Everyone has an angel.

Life Is Made Out Of Beads

Guess what? That beautiful chain that Shabeta gave me broke! This morning when I was putting it on, it snapped. All the beads went everywhere! Under my bed, on my bed, everywhere on the floor. (surprisingly none went into the cup of water near by!) I got super sad! Dramatic, as my sister put it. After picking up all the beads, I flung open the door and screamed, "OH MY GOSH!" to all my astonished family members who were sitting down at the table. They all stared at me and said, "WHAT??" I was like screaming to them what happen. My sister just said, "Wow, that's it? She's so dramatic."

After a tiresome day in school, and all the stress, sadness, and all sorts of feelings, I came back from school so not feeling like fixing it. But I started to anyway. And I used the same string. Started stringing all the beads in again. I kept messing up, the pattern getting wrong, and through the other end of string the beads were escaping. And worst of all, I had to put in a bead one at a time. Finally, I was finish. And started to tie the string together. While trying to do that, suddenly tons of beads came out of the other end of string. I screamed to myself, "NO NO!" and then gave up. I put the beads back into the wooden box telling myself I'll do it another time. I'll do it another time...

Do you know that our life is like that chain? And it's made up of small pieces which are the beads. So often we break or mess up. And when we try to fix ourselves we mess up again. We have to do it slowly, just like I had to string in each bead one by one... And many times we give up, telling ourselves, oh I'll try later. But if we don't face it, then it'll always be in front of us... Waiting for us to fix it.

We all make mistakes. And every mistake we make has a consequence. If we don't face our punishment, it's always gonna be in front of us. We have to be brave and face it. And get done with it. Else it's gonna prevent us from living our life freely.

Our life is just like that chain, and it's made up of little elements like the beads. Just remember that...

And remember this also: Hugs are always free, you just have to be brave and ask for one.

Yep, I'm always ready to give you a hug. You just have to ask... =)

sick...

No one should ever want to have a cough. Unless of course you are nuts.
When I find a nut, I'll be very happy to give you my cough, say I could get rid of it!
oh bummers!
I hate being sick. It seriously sucks! really, really does

If I can't go to school tomorrow, I shall miss you all very much.
But I know I shall go cause I'm a very determined girl
So I shall see you guys there, as weak or sick as I am
You guys can keep me company at least.

You guys all rock man! That's why I don't want to miss school.
And plus, if I miss school tomorrow, I shall only have a two day week.

Cause then, I'm off to Cameron Highlands! woohoo!

But I shall miss you all: Shab, Sarah, Isaac, Tommy, Roberts, Joyce, Grace, Chanelle, Soph, everyone else!
Oh well, I shall be back. ahahaha

What Time's It?

Sport Fiesta has come!
and gone...
And best of all, I had fun! Waooh! That's the part I love man! ahahah, bear with me. I'm one word right now-RANDOM. as usual

Yea, I know, I'm random all the time.

So how was it, you ask? Hmm, I'll tell you. The sun was scorching. Just the word to describe it. I was about to melt. I wasn't as sweaty as some people, half cause I didn't play! Yea man! It's cool going if you don't have to play!

I loved that dedication stand man! I sent about 5 dedications. It was so fun! Fun when you got notes too. Well, some notes. Not all. Not the ones that made me chase someone *ahem* around the field. And not the one who I didn't know who it was from. lalala

But other than that, I had fun. Glad I went! I loved HairAsia! It was so cool. Before the hairstylist arrived we were partying in there. fun.fun.

And pictures? Sorry to say, my sister didn't take any. So you shall just have to look at other blogs. Your photo source is empty right now. ahahah random again

Yea, that was my day. And for now, I just can't wait to escape from school! Up into the wonderful weather of Cameron Highlands. When me and my sis share a room. I shall just hang out there the whole day and finally escape from you all! OMG!! I can't wait man!! other than babysitting, I shall enjoy myself!

Oh yea, random thought: my sis might be older than me, but she'll make me do all the babysitting. How wonderful is that?

lalala

Sheesssh! I am busy these days! What's been happening so far, and about to happen...?

Last couple of days: We've been busy getting ready for sports fiesta! And studying hard and all. Award's Night rehearsal...

Tomorrow: Sports Fiesta! Woohoo! Can't wait man. Even if I'm not gonna play any sports or anything. Just hanging out!

Next Thursday to Saturday, Nov 1-3: I'm escaping from all the stress! Yea man! Off to Cameron Highlands with my mom's company. And appearantly, we get a whole block to ourselves! And there's this super chun playground. I can hardly wait to escape from all of you! ahaha...

Next Saturday, Nov 4: Friendship Connection Week! If you guys missed me too much for like 3 days then come and you can see me! ahaha.... come.come.

Nov 8-11: Off again I go! This time to Fraser's Hill.. ahaha... you guys shall miss me like nuts! But I can't wait! Yet, not looking forward to it too. It means babysitting, since I'm going with my parents' CG who's children are 9 and below years old. what a pitty!

Nov 14: My birthday! Woohoo!!

Nov 22: Award's Night. Readdy???

Nov 23: Party Day!

What a busy time I have. lalala

GRCians in GRCland

January 8 proved to be a disastrous day for me. I knew it would be. And I was right. The last Thursday and Friday had been okay. My sister and I had gone to our new school - the school that we were forced to go to - and had taken diagnostic test. Not that I thought the school work would be hard, I just didn’t want to make friends, I didn’t want to get involved with Malaysia and its people.

I still remembered when my mom and dad announced that we were going to attend GRC. When I looked back into the old entries in my journal, I read:

“The only thing is that we have to start school and I DO NOT like it. I wish we could continue home schooling. Mommy says that the “new school” is like The Master’s House, but what can be like The Master’s House? Nothing at all! I will never like a school as much as it!”

And indeed, I knew from deep down in my heart, nothing would be ever as great as my old school. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

Nothing at all.

The days went by slowly. I cried a lot during the first month. I didn’t want to make friends. No one was friendly either. Every day, when we got picked up from school, my mom would ask, “Did you make any friends yet?” We would say, “no” calmly and all, but deep down I was mad. She didn’t need to ask. I didn’t want to make any friends.

One Monday morning, when I woke up at six in the morning, I started to cry. I so did not want to go to school. I went out of the room and knocked on my parent’s bedroom door. There I cried for about one hour telling my dad how much I hated school. I complained that I couldn’t understand my supervisor so I didn’t know how to ask for help. I didn’t like studying for test. I just hated school!

Yep, indeed, no school at all could beat The Master’s House.

But slowly, I adjusted. Maybe cause I was fed up of being a nobody. Fed up by the name, the new girl. And people finally became friendly. Started saying hi randomly. And slowly, very slowly, I adjusted. I’m not sure how. But I did. First of all with the middlers. Maybe cause they were friendlier. Or at least I looked their age. But slowly, I got super close with Sarah and pretty soon Shabeta. And felt safe sharing secrets with them. Talking to them. They comforted me when I felt down and helped me when I needed help. Then I became close with Chanelle, Isaac, Tommy, and Roberts. Paul lyn and I suddenly became close. And as for Beeps, she was friendly from the start.

And now, I don’t dread school. I dread the weekends. And I can’t wait for Monday to come. And I have so many memories. Broga Camp. Boys Code. Youth Rally. 7.7.07. Sports Day. Cross Country Race. And memories that we are going to make. Sports Fiesta. Awards Night. And lastly, birthdays.

I’m please to read in my journal that on Oct 20, 07 I wrote:

“I’m please to write here that I love GRC even more than the Master’s House. It seriously rocks! I mean say I didn’t go there I wouldn’t of met Sarah, Shabeta, Tommy, Roberts, Isaac, Beeps, Paul lyn, Zoe.”

I’m so glad that I’m a GRCian now. And a proper one with the right attitude. Because, guess what, GRCland rocks. And so do the citizens in it. I’m ready to leave a piece of history in GRC. I’m ready to make a difference, and a good one too.

Yep, GRCians in GRCland rock. I’m glad I can finally say that…

Hey

heylo....so aniways im guest blogging for my fren hazechazel..so aniways i know this girl...somehow now shes not so quiet as everyone thought she was...when i 1st saw her.. i thought she was like another version of roanne..cuz roanne was quiet too then soph made "her" noisy( "her" is roanne)....haizz...aniways ya...she rocks but sometimes weird but ya shes cool...so how i found to know her as the crazy girl is kinda funny...once a upon a day...its was normal but i notice that there 2 new girls....so i thought k cool.....as everybody else i thought they were malaysians....so i first randomly said "hi" to lydia...then she was all freak out so k nvm i talked then grace ask her to come and talk to her....so cool...talking..then few day later...i talk to the sis( aka hazel)....then i found out that they were sisters..haha so funny..so then one of my frens said that everytime when i talk to them they wouldnt understand cuz i was talking the malaysian way....haha u know la ...then later i figured out that they where from U.S ( if u dont know wat u.s means this is 4 u....it means united states) so i met her then...after a long time of making fren and mixing with us then "phoom" she become the noisy hazel as we know and love and do appreciate... she turned into the other side of hazel which i didnt know she had from the looks of her at the 1st time...she smart but lazy hahahahaha....yes very true..aniways this is hazel the sister of the ow so smart lydia aka math queen....so my fren the haizywaizy noisy version of hazel.....she rocks in studying too she....funny and she hyper whenever i see her....hazel together with grc turned into a chemical reaction of the new not so quiet funny and friendly hazel..hahah...so my fren hazel...............

Puzzles Me!

html code puzzles me like crazy! I can't seem to get the template how I want it to be!

Human beings puzzle me also. Especially when it comes to boys. Oh wells, girls puzzle me also. I puzzle myself. If that person does nothing I get emo. If that person does something, I get emo also. Literally, if that person does anything, I get upset.

In easier terms, I'm weird. ahahah

Yep, a lot of things puzzle me. For instants, math. my my! oh man, square roots again!

and science. I must flee...

oh geesh!

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I'm not emo, I'm just feeling random right now. I so don't want to study. my my my!
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oh yea, Nov 4th! Who wanna come?

la-de-da

you.choose.to.live.in.me

alrighto! I shall post finally...

Yesterday was a boring day. Today is a boring day too. And worst of all. I feel like I'm boring too.

I can't believe that most friendliest person in the world said that! To think that all the friends I made now, I'm gonna lose them after I graduate. That's what that person said. Then what's the crazy use of being friends with you. If you think that after graduation you're gonna have your own life. You're gonna forget about all your fellow GRCians. I can't believe you're being friends with me for only 2 years. Then you're gonna forget all about me. And go into your own life!

I shall never be like that. I shall never forget you all. And I shall try to still keep in touch.

Just like Sarah Ong. Still keeping in touch with Beeps and Paul lyn. After such a long time.

Yep, I shall never forget Shabeta, Sarah, Roberts, Isaac, Tommy, Beeps, Wee yen, Soph, Paul lyn, Zoe. Even if you guys forget me. I love you all! GRCians ROCK this world!

So do the TMSians! (The Master's House) Becka, Jackie, Tallie, Ellie, Jonathan, David, Stephen, Sam, Josh, Luke, Cory, Richard, Daniel, Anthony, Noah, Miranda, Amanda, Alyssa. Some of them are no longer there! But you still were formal TMSians. And I love you and miss you all!

...I'll never forget you...

Sometimes you just have to pose!la de da

Let It Shine!

Oh geesh! Being sick isn't the best thing in the world that can happen to you! Indeed not! Coughing all day long and then getting a headache isn't something to be proud about!

And having the whole world emo at the same time doesn't help much either. Who likes an emo environment while your head is pounding, may I ask? It just makes you emo also. (I kinda respect the people who are emo for a cause. Half the time I'm emo because of a stupid reason, or want attention, or because everyone else is! 'Follow the Trend' WOW!) Emoness seriously sucks!

Cheer up everyone! As Roberts always tells me, "Things happen, you know" Yea, they happen, so take it when it comes.

If the whole environment gets emo, pretty soon all of us will become emo too. And we're suppose to be examples to our fellow non-Christians! Our Christian light must shine! "You are the light of the world, a city on a hill cannot be hidden." We as Christians must shine brightly. Else all our fellow non-Christians will think that Christians are always emo. That would be suckish! Are you gys ready to shine?

We're breaking free...

Dancing in the Rain?

Maybe dancing in the rain is fun, but driving in the rain sure isn't. Driving home today sure was challenging. We got caught in flash floods, so deep that the water went up above the tires. Can you imagine that deep? Amazingly, and thank goodness, our car didn't get stalled. God is good indeed.

Yeps, he's great all the time. Thanks for being with us all through our lives. Thanks for giving me friends, a family, and most of all, you. I love you God.

What a time to be alive!

forgive...

Please bear with me. My comp sucks. It has always sucked. Except I still love it. muahaha.

Yea, it keeps on freezing. I got fed up. Didn't come online the whole entire day. Finally I have a chance to blog. It's finally fixed. Thank goodness!

So yea... bear with me...

My day was boring. No computer, what do you think? lalalala

Anyone free on Nov 4th? My church is having a concert for free! Waoohh! Free Concert, and free food. It's a must. Sarah is super excited. Go to DUMC website for details at where it's being held. And for now, I'll tell you this...

4th Nov 5:30 to 9:30pm
Dream Centre

Come. Come.

For now? lalalala

Gah...

I was trying to use photoshop, but I so suck at it... I seriously didn't know what I was doing. Gah, it is so confusing. Apparently, it's super chun, but sadly, I can't seem to get the hang of using it. All I managed to successfully do was to get a blank new piece of paper. Gah!! Anyone want to give me free lessons?

Yea, some of you are thinking, how do I do all my editing of pictures and stuff like blogger templates. ahahah. I don't use photoshop, that's a fact! blah blah blah...

I use GIMP yep, check it out! it rocks. to me at least. Cause I actually know how to operate it! ahaha...

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Now check this out. Totally amazing!
Beauty of Math!

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

Brilliant, isn't it?

And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=12345678987654321

Now, take a look at this...

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?

We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K represents:

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E represents:

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E represents:

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of God will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D represents

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

ahem ahem

Chapel was seriously very touching today. Let's summarize what happen...

Before chapel and after lunch Miss Cath asked me to do something. So I started doing that thing with the help from Raquel, Melinda, and Zoe! Thanks so much you guys! Well, yea we were working very hard! ahaha. And then it was chapel time and we weren't finished our task. So we started stressing. And working super hard. And we managed to finish. And then we all rushed through packing up our bags and and ran up the ramp at super duper high speed! No kid. We ended up at the music room DOOR in about 5 secs! Zoe, Raquel, and I were so breathless that we had to catch our breath before going in. When we did go in, we were still breathless. Miss Cath was like, "Why are you guys so late?!?!". Ahahahah.. all through worship I felt like my legs were gonna give way. Yea, that breathless.

The preaching was super good and funny. The preacher was talking about 1 Corinthians 7:17 which states:

And don't be wishing you were someplace else or with someone else. Where you are right now is God's place for you. Live and obey and love and believe right there. God, not your marital status, defines your life. Don't think I'm being harder on you than on the others. I give this same counsel in all the churches.

I realized that I was wishing to be somewhere else or with someone else. And when the altar call came I went up, almost immediately. And thanks so much Grace for praying for me! It seriously was very touching. Thanks so much... (I cried a lot too, the tears were running down my uniform!...)

well, anyway... that's it for now... bye...

If I Could Catch A Rainbow...

I'm sorry if I've been such a bad friend. I'm sorry if I treated differently. I'm sorry if I did something that hurt you, if I hurt you. And I'm gonna try to be the bestest of friends to you, if you will treat me like a best friend too...

I love you...

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.

I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.

A friend who always there. I'm gonna be always there. I'm ready to listen to your problems. I'm ready to be your friend. Are you ready to be mine?

Peek-a-boo!

If it wasn't for Naomi, I wouldn't have posted at all. I sure don't feel like posting anything. I feel too random and emo to do anything in fact! But I promised myself I would. And if I can't keep promises I made to myself, how am I suppose to keep promises I make to others?

So Naomi, this post is for your sake. You better thank me for this!! ahahah

Happy 16th Birthday Naomi!!

I'm so glad I meet you at the beginning of the school. You're one of the few seniors I feel comfortable to talk too. So yea, you rock! And that shall be it. I'm too random to post anything else. Sorry!

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Sharing with the four blessed looks:

Look back and thank God
Look forward and trust God
Look around and serve God
Look within and find God

"I asked God, 'How do I get the best of life?'

God said, 'Face your past without regrets. Handle your present with confidence. And the prepare for the future without fear.' "

Without God, our week is Mournday, Tearsday, Wasteday, Thirstday, Fightday, Shatterday and Sinday.

So allow him to be with you everyday and yearn for His presence.

For in his presence there's fullness of joy and His joy is our strength and His strength is made perfect in our weakness.
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Today is Wasteday without God. Did I waste my day...?

only yours I pray

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

This song is so nice! It's stuck in my head! yep, only yours I pray

I rock. I'm random. I'm bored.

yea, for now that's what this post is all about...'

sorry...

Essays are Terrible!

What a day it has been. *clears throat* not to mention getting betrayed by a friend...

I got several notes in my shoutbox saying that they loved me. So sweet! ahahah... So I shall say to you all...

I Love You Too. (In a sisterly way) And I seriously mean it. No matter how much I go through, I'll continue to love you all. No matter how much teasing. No matter how badly you've treated me. Not matter how much you've hurt me. I'll still love you. (Even the one I was mad with today)

I still remember this conversation. It really touched me...

****** says: I love u as a fren
****** says: and u a good fren
hazel says: thanks
hazel says: you’re a great friend too

I shall not mention the name, else that person might get embarrassed... (if you wanna know who ask me personally, but it's not important to know)

So lastly, I shall say to all to you. EVERYONE...

I love you <3>

don't forget, you're loved, by me...

families...

These days find me busy busy. Sorry for not updating for one day. Yes, I know, only one day. Big deal? yepss! ahahah, yes, for my blog it is a big deal...

but I shall win soon... my blog shall be the most un-boringest blog. ahaha

Ever realize? I wrote all those appreciation notes for my wonderful friends, but I forgot my wonderful family members. And to think, there are only 3 members to write about. And I couldn't even do that. So I shall now, cause I'm convicted. ahahah

Beginning with my annoying sister. Or more like I'm the annoying one. This post is dedicated to you chech...

As you can see, I call her chech. It's short form for che che. And plus everyone here laughs when I say che che cause apparently I can't pronounce it properly. Oh whatever... and next reason is because she calls me haze. Like I'm weather or something. or she calls me bazel. I hate those names. It's a pity that I actually reply!

Other than her horrible nicknames for me, she also likes to scold me. And boss me around. You can ask anyone. She talks to her friends in this beautiful honey-like tone, then turns to me and talks to me like I'm a evil person or something.

But as if I care. What are older sisters for then? And what are younger sisters for also? Yea, most of the time I tease her like nuts and she doesn't know what to reply. So that is my get back... ahahah

other than the bad things about her, we get along quite okay. As long as I'm alone with her. I don't get along very well when her friends are there. and well, deep down, I still love her, no matter how she treats me. Cause after all, we're sisters, right?

And lastly...

No matter how you treat me,
No matter what you call me,
Whatever you may do to me,
I love you, no matter what.

Memories: what year?

Memories again. But they help cheer me up. I guess. Last post was about 2007, this post is, well, about a year which I don't remember. I don't remember what year it was, of course I remember what happen that year! LOL, if I didn't my post would be like this: and then this and that happen, except I forgot.

I read in Soph's blog: What is time? Is it the autumn leaves that change? Or the snow that floats from the sky. Yea, and it brought memories back, about seasons. About different weathers. I sure do miss winter and snow. Autumn and leaves changing colors. And spring, the trees beginning to bud. I don't miss summer though, why, it's always summer here!

I shall rewind, and go back into my world.

Spring

When the snow starts melting, everyone's excited. After all, after a long winter of snow storms and snow plowing, and just trying to keep yourself warm, you're quite tired of snow! But as the snow melts, the once white world becomes dirty with muddy snow. You wonder how long it'll take before all the snow is finally gone.

It's nice to drive along the narrow country paths and see all the trees budding into new life. To see everything burst back into new life, new leaves growing, which will fall off during autumn and be swept away. Over and over again. I love the fresh smell of pollen coming into my nose and the sense of new life starting again.

Yes, it looks almost as nice as that. There no sun, just some puffy clouds. Sometimes the sky is so clear there isn't a cloud in sight. It's so beautiful. And the temperature is wonderful. Around 60F. Don't know how to convert to to Celsius, but it's around Cameron Highlands weather. Yea, wonderful!

Summer

Summer isn't that different then over here. Sumer over there isn't as hot as here. It's around 80F. Which is also nice. I used to enjoy summer over there cause it was the only time I could experience the sun and sun tan. And only for a few months! Yea, I got really tan during summer cause I stayed out in the sun all the time. Even played basketball and capture the flag with all my crazy classmates which were mostly boys. Did I ever tell you that there was only 3 girls in my class, and 7 boys? yea, anyways...

I love to go strawberry picking! Over here, the strawberries aren't sweet at all compared to the ones in Maine and Massachusetts. Man, are they so sweet and juicy! I was picking them and popping tons in my mouth at the same time! It's allowed you know. Seriously...

Autumn

It should be autumn now over in Maine. The leaves should be falling and everyone would be busy raking the leaves away. I love this time of the year. Jumping into leave piles are the funnest thing to do! And your hands are getting numb. Once, we were so cold and we ate ice cream. Cause when you're cold and eat ice cream, your body gets warmer. No kid.

Yea, fun. fun.

Winter

Last, but certainly not least. Winter is my favorite! The coldness makes me excited. I still wish that when I look out the window I can see it snowing. Then will come the rush to put a bowl outside so we can catch the snow and eat it! Sure is yummy with Maple syrup! Yum.Yum.

This so reminds me of the road in front of my house. When you drive you have to drive super slowly. Else, there goes your car! ahaha. And winter isn't fun for adults cause they have to dig out the driveway and car! As for me, I wrap myself well and go out to play!

I once put this pic above as my display picture. One weird comment:

jOn Rob has sent you a nudge
jOn Rob says: thats u
jOn Rob says: feeling
jOn Rob says: snow
jOn Rob says: I never felt snow b4
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: oh
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: me feeling snow, lol
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: no, I’m playing in the snow
jOn Rob says: but did you feel it
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: obviously
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: unless I was so numb with cold that I couldn’t
jOn Rob says: haha
jOn Rob says: how did it feel
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: it feels hard
h@z3L-cH@z3L-m@z3L says: but I have mittens on
jOn Rob says: cool

ahahahahahah

Yea, don't we look fat? ahaha. That's because we're wearing tons of layers. First of all, long johns. Seriously, that's the name. It's like these PJ's which cling onto you. They keep you really warm. Then you put on 2 sweaters. And your snow pants which are thick and water prof. Then, 100% cotton socks. And your winter jacket. Then a hat and scarf, it not ear warmers also. And not to forget mittens and snow boots. Sometimes I'm wrapped up so well I get hot and sweaty. That's when you unzip your jacket and take off your hat and scarf! ahaha...

Yea, I so miss the seasons. And I wish I could bring them to Malaysia. Maybe Malaysia would be perfect then. ahahah... except it'll be kinda unprepared. First of all, you need heaters! hehe..

If only the seasons came;
If life could become alive again
Then maybe, I'll be happy.

2007...

Devotions today was really touching. Yea, maybe I should re-think what has happen this year...

1) What Have I Learned This Year?

• without friends life is dull
• Before I came to this school, I had no friends. All my friends were half way across the country. That didn't help much. I couldn't talk to anyone, share me hurts, desires, and secrets. Yes, most of all, secrets. Then I came and this year has been great. Lots of friends to talk to now!

• God is wonderful and without Him nothing is possible
• Why do I think God is awesome? Because he is! I still remember Broga camp in July, especially the first night. Man, were we sweat! Nothing else probably! All we wanted was a shower! Instead, we worshiped God till the electricity came back on.
• Yes, and things are impossible without Him. Can you imagine trying to go through the day without Him. No, you might try to, but it'll never work. He is always there, no matter what.

• work is a necessity
• What else can I say? It just is! Without work... we'll almost be complete failures.
  

• I must be grateful and express it
• I still remember the month about gratefulness. Yes, I learned a lot. I realized it isn't very hard to be grateful and it was quite fun writing little appreciation notes to some of my close treasured friends. And fun receiving them too! Yea, I received quite a lot!

• I must forgive myself before I can forgive others
• Last month was the month about forgiveness. I learned that it is hard to forgive others when you first can't forgive yourself.

2) What Mistakes Have I Made This Year?

• wrong impressions on my friends
• Don't get the wrong idea. Not that I started liking everyone and loving them like crazy! Maybe I thought that "so and so" wasn't trustworthy, or not friendly. That I shouldn't friend him/her. Example only. Get it now?

• treating some people better than others
• Maybe I still do that now, but I try my hardest not too. Maybe this mistake is because of my above mistake. Once you make one mistake, it makes you do tons of mistakes.
  

• hating some people for no reason
• sometimes it seems like "so and so" hates you so you just hate him/her back. It's without cause and you just do it out of spite. You think that this person hates you so you hate that person back.

3) Have I Learned From My Mistakes?

• wrong impressions on my friends
• Thinking badly of a person is wrong because everyone is and was created by God. I shouldn't make my impressions on people before I really know them for a while.

• treating some people better than others
• Everyone deserves to be treated the same way no matter what, because God treats us all the same without any favorites.
  

• hating some people for no reason
• Just because some one hates you doesn't mean you should hate him/her back. After all, s/he might not really hate you. Maybe your impression of that person was wrong, like the first mistake.
  

4) How Do I Want Year 2008 To Be Like?

• a year when I build relationships that are stronger and better

• outstanding results in my studies

• grow taller (I'm as honest as can be =P)

• a year when people trust and depend me, and ask me to help out in events, playing an important role.
• Being as honest as can be, sometimes I feel like I'm treated unfairly. Like no one trust me or anything.. I write a post about it, check it out... the verse 1 Timothy 4:12 always comes to my mind...

5) What Can I Do This Year To Help Me Complete My Goals For Next Year?

• start strengthening my relationships
• help my friends
• listen to their problems
• make new and more friends

• study hard
• no more distractions! :\

• drink milk so I can grow taller (LOL)

• trust others first before I can expect others to trust me

• be helpful...=D

that's it. I've reflexed about my year. It's been great, challenging, fun, sad, all sorts of mixed emotions. But for once, I'm glad to be alive. I sure am glad I'm still alive too! Yeps, thanks for creating me God!

Maybe, maybe not...

Maybe I'm chewing to much on my bubble gum. It's getting kinda tasteless. But it keeps on sticking. That's terrible. Very terrible indeed.

Funny fact for the day: Miss Catherine was telling us that we cannot pass notes in school. And Joyce said to me, "Never mind, you can write on tissue paper. If it gets to obvious that you're passing notes just blow your nose." I was laughing so hard! And then I was telling Sarah about it after school and she was like, "Yea, you just pretend you're going to the trash can and drop it on your friend's desk by accident!" LOL!! It was so funny I could die laughing.

Ever noticed? I never write about my life at home. I come back from school.. Eat. Read. Work. Use the comp. Eat dinner. Work. Use comp. Work. Use comp. Work. Use comp. It goes on and on. Till I die of boredom.

Forgive the boring post. Tomorrow I shall try to post something about seasons. And pictures and all. How I miss U.S.

How I wish... how I wish...

blah blah blah

you read on a typical blog: this happen, then this, blah blah blah. The writer puts in every single detail. It goes on and on. It gets boring right? "Oh then this happen, and I was called to pray, blah blah blah. " it gets so boring reading that. but maybe I'm bored too. Cause I'm gonna do that. Bear with me this time. I don't want to loose all my regular readers! Just this once...

So this is what happen today...

I arrive in school with my math book. LOL. Yep, I was addicted to my math book this morning. (I did 14 pages today of Math! Hello, this isn't easy 1 + 1 math, k? This is 807 with all the absolute value and algebra. See, you're already confused!) Back to the point, Sarah beat me to school for once. As for Beeps, she went to get her IC.

Regular stuff. Bell rings. Devotions. It was kinda funny though. Work. Work. Break. Play. Work again. Lunch bell rings. Yea, and I was called up to pray. So unfair, I just prayed last Thursday! ahaha. Wrong attitude... (sorry everyone, I shall pray 5 times in a row if I have to)

Lunch time!!! Paul Lyn insisted in buying me a drink. I finally gave in. (seriously paul lyn it wasn't your fault!) Tommy was making a us laugh so hard! Yeps, I choked on my food. That's how funny it was. He was copying Sarah and Paul lyn. LOL. We were all laughing like nerds. No kid. Yea, hyper hyper.

Work again. At least tried to work. I'm an honest girl I am. Didn't work really, more like scored and talked with my faithful friend beside me. Joycie Kam!! Pretty soon I went into a "so called" meeting. More like started to draw then anything else. Yea, like the lame thing Naomi said, "Write Esther without a "s"." (inside joke) oh and the "fork and forth" and "silk and milk" thingy. They all fell into it. LOL...

Worship practice. Paul lyn and I were laughing like nerds while we were trying to do the actions to a song. You shall see us messing up in front of you all on Friday! ahahah. I got kinda bored. So did Shabi. We went down to play basketball. At first I watched. Then I joined in. It was kinda pathetic. All I did was stand there. ahahah. Later on while no one was playing I shot! And it went in. WoooOOhooOOO. "The whole world is rejoicing!". Yes, I know I'm random. You don't need to tell me.

Left for home. Came back and here I am now. Writing this boring post. Thanks for bearing with me this time. It wasn't that bad right? I mean something exciting must of happen else I wouldn't be writing about my day. I promise I shall not do these type of post daily. You guys will probably die. Anyway, thanks for letting me take some of your precious time telling you about this nonsense.

Oh yea, and I wish I could do a somersault! random me is never understandable...

P.S. I'm writing a book for the fun of it. Maybe I shall make a blog about it. Just to get you guys interested.