Dreams

My blog is half dead already. Sorry everyone for not posting for one day. Ahahah, it sounds like a big deal? Maybe it is. For my blog of all blogs!

I just found out that Malaysia is seriously very humid. I was about to say hot. (the word "hot" makes me laugh these days! Not mentioning why...) I kinda forgot that Malaysia's weather is that bad. Haven't been out in the sun lately I guess. Just got a sun spray today. LOL

I seriously think this blog is useless. I have nothing to write about. So therefore, here it stands. Boring post, I know. Can't think of anything else to write about.

My really old dreams are coming true. I wish they weren't though...

Oh yea, nearly forgot. Birthday again. This time a boy. Haha.. Happie Birthday Wee yen. God bless ya and rock on for him.

Birthday!!

Another Birthday! How wonderful.. At least I have something to blog about! Else I wouldn't know what to write about. Busy. Busy. these days! And super dead tired. Maybe that's why I was so un-energetic during chapel. Sorry you guys in my team. You missed the hyper hazel huh? ahahah. So many words that describe me began with "H" haha!

So anyway, back to the subject. Birthday party again in my blog! How wonderful! I love birthdays, especially mine! hehe.. Coming soon! Get ready for a BLAST from me! [Why am I hyper now and not just now when I was in school?] "BACK TO THE SUBJECT HAZEL!!

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Happy Birthday Melinda and Joseph!

ahahah! Colorful! anyway, these two sure have been a blessing to many. Joseph to the juniors and Melinda to the Seniors and Middlers. I love Melinda! It's much more interesting when she comes and ask me for help, or I asking her for help! And I can ask her very random and interesting questions, she won't tease or ask why. Unlike some people!! ahem not gonna mention names! #3 isn't a name, it's just a clue... ahem ahem

So yea, happy birthday you two! You guys have been a blessing and will continue to be one too! God Bless and Rock on for him!
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Today? Interesting indeed! Ask your questions to me personally. And don't leave any comments about me. ahem. Don't get suspicious! ~

Birthday Darlin'

Alrighto. Alrighto. Just in case you read the other blog of mine, at least you won't be reading to same exact thing. Indeed, maybe the same title, but I have plenty to write about Paul lyn!

ahahahah. You know what I'm gonna write about already.

anyway, this girl friend of mine seriously rocks! she is so blessed and HOT. [as hot as me! inside joke] You guys are probably very confused! Good for you! ahahah. At first, when we first meet each other, we were hardly even close. Didn't even say "hi" to each other. But now, LOL, how close can we get? Yea, she shares all her problems with me and I share all mine with her. Usually over chat! ahahah. If she's online and I am too, it means we're chatting, no doubt! I felt very honored today when she came into the youth hall looking for me! hehe... anyway, I just want to wish her a very blessed birthday. God Bless you girl. Rock on for Him!
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Next, my day. Hard work non stop. With plenty of "so called" distractions. haha.. I love distractions. At least the type I got today. anyway, it was fun talking. Not fun working. ahahah. I'm super duper scared about taking a Science test tomorrow. Will just have to pray hard! Tomorrow's chapel! I miss chapel. Last week there was none and the week before last week I was singing. And it's kinda hard to really jump when you have a mic in your hand. haha.. Can't wait to jump again!

Yeps, I feel random. Isn't that wonderful. Byes for now Don't miss me too much!

Ten Guidelines From God

I received this in an email. It was so touching, would like to share with you...

1. QUIT WORRYING:
Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit
and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here
to take all your burdens and carry them for you?
Or do you just enjoy fretting over every little
thing that comes your way?

2. PUT IT ON THE LIST:
Something needs done or taken care of. Put it
on the list. No, not YOUR list. Put it on MY
to-do-list. Let ME be the one to take care
of the problem. I can't help you until you turn
it over to Me. And although My to-do-list
is long, I am after all... God. I can take care
of anything you put into My hands. In fact,
if the truth were ever really known, I take
care of a lot of things for you that you never
even realize.

3. TRUST ME:
Once you've given your burdens to Me,
quit trying to take them back. Trust in
Me. Have the faith that I will take care of
all your needs, your problems and your trials.
Problems with the kids? Put them on My list.
Problem with finances? Put it on My list.
Problems with your emotional roller coaster?
For My sake, put it on My list. I want to
help you. All you have to do is ask.

4. LEAVE IT ALONE:
Don't wake up one morning and say,
'Well, I'm feeling much stronger now, I think
I can handle it from here.' Why do you think
you are feeling stronger now? It's simple.
You gave Me your burdens and I'm taking
care of them. I also renew your strength
and cover you in my peace. Don't you
know that if I give you these problems back,
you will be right back where you started?
Leave them with Me and forget about
them. Just let Me do my job.

5. TALK TO ME:
I want you to forget a lot of things.
Forget what was making you crazy.
Forget the worry and the fretting because
you know I'm in control. But there's one
thing I pray you never forget. Please, don't
forget to talk to Me - OFTEN! I love YOU!
I want to hear your voice. I want you to
include Me in on the things going on in your life.
I want to hear you talk about your friends
and family. Prayer is simply you having
a conversation with Me. I want to be your
dearest friend.

6. HAVE FAITH:
I see a lot of things from up here that you
can't see from where you are. Have faith in
Me that I know what I'm doing. Trust Me;
you wouldn't want the view from My eyes.
I will continue to care for you, watch over you,
and meet your needs. You only have to trust Me.
Although I have a much h bigger task than you,
it seems as if you have so much trouble just
doing your simple part. How hard can trust be?

7. SHARE:
You were taught to share when you were
only two years old. When did you forget?
That rule still applies. Share with those who are
less fortunate than you. Share your joy with
those who need encouragement. Share your
laughter with those who haven't heard any in
such a long time. Share your tears with those
who have forgotten how to cry. Share your faith
with those who have none.

8. BE PATIENT:
I managed to fix it so in just one lifetime
you could have so many diverse experiences.
You grow from a child to an adult, have children,
change jobs many times, learn many trades,
travel to so many places, meet thousands
of people, and experience so much. How can
you be so impatient then when it takes Me
a little longer than you expect to handle
something on My to-do-list? Trust in My
timing, for My timing is perfect. Just
because I created the entire universe in
only six days, everyone thinks I should
always rush, rush, rush.

9. BE KIND:
Be kind to others, for I love them just
as much as I love you. They may not dress
like you, or talk like you, or live the same way
you do, but I still love you all. Please try
to get along, for My sake. I created each
of you different in some way. It would be
too boring if you were all identical.
Please, know I love each of your differences.

10. LOVE YOURSELF:
As much as I love you, how can you not
love yourself? You were created by me for
one reason only -- to be loved, and to love
in return. I am a God of Love. Love Me.
Love your neighbors. But also love yourself.
It makes My heart ache when I see you
so angry with yourself when things go
wrong. You are very precious to me.
Don't ever forget......

Deep down inside, I'm seriously only at the first guideline. Even though I wish I could tell you all that I was at the tenth, or pass the 5th, sometimes I really need to think. And honestly, I need to quit worrying. I need to put everything into God's hand. I'm ready to walk these ten guidelines with you. Ready?
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Today was FUN. PE rocked. We won captain's ball by 12 to 13! It was very challenging though. The other team was good! hehe.. fun fun.

My hair totally rocks! Except it keeps on freaking me out! Every time a short strand comes down I'm like, "OMG my hair is so short!". hehe... that's me! My hair used to be really long! You should of seen all the hair on the floor yesterday. Freaky! I could fill a whole plastic bag with the hair that I cut off! Saddening right? Oh wells, I love me hair!

I can't believe I'm gonna graduate in like 3 years! That is if I don't do grade 12. Except I have to do grade 12. So yea, that means in 4 years I'll graduate. *sob* Never minds! I shall work hard! Study.Study.
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Don't worry, God says. Trust me. If only I could...

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I cut-ed my hair. It's so short now! But, I still love me hair. hehe...

What was once this:
Became this:
Is it nice? Hehe... the picture isn't very good. Wait till you see me tomorrow. I look like zozo! hehe... zoe and I are sisters! It's kinda like Paul Lyn's one also. (In the pic it looks really short, but wait till you see the back!

The back:

Tada! That is the "so-called" tour of my hair! Tomorrow you all can touch it, marvel about it, and play with it, mess it up, and what so eve you wanna do to it that involves touching it. And cut your hair like that too! keke...
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I can't believe this is happening to me.
I can't believe I can lose a friend so easily.
I can't understand how come you don't understand.
You always did. But then suddenly, you don't understand me anymore.

Bubble Yum?

The trend these days is bubble gum! I just bought some. I’m chewing some. Joyce and Grace Kam have 100 pieces. More like had. We ate almost all of them! Hehe…

When you put gum into your mouth it’s tasty and chewy and soft. But the more you chew it the less tasty it gets. The harder it becomes. Till you feel like your just chewing on a piece of rubber. Eventually, you spit it out. You’re tired of chewing that piece of gum and just biting it over and over again for no reason at all.

Sometimes the problems in life feel like a piece of gum. When we first get that problem it’s fresh. But the more you think about it, the more you chew on it, the harder and less tasty it becomes. And sometimes you get so tired of thinking about it cause it’s not tasty any longer. You’re tired of having that problem with you. You just want to get rid of it. You just want to spit it out and forget it.

But isn’t chewing gum sticky? As hard as you try to get rid of that problem it just keeps on sticking to you. And you can’t forget it. You just keep on remembering it.

Maybe that’s what I’ve been doing. I’m chewing on the problems of life till it gets me so dull. I want to forget but the problem just sticks forever. And I can’t do anything about it. And continually the “swoosh, swoosh” sound continues in my mind as I continue to chew, and chew, and chew.

Maybe I’ll continue to chew for a very long time or maybe I’ll be able to get rid of the gum. But all I know is that I don’t want anyone to join me in the task of bubble gum. So don’t get tempted to chew some of your problems with me. Because I’m gonna get rid of that bubble gum of my problems soon. And it’s never gonna stick to me again…

D.O.E.

Can you believe it? I didn't even post anything yesterday! hehe...

Anyway, let me walk you through what happen the last two days of D.O.E.

First of all, thursday. Boredom. We sat in the chairs taking pictures and studying Galatians and Mark! hehe... posers!

Sarah, Me, and Raquel

The excitement and scared-om started when we had to compete against Klang in the Scripture team quiz! Scared to death man! I got cold! Yea, we still posed still. Except Roberts!

Me, Sarah, Jon, and Lydia

After that was a time of watching other compete as well as stressing! We ate lunch also! A very squashed lunch!

Next, the instruments! Beautiful music!

Jia Yu

Pom

Mei Mei (pretty sista!)

the duet rocked! you guys did great, Brenda and Shab!

Esther, Grace, and Paul lyn
Violins! I was looking forward to this! hehe!

Friday! It started of with devotions. Then came the speeches, bible verses, poems

Andrew rocked!

Way to go Emily!

Woman right! woohooo! I loved it!

Singing next! We took turns to eat lunch. I missed the Klangs turn. Oh well. USJ rocked!

Start of Something New
My favorite! It was really cool!

Shab! You did great!

Cool solo also, Andrew!

Cute!

Raquel, Grace, and Sarah. Embarrassing part, Paul lyn played to piano and I had to hold the paper for her! LOL!

Chorale! We rocked didn't we? hehe... I look weird!

After singing and worshipping God.

I really enjoyed myself! But it was tiring! Seriously, at Cg last night I almost fell asleep! Dear me! hehe... I didn't enjoy wearing formal either. Maybe next year I shall sing a solo. Maybe only... hehe...

That's it...

tsk..

Tomorrow I have to wear formal. How wonderful! (not) I am not looking forward to singing. I have to stand in the front row cause I'm "a shorty". I hate it when people call me that! Not gonna mention names...

Haha. One thing I look forward to. You guys are gonna see me in a skirt for the first time! With curly hair also. Hehe... I just braided my hair. Can't wait to surprise you with my beautifulness! perasan but it rocks! plus be grateful that I used a Malay word!

Today feels so useless! I didn't work! As much as I tried to. My brain wasn't functioning. Not my fault right, it's my brain's fault! hehe... Tomorrow I'm gonna study. No kidding so don't distract me! k? else I'll get back at you!

Wish me luck. Or more like God's help. I am super scared. Why did I ever join?

D.O.E Around the Corner

Part of my email to someone in Maine:

Hmm, what's happening over here? D.O.E. is tomorrow! It stands for Day of Excellence which is something like the Academic Fair in The Master's House. Yea, I'm sent a watercolor painting in and I'm in a Scripture team quiz and a chorale. It's something like a choir. It was really funny during practice today! I couldn't stop laughing as much as I tried to stop! Bad part... have to wear formal clothes on Friday! Can you imagine me in formal clothes? Never man!

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So now you know what I say to my friends! hehe...

Well, yea, this is what happen during chorale practice. We go in. Start playing skipping rope! Fun.Fun. Jump.Jump. hehe... it was so funny seeing the tall boys trying to jump with such a short rope! Funniiiee! Then, we started to practice when Pastor Stephen walks in. Then he asked us to change our positions! Our new one is super embarrassing! I am right in the front! With Sarah. The two short ones. How embarrassing! I hate it! And worst, you can hear everyone singing and so it's so hard not to laugh!!! Seriously, I was trying my very hardest to stop! Wishing for laughter control tablets.
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sometimes it feels so unfair. Seriously Paul Lyn! When are we gonna disappear to U.S. and see who misses us? I can't wait! Ready for October? [no one understands but her] right? you guys don't even know what I'm talking about. I'll tell you a clue. We're talking about a 4 letter word. Wait, or maybe 7 letters. NO OFFENSE...

Why?

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity. 1 Timothy 4:12

I get so frustrated sometimes. Except I bet no one notices it. Good for them.

How come because I'm young I can't help out?
How come because I'm small I can't do the things the 'big' people do?
How come because I'm young, people look down at me?
How come because I'm not as old as 'them' I can't do what they do?

I feel so useless. What am I suppose to do? You don't want my help so I can't give it. You think I'm too young, you think I'm too small. "Not mature enough." Not ready for it.

Maybe you're right. Maybe you have a point. But you never even tried. You never even gave me a chance. You never even put some responsibility on my shoulder. You don't even know if I'm too young or small.

It hurts. When people think that you're 12 not 13. When people think someone who's younger than you looks older. When you give them a chance and not me. I still remember when I was in 1st grade around the age of 7 or 8, and I was running in the field. Then this girl who's in 3rd grade asked me, "Are you 5 years old?". whatever... It hurts when people start talking about how small and skinny you are and then later say to me, "You're so small!!!". It hurts when every time you talk about how much you've grown and your sister puts in, "You're so small! You seriously don't look your age!!" It hurts when other 13 year olds are treated different cause they look older. It hurts when I'm treated as a 12 year old or even a 11 year old.

If it hadn't been for this verse above, I would have already think it's a fact that young and small people are useless. Cause I sure feel like that. Since you don't want my help, then what can I do about it? I can't just butt in and take control. Even if sometimes I feel like doing that.

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young

I'm trying.

I might be young, but I can still help. I might be small, but if there wasn't small people in this world then who's gonna 'fill the cracks'? I might be 'so called' immature, but I still can do something. I might be shy, but I still can learn how to become courageous.

I wish I could be big and older. I wish more people would depend on me and trust me.

If you guys would just me give me chance.
You haven't even proved the point that I'm useless, right?

I might never grow bigger. I might always be younger than other people. But guess what?

God can use young people.

I wish I could prove that fact.

If only I had a chance...

1 Timothy 4:12. That verse was just made for me.

Today's a Gift

Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, Today is a gift

A gift we must love, use, and treasure.

How can you love it when all it does is make you stressed up?
How can you use it when you can't do anything else but work?
How can you treasure it when you've had such a horrid day?

That's the point.

It might be a gift, but it sure doesn't feel like one.

Yesterday's tomorrow and tomorrow's yesterday

is TODAY

today is gonna be history

So let's love it, use it, and treasure it

Birthday Surprise!

Today's a very special day for someone, and for ME!!! Nope, I haven't forgotten you, as busy as I am! Happy Birthday!!! I love you!

Well, let's rewind in the history! When I first came to a school, she was not there yet, as in, she was not in the school yet. One year later, she came in the middle of the school year. It was valentine's day! hehe... new or not, she gave a valentine to everyone. It was so sweet! Anyway, I remember going ice-skating with her. Fun.Fun. Yepzz!

Hmm, well, the next school year was even funner (no such word). We would go over each others house. If I went to hers, it meant to jet tub! If she went to mine, it meant snow fun! Or playing doctor! (Interesting point, my sis played also, plus we were young then, k?)

Fun.Fun.Fun

there was no such thing called studying for test!

And, as you know...

She still loved me, as imperfect as I was...

And she still loves me and misses me.

So here's a picture of me for you:

And lastly, I still love her!

She's still her, as much as she's grown.

None other but:

Becca Boo!!

My best-est of best friend. Forever we stall be friends.

Miles can hold us apart, you'll always be in my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!!!

(heard that your color for your birthday party was blue!)

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Random fact: I'm famous!! My voice was broadcast to over 6,000 people yesterday at 3pm! Anyone heard it? hehe...

ohyea! and did you know? My second cousin is Michelle Yeoh! You know her? hehe... no kidding, seriously it's true!

Words Can't Describe...

..the feelings I feel

If there was anything in the world which I wished for...

right now it would be not working for an entire week

or month

I wouldn't mind...

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Randomness of a Hazel
is never understandable

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Wishing for Monday

yet not wishing for Monday

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I'm bored
you can tell
whateva...

whatcha-ma-call-it

boredom..

that's whatcha call it

Whoosh?

Chapel today was so fun!

First of all, worship! Can't really say how good that was cause I was singing. And my voice sounded super loud! hehe... well, I had a good time worshiping God.

The message... Really fun! First of all we had to learn this song and then we were taught about Jesse and his 8 sons and the preacher asked for 8 helpers. My gosh! Did tons of younger boy run out? Yea, well, they were suppose to act like a king would act like. Most of them just folded their arms across their chest! haha, nyvash was super cute though! He stamped his feet and then flicked back his hair! LOL!!! It was so CUTE!!!

Well, yea, then we had to sing this song which we didn't know. It was extremely funny! And then an even funnier song with crazy words at the end of every line which was something about wells springing up. Yea, at the end of those lines we had to go "whoosh, whoosh!" and then the next line, "whoosh, whoosh, whoosh, whoosh!". And the last line, "whhhhoooooooosssssshhhhh!" hehe!! It was so funny! Sarah and I were rolling on the floor laughing! No kidding!!! ROFL!!!

Well, yea, there was minister time at the end which was touching and I seriously had fun. God is so good! ALL THE TIME!!

I Miss Roberts!

Man! Something is totally missing in this school for the whole entire week! Like it's not alive anymore! Dead! Come back soon Roberts! There's no one to cheer me and Shabi up! It's no longer fun in the school without you. And, plus, there's new people this week and you weren't there to be friendly! hehe...

And, no one to beat me in checkers! keke...

or to spray something into my hair so that it itches for days!

and to help me in my 806 Math book!

what a bummer!

I miss you Jon! all I know is that you sure are a great friend!!

See ya on Monday!

heartache

hard work today...

non stop...

switching subjects...

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I'm super tired

this is a random post

Back to work..

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why?

!!!someone help me!!!

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Living Without Him

Living without who?

It's impossible, totally useless! I can't even get through the day without Him. Yet sometimes I try so hard to live by myself. Without Him to help me. And seriously, so many times I mess up, so many times I fail. And I've realized that it truly is impossible. I seriously need Him.

I seriously need you!

Yes, I need you, Jesus, in my life. Else I won't survive. So please, live in me...

I need you!!

Without Jesus, nothing ever will get accomplished. Nothing ever will happen. I know it for a fact. Sometimes, life can get so busy. And we forget about Him. And then we mess up and we realize that we need Him. I need Him. Need Him!!! I need you. I need You right now! Forgive me for trying to go my own way. But it doesn't work...

sorry

Thanks for still being there though.

Father,

I'm sorry if I turned away and tried to go my own way. Sorry if I get so busy with the things of life and forget about you. Help me, Father. Help me to remember that I need you. I need you desperately. Desperately...

You are the rock of my life. And I need to be grounded in You. I need to built my house on You alone. I place my trust in you. Mold me and shape me for the future. I'm ready. I'm just waiting for you...
I love you Father. Thanks for dying for me. I truly don't deserve it. And I can never repay you back...

Thanks

Dreaming...

I'm backup singing this Friday for the first time! Excited wei! (Paul Lyn don't rub it in! I know I use the word 'wei')

I seriously just can't work these days! Busy.Busy. The only book which I can get anywhere is Math. All the rest, I'm stuck on the crazy self test! Isn't that wonderful? Couldn't get better!

Dreams come whirling through my head. I remember old times. The times when life was fun, work was easy. And I wished I was still there. That I could always be in 4th grade forever. The work is so easy! When things didn't bother me so much. When I didn't care what people thought about me. When I acted myself...

And I wish I was still there..

But it's time to move on, it's time to make decisions. Even if sometimes those decisions lead you off and you have to admit you're wrong and try again. Even if you get this nice and loud scolding for doing something. There's always second chances. And we should always remember that God forgives. And we should also learn to do so also...

I still wish that my dreams could come through. I still wish and I still dream. But sometimes it's useless. We need to accept the fact that we have to move on into the future. We have to accept the changes.

I'm ready, God. Mold me quickly so I can do your will.

Relationships...

Relationships are a gift. We shouldn't take them for granted...

I just realized that seriously, your friends are a gift from heaven above. If you didn't have them you would die. Seriously...

But so often we take our friends and our relationships for granted. We tease because we want some fun. We tease other people's relationships with someone else when truly is is just sibling hood and nothing else...

And then suddenly, that relationship that other people teased you about is broken. And you can't even talk anymore, or act the same. And all that happened it that you were teased. Even when it wasn't even true. And I know how it feels.

And I'm sorry if I teased any of you... and I realized that it hurts...

I won't do it again...

Words can hurt so much, I can't believe the power of words!

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Oh shucks! Studying Mark is super hard... I'll blog again later...

I Wrote Your Name...

I wrote your name.I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away.

I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.

I wrote your name on the sand, but the waves whispered it away.

I wrote your name on my heart, and forever it will stay.

I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends.
I'm surrounded by angels,
But I call them my friends.

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That was super touching! I seriously love it...
Yep, forever you will stay in my heart if you consider me your friend, and if I consider you my friend. And you're my friend so this is for you from me...
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Randomness
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dreams can live again
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Had A Blast?

You call that fun, I call that a blast with the LORD!!! Yep, he deserves all the praise! Thank you God for meeting us there! We sure did ‘Xpect d’ Unexpected!

Everyone is probably gonna write about the whole Youth rally in perfect detail on their blog so I shall right ‘bout something different. Yes, indeed, the dance truly rocked, especially the cute boy! And the skit was seriously touching and funny at the same time. I’m afraid some of the foreigners didn’t get it. Thank goodness I’ve been in Malaysia long enough so I knew what they were talking about. Like for example, Sandra, my friend, probably didn’t know what ‘dei’ meant! Or ‘mamak’!

The worship was really good, thanks to the wonderful anointed worship team! Pity, I missed the first part. The jumping part you know! Super sad! Never mind, I was jumping outside at the registration table with Paul Mae!

Oh yea, and after the thing was over those who were serving were supposed to go up to the front. And I have no idea what was said cause we had to sell t-shirts! And we almost missed the group photo! Gosh! That would be saddening! Yea, but just at that time I had come out and heard and ran back to the table to call the rest! Yea, so we were in the photo! Thank goodness! (I know I’m weird!)

Yea, so, what I really wanted to write about were some people I really appreciated. First of all, my wonderful registration leader, Jinn Yee! And of course the registration team. Cause we missed that wonderful time of worship after the preaching! And there’s no complaining except now! Haha! Yea, we were wondering if we should go back in. Back to the point, I appreciate them for welcoming the new comers and making sure they register. It was super cute seeing Paul Mae stopping everyone from just walking in! I really enjoyed working with them…

Not to forget the Ushers, Security, and the MCs. The Ushers did a really great job. Even when I walked by they were shaking my hands super hard! Haha! Not counted! You’re supposed to shake the new comers! I mean shake their hands! Or you could rock their smelly socks! Keke… that saying is from Paul Lyn, not ME!

Well, enough writing… you guys are all longing for the pics! Well, I didn’t have the camera with me so there’s none of me, yet… I only took about 3 picture of myself. Pity right? Hehe.. Well… here they come!

The wonderful people I worked with the whole night! Don't ask me where I was, I have no idea!

Ushers, doing their job!

Brothers... hehe... I mean sister and brother

The most friendliest people stood at the gate. That means these two people!

Darren and Justin Act

Pretty Ladies =)

USJ Dance (it rocked)

Group Photo! Randomness!

After the rally.. tired but happy!

So that was it for the night! Hope you guys enjoyed yourselves!

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*tsk*

oh yea, and I forgot. Roberts wants the whole world to know that he beat me in checkers. Whatever… I beat him in Uno and Tic-tac-toe 4 times! Yea, he announced it to the whole world. At least his victory, not him losing! Anyway, I shouldn’t have even bothered to tell you all… cause you guys probably already know, right? Keke…

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4, 3, 2, 1, O!! GO!!!

In less then 4 hours time, we are about to make a dream come true. We are about to change the world. We are about to make a memory that will never die. It will continue to grow...

In less than 4 hours time, the YOUTH RALLY will finally began! *shiver up my spine*

Can you believe it? It is actually about to happen! It's actually gonna take place!

4, 3, 2, 1...

!!!YOUTH RALLY!!!

Isn't God great? He's given us the power to arrange this all. He's gonna give is the power to do it!

And right now, before it began, I wanna thank some people of their hard work. It's gonna pay of tonight for Christ!!!

Yea, so none other but the wonderful main committee! You guys rock! I really appreciate you all for working together and making this happen. And never forgetting to seek God all through this. Yep, that was the main key that made this happen. prayer...

Are you read God?

I am!

'Xpect d' Unexpected

tomorrow's the big day!

Whoosh! Tomorrow is d' day! Super excited and fretful! hehe... why should I be? I don't know? I'm not even performing, only in registration...

Today...?

Boring, everyone was at rehearsal! I missed you all! hehe... yea, and because of someone who is crazy my precious report was torn into two! *sob* I am super mad at him!!

**tsk**

Shabeta! Hurry up and do your task! I'm dying already! And just tell the truth, don't make any excuses, please...

oh yea, and Paul Lyn, please think about that story I told you. Cause I mean it can really help you and I hope that you'll really think about it... I love you girl... and I know what you're going through, I've gone through it before... it's hard I know... but

You can do it!

Yea, and I'm believing in you! Don't be so depressed. Deep down in your heart you love that school... I know you do!

OMG! I'm super dead man! Life is so...

Fun yet hard

*tsk*

................
This is cool!

Alzheimers' Eye Test

count every "F" in the following text:

FINISHED FILES ARE THE RE
SULT OF YEARS OF SCIENTI
FIC STUDY COMBINED WITH
THE EXPERIENCE OF YEARS

(see below)

How many? 3 right?
Wrong!! there are 6, no joke!
Read it again!
Really, go back and try again!

The reason is because

The brain cannot process "OF"

Cool right?

More Brain Stuff . . From Cambridge University .

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rgh it pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

Psas Ti ON !

Random, so don't ask me why!

wei! I am gonna become famous! Whoosh! Can you believe it, I'm in an advertisement. At least my voice is... good enough! hehe... super cool righto?

*tsk*

anyway... I'm getting super tired of my constant visits to some people's blogs and they never update! Whoever visits my blog always has something to read. Sometime too much to read! Yea, it's doesn't make any sense. People say that they don't know what to write about while here I am, having tons to write about and wishing to post another post for the third time in the day! It's a good thing I have pity on my readers! Else it would take them an hour to read my blog! keke...

Oh yea, just to recap some of you with the 'history' of my life... check out this old post of mine, if you haven't read it before: My Life, my Changing Life - I seriously encourage you to read it... plus I changed it a bit...

This poem (or whatever you wanna call it) is really touching... make sure you read!

(can't read it? press to enlarge)

Cool right? "If it will tarnish someone's reputation, keep it to yourself" I love that saying! How come some people speak without really thinking about what they are gonna say? And so many times it hurts others? And even if they did not intend to hurt anybody, they did.

I surely don't want to say something or do something that will hurt others in any way.

Neither you do I'm sure...

Bringing 'em Back

whee...

memories

"bringing 'em back"

Have you ever remembered such wonderful times you had with a certain friend, and cried? Because they all got swiped away and you are no longer as close as you were before? Well, I have and I just wanted to share them with you. It's good it remember times you've had with your friends and family, it encourages you and strengthens you to...well...

...face the future...

friends

Having friends is a necessary thing in life. For one whole year my only friend which I saw everyday was my sister. My other friends were one whole world away. They were on the other side of the world. Yep, and I missed them all...

all... from my very closest friend, Becka, to the most craziest one, Luke! Yep, I missed the noise they made in the classroom, the times we went gossiping about .... and all the fun we had. Can you believe it, during recess I would actually go and play Captain's ball with them, yep, the boys! Now I would never! =) haha... just wait till I will!

and I have memories here in Malaysia too...

going to GRC...

the loneliness! whoosh! yep, and then adjusting! And those random "hi"s from Roberts and Sarah's friendliness, Naomi accepting me and Zozo in the testing room. haha... and Rachel too! Making friends with Middlers and small little juniors! They are friendlier from the start! Haha, then slowly adjusting to the seniors, Shab, Chanelle and Grace...

..Broga Camp!!..

Being in Shabeta's team... in the same dorm as zozo! Sharing secrets with Melinda, Beeps and Zoe! Making a boy code! Guess what? I am the creator of the boy code!! And beeps too! And because of ME, the boys made a girl code! They copied my idea! O_o

and bad memories too. Like that horrible Tuesday and then the time following that. Tension... but I'm not gonna tell you about that...

and a lot more...

But last but not least, a new memory is coming up! One we'll never forget and always treasure. One that will be a great memory and will be written and is written all over our blogs! And that is...?

...GRC Youth Rally 2007...

so come... and 'xpect the unexpected

Count Your Blessings....

Name them one by one...

Well, well...

Sarah told me today that I shouldn't be emo because I still have so many other blessings so just one little thing which is upsetting me should not matter much! And it's totally true...

So, I'm gonna count my blessings!

• Wonderful friends, well some wonderful friends
• 4 blogs! Seriously... check out the link that says view my complete profile -->
  
• 4 people trust me enough so I know their blog password and username!
• A sister
• A family
• A home
• Education (that's a really good blessing, some people don't have it)
• And a lot more...

So I am blessed! It doesn't matter anymore whether this or that happens, because guess what? God is always beside me, and He will never leave me. Even if it seems like my friends leave me, God will never! And I encourage you all to count your blessings today, name them one by one, and thank God for being so good to you. He deserves the praise!

When Things Happen...

When your world crashed down in one minute...
...and you wondered why this had to happen to you

When everything seem to go the way you didn't want it to go...
...but you can't do anything about it except let it happen

...and you keep on asking why...
..but you don't get any reply..

why?

It's like I lost a friend..
One which I treasured so much and trusted
And I felt free to talk with that friend

Then 'whoosh' and my friend is gone
and we become enemies day after day

Then I get this other friend
And we talked and became good friends
The 'whoosh' again
And I don't want to be like my other friend
And start becoming cold
And lose this friend...

but what am I suppose to do?
People can't control feelings
I wish we could...

And then I remember
God made everything happen for a purpose
So thank you God for letting this happen
Even if it doesn't make sense...

We give thanks
We give praise
For we know that all things work together for our good

We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith, we know Your grace will see us through

Its Me!~

Wheee~ I'm guestblogging again!~
HAHAHA, Its really fun you knowww!
And you shall find out who am I at the end of the post..

Firstly, I am lucky to have a friend like Hazel! I'm sure everyone is too! =) Ok, let me tell you all how she is like *the rest you figure out youself XD

1. Pretttyyy~
2. Funnnyy~
3. Hyperr~
4. Fun to be with~
5. She understands~
6. Willing to help others~
7. Cheerful~
8. Smart *has a really big brain yet small size~
9. Hardworking *unlike me~
10. Emo..At times~
11. A good counsellor *like me..HAHAHAH~
12. Happyy..Most of the time!~
13. Treats her friends really well!~
14. Unique~

Ok, thats all I can think of~ But I'm sure thats LOTS MORE *Sorry, my brain not working today!

Hazel is a really nice friend to have! Seriously, I should repeat, HAZEL IS A R-E-A-L-L-Y NICE FRIEND TO HAVE!!!!! =) As I have said in my blog, she understands eventhough she hasn't gone through it before~ Not alot of friends are like that, including me..She is unique.And she is just herself, not pretending to be another person.She is being sincere (a very very very good thing)..God created her perfectly!

So, Hazel, I hope you would not be upset anymore! I will listen to your problems and try to help ok? Thankz for being a really G-R-E-A-T friend. I am happy to have you as my friend! =)

**And I / Me is Paul Lyn**